ਬਲਬੀਰ ਸਿਕੰਦ ਦੀ ਸਵੈ-ਜੀਵਨੀ - Khabarnama

pihlF qF asIN afpxI afpxI rjfeI ivwc pey ieDr EDr dIaF gwlF krdy rhy, iPr pRIqmf AuTI qy
nfldy kmry ivwc clI geI. QoVI dyr bfad iewk tRya ivwc do glfs sLLrfb dy bxf ky lY afeI. qgVy
pitaflf ÈfhI pYg sn qy nfl hI iewk kOlI ivwc nmkIn ijhf rwiKaf hoieaf sI. mYnUM iewk glfs
PVfAuNidaF ikhf, “lY beI ibwly, ieh qyry afAux dI KuÈI ivc. vYsy mOkf vI hY, dsqUr vI hY, qy AuqoN
TMz vI hY, qy sfhmxy myrf ipafrf Xfr vI hY.” mYN glfs nfl glfs tkrfAuNdy AuvyN hI PVI rwiKaf qy
pRIqmf ny iewk do moty moty Guwt Br vI ley. “Xfr guwsf nf krIN, ieh rwm pIxI mYnUM myry POjI pqI ny
igJfieaf ey. hux mYnUM iesdf kuwJ suafd vI pY igaf ey. qYnUM pqf ies Ëfilm Èrfb dy bVy Pfiedy ny.
Kfs krky nvyN nvyN iÈkfr PMuZx ivwc ieh bVI shfeI huMdI ey. Pyr bVy nKry nfl byiJjk ho ky bMdf
afpxI gwl vI kih skdf hY.” afpxI gwl kridaF Aus iewk hor motf ijhf Guwt Br ilaf. awgoN mYN
Boly pn ivwc hI ikhf, “hux qF pRIqmf jI, qusIN vwNzy iÈkfrI ho gey hovogy. ieko nËr ivwc hI qfV jFdy
hovogy ik iÈkfr ivwc ikMnf ku dm hY.” “ibwly, myry iKafl ivwc iÈkfrI nUM KuwlHy idl nfl iÈkfr Kyzxf
cfhIdf hY. cfhy Auh vwzf hovy jF Cotf, cfhy ivafhieaf jF kuafrf hovy. Try hr QF mfrnI cfhIdI hY.
hF mYnUM qF iÈkfr nUM qVpf qVpf ky mfrn ivwc bhuqf afnMd afAuNdf hY.” myry mUMhoN acncyq hI inkl
igaf, “hF pRIqmf jI, Auh qF quhfzI purfxI adf hY. hF pRIqmf jI, kihMdy ny ik keI vfr Gfiel iÈkfr
jMglI sUr vFg iswDf iÈkfrI qy hI jfn lyvf hmlf kr idMdf hY.” awgoN pRIqmf msqI ivwc af ky nKry
nfl bolI, “hF, Auh qF ijMnI rOck Kyz hovy, Aunf hI Gfqk irsk vI huMdf hY. hF ibwly jI, qusIN qF hfly
pIxI ÈurU hI nhIN kIqI.” “hF swcIN pRIqmf jI, awj qfeIN kdy nhIN pIqI. qusIN ieh jfm myry hwQoN lY ky
awj dy Èfm dy nfm pI jfE. qy mYN awj quhfzIaF awKF ivwcoN rwjky pIvFgf.” “hF, iewk Èrq qy ibwly
pihlF afpxy buwlF nfl iesnUM rqf jUTf qF krdy.” “hF ikAuN nhIN.” mYN hlkI ijhI iswp krky iglfs
nUM cuMmky pRIqmf nUM PVf idwqf. Aus iewk Guwt Aus ivcoN pI ky glfs tRya ivwc rwK idwqf. “awCf, mYN qyry
leI kok lY ky afAuNdI hF. Gwto Gwt afpxI pRIqmf nUM kMpnI qF dyvyNgf.” “hF ËrUr, ikAuN nhIN.” Pyr
pqf nhIN aMdroN pRRIqmf pqf nhIN kok ivwc kI Gflf mflf krky lY afeI. asIN muVky dovF glfsF nfl
cIar awp kIqf. jdoN mYN kok df Guwt Biraf qF kok kuwJ kuJ kOVf ijhf lwgf pr Xfr dI KuÈI leI mYN
sfrf pI igaf. pqf nhIN ikAuN dUjI vfr kok imwTf lwgx lwg ipaf. hux mYnUM pRIqmf iËafdf idlkÈ
lwgx lwg peI. Pyr pqf nhIN kdoN asIN dovF rotI KfDI vI ik nhIN. Pyr rfq qfeIN gwlF krdy rhy qy
nyVqf vwDdI geI.
Pyr acfnk Aus bwqI buJfeI qy cuwp cfp myrI rjfeI ivwc af geI. Pyr kI sI nyVqf hor vwDdI
geI. pqf nhIN kdoN sfzy sbr sMjm dy sfry hwd bMnHy afpy tuwt gey. pRIqmf awj pUrI qrHF mOj ivwc sI.
pUrI qrHF awj ibwly qy imhrbfn vI sI. donF dy ijsmF ivcoN jfxo cMigafVy inwkl rhy sn. pRIqmf ny
iewk dm bybfk svfl myry qy dfÊ idwqf, “ibwly, iewk gwl puwCF, mYnUM swcIN swcIN dwsyNgf? kI ienHF
hIroienF nfl vI qUM sYks kIqf hY? quhfzI ieh glYmr dI dunIaF ivwc qF ieh afm cwldf hY.”
“pRIqmf jI, awj kwl ieh kuwJ ikwQy nhIN cwldf? pihlF qF qusIN afpxI idwqI ksm vfips lY lE. ho
skdf hY Pyr mYN vI iksy qy trfeI krky vyK lvFgf. kI pqf kdy vgdI gMgf ivwc Pyr cuwbI mfr hI
lvF.” “Kf myry isr qy hwQ rwKky ksm, ik hfly qfeIN qUM myrI ksm qoVI nhIN.” Pyr mYN Ausdy isr qy
hwQ rwKky kih idwqf, “hfey mYN mrjF! swcI ibwly qUM aYnI hfeIt qy phuMc ky vI isrÌ mYnUM aYnf ipafr
krdf eyN” kihMdy kihMdy Auh myry nfl pUrI qrHF icMbV geI. Aus afpy afpxy grm grm kUly kUly buwlH
myry buwlHF qy rwK idwqy qy jfxo iËMdgI ivwc pihlI vfr Auh afpxI cfhq df ieAuN Kuwlky ieËhfr krn
lwgI hovy. “ibwly, mYnUM qyrIaF nIlIaF nIlIaF awKF ÈurU idn qoN hI bhuq psMd sn. Kfs krky qyry
surÉ ktIly buwlH myrI kmËorI rhy. qyrf gorf sMDUrI rMg qF kuVIaF dI jfn kwZ lYNdf ey. ibwly, qUM isrÌ
qy isrÌ myrf hI hYN nf. mYN qYnUM kdy iksy nfl vI sLyar nhIN kr skdI.” jfxo awj pRIqmf df pUrf
bilAU mUz bixaf hoieaf sI. ijvyN puMinaF df pUrf cMn ivcfry sfgr nUM JwilaF kr idMdf hY, ievyN
pRIqmf ny mYnUM dMdIaF vwZ vwZ ky Kf ilaf. jfxo awj pRIqmf ny mYnUM afpxf afp pUrI qrHF nfl smripq
kr idwqf hovy. asIN aYnI TrI rfq ivwc vI qRylIE qRylI hoey pey sF. pqf nhIN ikMnIaF sdIaF dy asIN
iewk dUjy leI ipafsy sI. pRIqmf nUM myrf alHV ijhf ipafr krn df aMdfË bhuq cMgf lwgf. vfr vfr
jfxo kcIcIaF vwt ky kihMdI, “jI krdf ey ibwilaf, awj qYnUM pUrf ingl jF. mYnUM qyrf ieh mfsUm ijhf
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