ਬਲਬੀਰ ਸਿਕੰਦ ਦੀ ਸਵੈ-ਜੀਵਨੀ - Khabarnama

ijvyN myrf aihsfs Qwikaf Qwikaf inrfsqf dI iksy zUMGI KfeI ivwc mwlomwlI Dws irhf hovy.
mYnUM koeI bcfAux vflf nf hovy. awj koeI vI myrI soc df hfxI nf hovy. ijvyN mYN ËmIn-afsmfn dIaF
gridÈF ivwc klwm kwlf Btk irhf hovF. iewk hor nmoÈI myry iËhn df bUhf KVkfAux lwg peI.
ikvyN mYN iewk anfQ bwcI mIqI dy prvfn cVfAux leI AusdI mF dy Ëulm sihMdf irhf. jd vI
ikqy myrI axK ies iËwlq qoN bfÊI hox lwgdI qF ieh mfsUm bwcI roNdI roNdI myrIaF lwqF nUM icMbV
jFdI ik “zYzI, mYnUM Cwz ky nf jfeIN” myry pYr AuQy hI jkVy jFdy qy mYN aksr ies DI df vDyry hI qyh
krdf. AusdI hr iËwd pugfAux dI koiÈÈ vI krdf. kdy kdy qF myrf skf bytf mYnUM hrK nfl imhxf vI
mfr idMdf ik “zYz, mYnUM qF lwgdf ik ijvyN mIqI hI quhfzI skI DI hovy qy mYN quhfzf stYp sn hovF.”
Ausy awlHV DI jdoN mYN AusdI afpxI mF dy bdcln nkÈykdm qy cwlxoN roikaf qF Ausy myrI lfzlI DI
ny mYnUM ikhf sI, “sLwt awp, XU afr nft mfeI rIal zYz” ijvyN iksy myry pivqr aihsfs dI gwl qy
krVI cpyV mfrI hovy. Auh vI sfvI dy sfhmxy. awgoN sfvI ny iewk Èbd vI myry hwk ivwc nf boilaf.
ijvyN iksy df inrfdr krnf DI ny mF koloN ivrsy ivwc ilaf hovy. awj mYN afpxy puwq df doÈI mUloN hI
hIxf ijhf ho ky rih igaf. … kfÈ!
iesy qrHF jd kdI mYN sfvI nUM Ausdy awXfÈ mncly rvweIey qoN vrjxf cfihaf, Ausdy inwq nvyN
XfrF nfl pfrtIaF qy jfxf qy Èryafm nÈy ivwc twlI ho ky dyr rfq qfeIN jxy Kxy dIaF bfhF ivwc
JUmxf afid. jy mYN kdI apxwq dy nfqy sfvI nUM smJfAuNdf “dyK BlIey loky, qUM afpxy nfl nfl afpxI
jvfn ho rhI DI dIaF jVHF ivwc vI qyl dy rhI eyN. qUM ikAuN AusnUM vI kurfhy pf rhI eyN. aksr hr
pfrtI ivwc qusIN donoN mfvF DIaF itpsI (ÈrfbxF) jFdIaF ho. qy AuhI quhfzy qmfÈbIn svfrQI dosq
dUjy idn Èryafm msfly lf lf ky quhfzIaF BFq BFq dIaF gwlF krdy ny.” awgoN sfvI iqVky guwsy nfl
Aultf mYnUM hI zFt iPtkfr idMdI, “ieh sfzI aiq mfzrn knyzIan hoeI susfeItI ey. qUM vI GtIaf
Elz PYÈn mYn qy qyrI soc vI qyry vFg GtIaf qy rUVHIvfdI hY. mYN qF qyry nfl qF ivafh krvfieaf sI
ik qUM bMbeI iÌlm ieMzstrI df iewk hIro hYN. qUM aYzvFs qy rMgIn imËfj hovyNgf. iekwTy roË rfq nUM
dfrU pIaf krFgy qy inwq nvIN izsko pfrtI qy jf ky afpxIaF rfqF rMgIn qy husIn kiraf krFgy. qUM qF
mUloN hI iksy gurUduafry df BfeI inkilaf. mYnUM qF mOjI Xfr hwbI (Ksm) cfhIdf sI. qUM qF sfzf ipE
bx ky sfnUM afpxI glI sVI BfrqI siBaqf dy BfÈx idMdf hYN. nsIhqF qF mYN kdy afpxy sky ipE
dIaF nhIN suxIaF, qUM kI cIË hYN. bs qUM afpxI aOkfq ivwc irhf kr. smJy. mYN afpxI bOs afp hf”.
asl swt AudoN hI vwjdI hY jdoN koeI quhfzf afpxf KUn hI quhfzy mUMh qy cpyV mfry. jdoN sfvI
dI afpxI 15-16 sflF dI awlHV DI mIqI pUrI vYlx ho geI. hr qrHF dy nÈy pwiqaF ivwc pUrI zrwgI ho
geI qy inwq nvyN kfly gory qy dysI XfrF nfl keI keI rfqF GroN gfieb rihx lwgI qF iewk idn sfvI
ny duKI ho ky afpxI DI mIqI nUM zFitaf ik “qUM ieh kI lwCx PVy ny? Ébrdfr, jy awgoN qoN kdy GroN
bfhr rhI jF aijhy kukrm kIqy.” guwsy ivwc mfry sfvI dy QwpV df jvfb mIqI ny awgoN QwpV nfl hI
idwqf qy pUry roh ivwc ikhf “ sLwt awp, XU blwzI, stUipz mMm, qUM ikhVy mUMh nfl mYnUM awj tok rhI eyN.
pihlF qUM apfxy kukrmF qy JfqI mfr. qUM myry leI ikhVI akjYNpl sYt kIqI hY!” Aus idn sfvI bVI
hI roeI, ipwtI qy kurlfeI.
iesy qrHF nmoÈIaF dy juVy qFqy nfl iewk hor sfvI dI myry nfl kIqI purfxI iËafdqI Xfd af
geI. BFvyN lflc, eIrKf, svfrQ, kRoD sfvI dy Kfs gux sn, aYnI Ktfs-kuVwqx dy bfvjUd vI myry
mF-ipE ny afpxI CotI nUMh sfvI pRqI pUrI mmqf iBwjy slIky nfl hr Ègn dI rIJ lfhI. AusnUM afpxI
ivwq muqfibk do iqMn sony dy mihMgy mihMgy sYt pfey qy pMj swq vDIaf sUt qy sfVIaF afpxy puwq dI brI
bxfky pMjfbo nfl lY ky afey qy mF ny bVI iÌrfK idlI nfl ikhf “cwl hAU myry puwqrf, jfx dy guwsy
igly. hY qF qyry puwq dI mF qy sfzI nUMh.” mF ipE ivcfry afp cwl ky Ausdy sfrf gihxf Gr dy ky afey.
Ausdy durivvhfr dy bfvjUd vI AunHF hmyÈf aMqly sfhF qIk ienHF sfiraF dy suwK qy smiqaF leI rwb
awgy ardfsF hI kIqIaF. kdy koeI mMdVf Èbd mUMhoN nhIN kwiZaf. kdy mfpy kumfpy nhIN huMdy. sdf hI
ies kOl nUM pfilaf. ies dy Ault Aus mYnUM jo ieko iewk muMdrI mMgxI vyly pfeI sI. Auh qF Aus pihlI
lVfeI dy hly ivwc mYQoN luhf leI sI. jo sB nfloN vwD Èrmnfk hwqk vflI Aus gwl kIqI sI. iewk nIly
rMg df nON ku zflrF df trYk sUt hoxf ey jo Aus kdy iksy lwgI syl qoN lY ky mYnUM idwqf sI. Èfied ieh
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