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Research Matters 16 - Aberystwyth University

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final submission date – 30 th September<br />

2008. My final conference had been<br />

attended and discussions of potential<br />

external examiners became the topic of<br />

conversation, rather than research. For<br />

a while, I had felt that each chapter had<br />

a life of its own and I couldn’t see how<br />

it was all going to fit together.<br />

However, once editing began in<br />

earnest, the thesis began to gel. My life<br />

now revolved around editing, tidying<br />

up references, double checking the<br />

bibliography and generally making<br />

sure that the presentation was as<br />

perfect as possible.<br />

Meanwhile, the intention-to-submit<br />

form was filled in, my internal and<br />

external examiners were organised and<br />

the editing continued unabated. There<br />

came a point when I had to decide<br />

when to stop and have the thesis<br />

printed and bound. It was when my<br />

supervisor commented that he was<br />

happy if I was happy to hand in the<br />

thesis that I finally did so. Once<br />

handed in to the department, there was<br />

a moment of euphoria followed swiftly<br />

by a sense of ‘What now?’ Suddenly,<br />

evenings and weekends became free of<br />

research, writing and referencing and it<br />

took a while to not feel guilty over<br />

doing nothing!<br />

The next moment of pure anxiety came<br />

when the date of the viva was set – 18 th<br />

December 2008. The mock viva was<br />

organised for the week before and this<br />

ended up being the best rehearsal I<br />

could have. I was questioned for over<br />

an hour on my work which made me<br />

focus my thoughts, and along with<br />

extra guidance from several willing<br />

academics from the department, this<br />

meant that I was as prepared as I could<br />

be for the main event. Nerves,<br />

adrenalin and my supervisor<br />

accompanied me into the room on the<br />

18 th December. However, what I had<br />

built up to be a terrifying inquisition<br />

10<br />

became an in-depth discussion of my<br />

research, my reasons and results. The<br />

feeling of being told I had passed was<br />

probably one of the best moments<br />

imaginable. The grin that spread across<br />

my face did not fade for days.<br />

Memories of that day still have the<br />

power to make me smile.<br />

Nicky Cashman<br />

_____________________________________<br />

Nicky Cashman’s thesis on Self, Family and<br />

Community in African American Literature,<br />

1940-1970, was successfully completed at<br />

<strong>Aberystwyth</strong> in January. She currently<br />

manages CADAIR, the <strong>University</strong>’s online<br />

repository.<br />

_______________________________<br />

The Insider,<br />

or, On Being an<br />

Internal Examiner<br />

I sometimes wonder<br />

(and sometimes while<br />

actually doing it) what<br />

internal examiners are<br />

for. I mean as<br />

examiners, rather than as the main<br />

host-figure on the big day – the person<br />

who shows the external where the loos<br />

are, and provides such essentials as<br />

coffee, the use of a computer, and<br />

somewhere secure to leave coats and<br />

bags which would otherwise have to be<br />

carted round all day. These are<br />

important duties, and entirely pleasant<br />

to perform, but they are really just the<br />

side-effects, so to speak, of being one<br />

of the examiners. So I ask again, what<br />

are internal examiners for?<br />

No such question ever need be asked<br />

of external examiners, for their role is,<br />

self-evidently, to be the independent<br />

subject expert and ‘scholarly<br />

scrutineer’ who ensures that the thesis<br />

is a genuine contribution to knowledge<br />

in its field or sub-field. The internal’s

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