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arqivi<br />
lamazi qalis stumaria mSvenieri, cisferTvaleba qarTveli mandilosani,<br />
qalbatoni lela kakulia, romelsac ukve karga xania aramarto Cvens<br />
qveyanaSi, aramed mTel msoflioSi aqvs saxeli ganTqmuli. mas hqonda<br />
bevri miwveva sxvadasxva qveynidan, raTa iq gadasuliyo sacxovreblad,<br />
magram mainc samSobloSi darCa. momec Zala, ufalo, raTa avaciloT<br />
ubedureba saqarTvelos, avaciloT cru winaswarmetyvelTa energia da<br />
gadarCes xalxTa sulebi. Zalian miyvarxar, Cemo saqarTvelov, Seni<br />
cudic miyvars da kargic. amitom ver gtoveb. me Cems misias pirnaTlad<br />
Sevasruleb yovelgvari angarebis gareSe, Tumca bevri cdilobs<br />
Cems gayvanas saqarTvelos gareT. _ wers is erT-erT CanawerSi.<br />
lela kakulias fenomenze farTo sazogadoebaSi pirvelad 1993 wels<br />
alaparakdnen, rodesac respublikur presaSi gamoCnda masze pirveli<br />
statiebi da mogvianebiT daiwyo misi politikuri prognozebis beWdva.<br />
qalbatoni lela Zalian religiuri cxovrebiT cxovrobs. aris piligrimi,<br />
anu siwmindeTa momlocveli. molocvili aqvs mTeli saqarTvelos<br />
TiTqmis yvela wminda adgili. sakuTar prognozebs iniSnavs sqel<br />
rveulSi, romelTagan Zalian bevri ukve realurad axda.<br />
Cveni saubari Cawerilia qalbatoni lelas binaSi, kerZod, xatebiTa<br />
da siwmindeebiT savse mis kabinetSi. qalbatoni lela saerTod gaurbis<br />
Jurnalistebs. Cveni Sexvedra aRmoCnda iSviaTi gamonaklisi. Jurnalistebs<br />
saerTod ar vRebulob da interviuebs aravis vaZlev. Sen<br />
amiranis disSvili rom xar, amitom migiRe. es aRniSne aucileblad. _<br />
RimiliT mTxova qalbatonma lelam. marTlac, am uaRresad energiul,<br />
saTno qalbatonTan mosaxvedrad, romelsac axasiaTebs aseTive energiuli,<br />
gulRia saubari da sicili, daxmareba vTxove biZaCems, mis<br />
axlo megobars, teleprograma alionis korespondents, Jurnalist amiran<br />
sinauriZes...<br />
_ qalbatono lela, gTxovT, mokled<br />
SeexoT Tqvens avtobiografias.<br />
_ davibade TbilisSi. damTavrebuli maqvs<br />
filologiis fakulteti. Semdeg gavTxovdi.<br />
myavs sami Svili... cota miWirs miwier<br />
Temebze saubari, radgan 80 procentiT gaTiSuli<br />
var misgan. SemiZlia visaubro<br />
winaswarmetyvelebaze, imaze, rasac yovelTvis<br />
vxedav. es ufro mitacebs. Cemi avtobiografiiT,<br />
sxvaTa Soris, jer aravin dainteresebula.<br />
meuxerxuleba, TiTqos sxvis biografias<br />
vyvebi... myavs ufrosi biWi _ SoTa,<br />
momdevno vaJs levani hqvia da 20 wlisaa,<br />
myavs patara qaliSvili _ Tako, 4 wlis,<br />
romelic Zalian mgavs. myavs brwyinvale<br />
meuRle _ simon pataraia, romelsac udides<br />
pativs vcem da Zalian miyvars. ai, es aris<br />
sul.<br />
_ sainteresoa, rodis aRmoaCineT<br />
TqvenSi es fenomenaluri niWi, amas<br />
Tavidanve grZnobdiT Tu erT mSvenier<br />
dRes mixvdiT?<br />
_ amaze, Cemo kargo, ver vityvi, erT<br />
mSvenier dRes aRmovaCine-meTqi. es sxva ra-<br />
Racaa da modis bavSvobidan. pataraobaSi<br />
Taviseburi ucnaurobebi maxasiaTebda. magaliTad,<br />
miStereba vicodi _ Tvali miSterdeboda<br />
da vuyurebdi, vaTvalierebdi<br />
adamianebs. es erTgvar wesad mqonda. deda-<br />
Cemi yovelTvis nerviulobda _ nu ici<br />
miSterebao. egona, rom Tvalebi mtkioda<br />
da eqimsac gamasinjes. sinamdvileSi ki me<br />
vswavlobdi im samyaros, sadac gavdiodi<br />
am xedviT. roca patara viyavi, me amas ver<br />
vafiqsirebdi da verc vambobdi, radgan<br />
Cveulebrivi raRac megona. 3-dan 6 wlamde<br />
asakSi amas miveCvie da ar maRelvebda, ar<br />
mqonda araviTari SiSi. es ar iyo raRac<br />
sizmris, an Tavis mirtymis Sedegi. es<br />
xdeba mTeli Cemi cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi<br />
da amis gareSe ver warmomidgenia, rogori<br />
unda viyo miwierad.<br />
Zalian Zlieri xilva mqonda 11 wlisas.<br />
erTxel televiziiTac gamovedi da vTqvi,<br />
rom es iyo RvTismSoblis xilva. es imdenad<br />
Zlieri da realuri kontaqti iyo,<br />
rom dRemde naTlad maxsovs. miuxedavad<br />
imisa, rom mas Semdeg mudmivad maqvs aseTi<br />
xilvebi, kontaqtebi, amaze ar vlaparakob.<br />
me politikur winaswarmetyvelebebze<br />
vmuSaob. amiT vakmayofileb sazogadoebas<br />
da Tavs aravis ar vaxvev Cems xedvebs. ar<br />
miyvars farTod laparaki da ase vTqvaT,<br />
gamosvlebi. Cems irgvliv Zalian bevri faqtia<br />
saintereso, magram vmalav, ar vaqveyneb.<br />
etyoba, yvelafers Tavisi dro aqvs. ara<br />
var ambiciuri da ar maqvs aranairi mania.<br />
mova dro da es yvelaferi Cems xalxs,<br />
saqarTvelos darCeba. mec am kuTxiT vudgebi<br />
yvelafers.<br />
_ Tu SegiZliaT mogviyveT yvelaze<br />
didi saswauli, rac ginaxavT.<br />
_ yvelaze didi saswauli, rogorc<br />
arqivi arqivi<br />
zemoT aRvniSne, vnaxe 11 wlisam. miZneldeba<br />
amis moyola. marTalia, RvTismSobelTan<br />
dakavSirebiT mere kidev mqonda xilvebi,<br />
magram maSin es CemTvis iyo saocari ram.<br />
gaciebuli viyavi, cota yeli mtkioda.<br />
CameZina da vixile, rom Cems win SavebSi<br />
Cacmuli qali idga, romelsac xelSi<br />
Tavisqaliani joxi eWira. mivxvdi, rom es<br />
uaryofiTi Zala iyo _ sikvdili (ase<br />
aRviqvi). maSin locvebi ar vicodi. deida-<br />
Cemisgan, romelic sionis eklesiasTan cxovrobda,<br />
vicodi mxolod wmida giorgi,<br />
RvTismSobeli da ieso qriste _ meti<br />
araferi. uecrad azrad momivida, iesos<br />
SevTxov Svelas-meTqi. am dros davinaxe<br />
iesos niRbiani xati. vcdilobdi, es niRabi<br />
momexsna. mivxvdi, rom es Savi Zala matyuebda<br />
da igi ar iyo ieso. mere gavigone iesos<br />
xma, dedaCems SesTxoveo Svela. rodesac<br />
warmovTqvi, RvTismSobelo, miSvele-meTqi,<br />
ca gaixsna da Zalian maRla mimavali oqrosferi<br />
kibeebi gamoCnda. am kibis TavSi<br />
taxtze ijda saocrad lamazi qali da<br />
dRemde Cemi mexsierebidan ar iSleba misi<br />
saswaulebrivad lamazi xelebi, romlebic<br />
taxtis saxelurebze hqonda dalagebuli.<br />
man damiZaxa, lela, nu geSiniao, radgan es<br />
Savosani qali ar mcildeboda. erTxel gaaqro<br />
RvTismSobelma igi, mainc gaCnda, kidev<br />
gaaqro, kidev gaCnda. bolos RvTismSobeli<br />
fexze wamoimarTa da Savosans mimarTa,<br />
gibrZaneb gaqre da mocilde lelaso. isic<br />
gaqra sabolood. mere RTismSobelma TavisTan<br />
mimixmo da mec, perangSi gamowyobili, avedi<br />
masTan, fexebTan Camovujeqi da mis<br />
natif xelebs mivaCerdi. RvTismSobels iqve<br />
edga didi Tasi, romelSic raRac brWyviala<br />
burTulebi elaga. am burTulebiT<br />
gamimaspinZlda da uecrad aRmovCndi did<br />
mTaze. mTeli am xilvis paralelurad mesmoda<br />
dedaCemisa da deidaCemis saubari.<br />
dedas ukvirda, ra xdeba, lela ras laparakobso?<br />
SeSinebuli iyo. am dros me iqac<br />
viyavi _ sxva samyaroSi _ da aqac.<br />
orive samyarosTan realuri Sexeba mqonda.<br />
deidam dedaCems uTxra, bavSvi raRac saswauls<br />
xedavs da xels nu SevuSliTo. deidas<br />
daveTanxme, marTali xar, gadiT, xels nu<br />
miSliT-meTqi.<br />
rodesac Cems oTaxSi simSvidem daisadgura,<br />
kvlav xilvas mivubrundi. maRal mTaze<br />
videqi da vxedavdi, rom uamravi xalxi<br />
gamorboda Cemken. isini Zalian patarebi,<br />
WianWvelebiviT moCandnen mwvervalidan. vaime,<br />
RmerTo, eseni yvela Cemken morbian-meTqi,<br />
vikiTxe. maSin RvTismSobelma mxarze xeli<br />
damado, Tavisken mimabruna, pirjvari gadamsaxa<br />
da mommarTa: lela, nurasdros SegeSindeba,<br />
rac ar unda moxdes, rogorc ar<br />
unda dagipirispirdnen, yovelTvis SenTan<br />
viqnebi da yoveli borotisgan dagixsni.<br />
es xalxi SenTan modis da nu uaryof maT,<br />
miexmare! sxvaTa Soris, im uamrav xalxSi<br />
bevri ucxo enaze laparakobda,<br />
romelic me ar mesmoda. RvTism-<br />
Sobelma damloca da miTxra, gaxsovdes,<br />
rom yovelTvis SenTan<br />
varo. amis mere RrublebSi gai-<br />
Wra gza. gavedi am gzaze da<br />
RvTismSobelma is lamazi xeli<br />
amiwia. Tvali gavaxile da es<br />
xeli Cemi oTaxis kedelTan davinaxe<br />
da kivili avtexe, radgan<br />
SemeSinda pirvelad da ukanasknelad.<br />
amis Semdeg kontaqtebi<br />
gaxSirda...<br />
sxvaTa Soris, vicodi, deda<br />
da mama rodis gardaicvlebodnen,<br />
vicodi, Cemi da sad wavidoda, magram<br />
amaze ar vlaparakobdi, radgan bavSvi viyavi<br />
da ar mimaCnda saWirod, es yvelaferi<br />
momeyola. vicodi, rom deda maSin gardaicvleboda,<br />
roca me 18 wlisa viqnebodi.<br />
yoveldiliT, roca viRviZebdi, saSinlad<br />
mixaroda, dedas rom cocxals vxedavdi.<br />
sabolood, ra Tqma unda, es xilva zustad<br />
asrulda.<br />
ufro mogvianebiT damewyo msoflio politikis<br />
winaswarmetyveluri xedvebi, magram<br />
imavdroulad xalxsac vemsaxurebodi. Zalian<br />
bevrTan mqonda kontaqti gasuli 15 wlis<br />
ganmavlobaSi. bolo dros ufro Cavikete.<br />
iciT, xalxis fsiqikaze cud rols Tama-<br />
Sobs cruTa movlineba. isini adamianebs<br />
gzidan acdenen da asuleleben. zogierTi<br />
miCveulia Cemi, ukve gamoqveynebuli<br />
winaswarmetyvelebebidan raRaceebis amokrebas.<br />
arc ki gadaasworeben, pirdapir, usircxvilod<br />
iTviseben maT da weren presaSi.<br />
gazeTebi eZeben raRac saswaulebriv, sensaciur<br />
masalebs da imaze arc fiqroben, rom<br />
daisjebian! am pirovnebaTa ojaxis wevrebic<br />
ki daisjebian. es Zalian saSiSia. biblia<br />
gvaswavlis, rom xe Tavisi nayofiT icnoba.<br />
cru winaswarmetyvelis namdvilisgan garCevas<br />
ra unda? didi codvaa es. amas raRac<br />
3-5 larisTvis akeTeben, rom TviTon iarsebon,<br />
magram adamians rom suls uSaveben da<br />
sakuTar Tavs codvaSi agdeben, amaze ar<br />
fiqroben. Tumca, am Temazec viwinaswarmetyvele<br />
adre. vicodi, rom es tal-<br />
Ra agordeboda. magram es yovelive male<br />
gadairecxeba, xalxs mobezrdeba, xalxi daiRleba<br />
da mixvdeba, rom amisgan xsna ar<br />
iqneba. ai, maSin dawynardeba kosmiuri velic...<br />
1996 wels mqonda aseTi xilva: vijeqi<br />
saxlSi da am xatebs vuyurebdi (miyvars<br />
maTi cqera), rom moulodnelad xedviT<br />
mcxeTis gzaze aRmovCndi, dasavleTisken mivdiodi<br />
manqaniT. me TviTon vmarTavdi mas<br />
(Zalian miyvars manqanis marTva da bavSvobaSive<br />
Seviswavle). erT adgilze uceb<br />
gadavuxvie patara sofelSi. iq davinaxe<br />
qali Savi mandiliT. am qalma TaviT mani-<br />
Sna mimarTuleba, iqiT wadio. gavedi am<br />
soflidan, Cavuare sasaflaoebs da aRmovCndi<br />
uzarmazar mTasTan. mTis Zirs<br />
TvalebiT davuwye (da ara xelebiT) qeqva.<br />
am qeqvaSi raRac amoiwia. amovwie, amovwie<br />
da es aRmoCnda uzarmazari jvari, romelic<br />
Zalian Znelad, magram TandaTan sul<br />
zemoT amodioda. bolos amovida mTlianad,<br />
amaRlda mTis mwvervalze da mTeli saqarTvelo<br />
ganaTda. es iyo saswauli! pirRia<br />
Sevcqerodi. Zalian daRlili viyavi, magram<br />
jvars rom Sevxede, davmSviddi, axla ki<br />
eSveleba Cems xalxs, Cems saqarTvelos-meTqi.<br />
wamovedi iqidan. sasaflaosTan unda<br />
movbrunebuliyavi. arada, Cemi susti mxare<br />
isaa, rom arafris meSinia sasaflaos garda<br />
(icinis). Sevxede saflavebs da SemeSinda,<br />
magram ar SevimCnie. sasaflaos karTan<br />
patara biWi ijda, romelmac SemomTavaza,<br />
me wamogyvebio da manqanaSi Camijda. davmSviddi,<br />
Tavisuflad wamovedi, aRar meSinoda.<br />
Savmandiliani qali isev im adgilas<br />
damxvda, sadac davtove. movixede da patara<br />
biWi aRarsad iyo. mere im qals<br />
Sevxede da davinaxe, rom biWi xelSi eWira.<br />
es RvTismSobeli iyo, romelsac patara<br />
ieso hyavda atatebuli. warmogidgeniaT,<br />
qristem gamomacila afxazeTamde!!! diax, es<br />
afxazeTi iyo da ai, amis Semdeg vwer, rom<br />
afxazeTi ar aris dakarguli, rom saqarTvelos<br />
danawevreba warmoudgenelia.<br />
rodesac Cven vwinaswarmetyvelebT, ar<br />
viciT, ras vityviT. dros me ver vxedav,<br />
ar maqvs mocemuli drois danaxva. rasac<br />
vxedav, imas vambob. ar miyvars Selamazebebi.<br />
sanam winaswarmetyveleba asruldeba,<br />
warmoidgine, ra dReSi var, nervebi mWams,<br />
es moxda ukve, magram is rodis moxdebameTqi<br />
da vibrZvi. mere, roca winaswarmetyveleba<br />
sruldeba, yvelaferi kargad aris da me<br />
var cudad, survilic aRar maqvs, rom<br />
vTqva da vakeTo rame.<br />
laSa gabunia<br />
(gagrZeleba iqneba)<br />
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