ਬਲਬੀਰ ਸਿਕੰਦ ਦੀ ਸਵੈ-ਜੀਵਨੀ - Khabarnama

ik Auh kuwJ ihwl ijhf igaf hovy. hr idn iksy nF iksy prYktIkl pIrz ivwc Ausdy koeI nf koeI swt
lwgI rihMdI hY. hF ipCly hPqy mÈIn ÈOp ivwc jy aYn mOky qy af ky afpdy sr jI myn sivwc nf bMd
krdy qF igaf sI ivcfrf BMg dy BfVy ivc. iewk hor Dwky nfl afpxf mÈvrf dyx leI afx rilaf,
“afh ielYktroplyitMg ÈOp ivwc ijhVf hfdsf hoieaf sI BfvyN sB ny afpxy afpxy bc bcf leI ies
hfdsy nUM iewk mihj aYksIzYNt dI Èkl dy idwqI sI pr mMno nf mMno myrI gwl, kIqI ibwly ny afqm
hwiqaf hI sI. clo afpF kI lYxf.” awg lfeI qy zbU kMD qy, vflI gwl kIqI Aus ny qy cldf bixaf.
iesy qrHF hr iewk dI afpxI afpxI soc qy nËrIaf sI. iesy qrHF sMq isMG qy ies hfdsy df bhuq
zUMGf asr ipaf. Aus mn hI mn ivwc afpxy afp qy keI vfr iDwkfr ijhI pfeI. kfÈ mYN ivcfry
blbIr nUM pRIqmf nfl nf imlfAuNdf. ho skdf hY ieh Bfxf vfprxoN twl jFdf.
sMq isMG ny Ausy qrHF Bry pIqy ny ieh sfrf hfdsf rohqk jfky pRIqmf nfl sFJf kIqf. pihlF
qF Aus suxky bVy hMkfry qy hoCy ijhy lihjy ivwc ies gwl df mËfk AuVfieaf ijvyN iksy gwl dI koeI
iKwlI Auzf irhf hovy. ik ieho zrfmy qF awjkl dy nvyN nvyN bxy mjnUM inwq hI krdy rihMdy ny. ivcfrIaF
kuVIaF dI hmdrdI lYx leI. sMq isMG dIaF awKF Br afeIaF. mYN qF dIdI qyrf bVf hI siqkfr krdf
sI. mYnUM nhIN sI pqf qUM eynI GtIaf soc dI mfilk hY. N hfey Eey rwbf mYN kfhnUM Aus grIb nUM qyry ijhI
inrmohI kuVI nfl imlfieaf. ijs Aus ivcfry mfsUm nUM mOq dy mUMh ivwc phuMcf idwqf. sMq isMG BrIaF
awKF qy Bry idl nfl AuQoN AuwTky af igaf.
Pyr jfxoN hOlI hOlI pRIqmf dy swuqy ËmIr ny AusdI afqmf nuM Dur aMdroN JMjoiVaf, “kI mYN swcmuwc
hI bVI svfrQI qy hMkfrI hoeI hF! mYN kmInI vI hF. ijs afpxIaF ÊlqIaF qy JUTy Èwk df mKOtf
pf ky afpdf qF pwlU sFB ilaf. ikqy swcI-muwcI nf ho igaf hovy ieh Bfg. mYN qF aYvyN Aus mfsUm mlUk
ijhy muMzy dy idl nfl KyldI rhI. mYnUM kI pqf sI ik Auh kmlf eynI burI qrHF myry qy zuwl jfvygf qy
myry leI afpxI jfn dI bfËI lf dyvygf. nhIN nhIN mYN ieh cMgf nhIN kIqf. myrf kI hwk bxdf ey ieAuN
iksy dI iËMdgI nfl Kylx df. mYN AusdI qy Ausdy suwcy ipafr dI kfiql hF. mYN hI gunfhgfr hF.” Auh
iesy qrHF pfglF vFg afpxy afp nfl gwlF krdI krdI afp muhfry sMq isMG dy Gr af geI. “sMq!
myry Coty vIr, mYnUM swc dwsIN kI ieh hfdsf swcIN hoieaf hY. kI blbIr bwc igaf ey? kI Auh hux Kqry
qoN bfhr hY? kI mYN AusnUM iml skdI hF? mYN iewk vfr Aus qoN afpxI Buwl bÉsLfAuxI cfhuMdI hF. mYnUM
nhIN sI pqf ik awj dy Ëmfny ivwc vI koeI iksy leI jfn dy skdf hY. kfÈ mYN Ausdy axBol ipafr df
aihsfs kIqf huMdf. hy rwbf iewk vfr bs iewk vfr AusnUM cMgf Blf, rfËI krdy. mYN muV kdy aijhI
gusqfÉI Buwlky vI nhIN krUMgI. mYN AusnUM sfrI iËMdgI eynF ipafr krFgI ik Ausdy hr alHy ËÉm qy
afpxy ipafr dI mwlHm lfvFgI.” pqf nhIN kI kI vfady krdI Auh afpxy afp nfl bybfk, byiJjk,
afp muhfry sB dy sfhmxy sMq isMG qy Ausdy Grdy Ausdy mUMh vwl dyKdy rhy.
“sMq vIry mYnUM kwl nUM hI qUM sonIpq lY ky jfxf aY. afpF dovyN cwlFgy. mYN AusnUM imlxf cfhuMdI
hF. AunI dyr mYnUM cYn ikwQy.” awgoN sMq ny ikhf, “pRIqmf dIdI, hfl dI GVI qF Auh sonIpq ivwc nhIN.
Ausdf vwzf vIr jo cMzIgVH ivwc iewk vwzf aÌsr lwigaf hoieaf ey, Ausny afxky sfrI gwl sFB leI,
nhIN qF aYNvyN pulIs kys bx jfxf sI. sfry muMizaF aqy stfÌ mYNbrF ny rl ky bVI Bwj dOV kIqI sI.
iksy qrHF bcf qF ilaf AusnUM pr zfktr kihMdy ny hfly Éqrf tilaf nhIN. Èfied iesy leI Ausdf
vwzf Brf qy Ausdf Éfs dosq rUmmyt rGvIr AusnUM tYksI ivwc pf ky cMzIgVH pI[jI[afeI ivwc Ëyry
ielfj leI lY gey ny. mYN kwl vfips sonIpq afpxy kfilj jfxf hY. dIdI jo vI nvIN Ébr imlI, quhfnUM
dwsdf rhFgf. qusIN vI rwb awgy ardfs krnI. asIN vI sfry krFgy. rwb BlI krUgf.”
pqf nhIN ikMny ku vrky Aus Br idwqy ivrlfp qy pCqfvy ivc. pqf nhIN kdoN ikMnI vfr roeI qy
kdoN Auh cuwp hoeI. ikMnI ku iÈwdq nfl Aus blbIr nUM Xfd kIqf hoxf ey. afiÉr iewk idn Ausdy sbr
df ijvyN bMnH tuwt igaf hovy. jF Ausdf Brm AusnUM gumrfh kr irhf hovy. Auh acfnk hÌqy ku bfad
sonIpq sfzy hostl afpdy iksy jfxU nUM nfl lY ky afx phuMcI. muMzy AusnUM sMq isMG dy kmry ivwc Cwz
afey. qy Pyr Aus blbIr dy kmry ivwc jfx df ieËhfr kIqf. Pyr sMq AusnUM myry kmry ivwc lY afieaf.
AuQy Ausny myrI hr cIË nUM bVI hI nIJ nfl dyiKaf. Pyr AusdI acfnk afpxIaF, myry hwQ nfl bxfey
icwqrF qy njLr peI. Aus bVy gOr nfl afpxIaF donoN iqMnoN pyNitMg nUM vyiKaf. Pyr myry hI mMjy qy bih ky
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