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What harm have I done to that manjakuppam family?/<br />

Why am I grieving this way??<br />

So many problems I face yet my life is full of more turmoils and day by day<br />

issues are cropping up and I am simply watching it .AND ENDURING THE<br />

SAME.<br />

EARNEST PRAYER TO GOD: NO BODY IN THIS WHOLE WORLD<br />

WOULD PRAY FOR THE BETTERMENT OF THE COUNTER PART IF<br />

THEY COME TO KNOW ABOUT THAT COUNTER PART’S COUNTER<br />

ATTACK AGAINST THEM. HOW WILL I PRAY FOR THAT SPOUSE<br />

WELL BEING IF SUCH ATROCITIES HAD BEEN IMPOSED ON ME<br />

FROM HIM/????<br />

I SIMPLY PRAY FOR MY BETTERMENT , WELL BEING, GOOD HEALTH<br />

AND FOR RAKESH TOO. I WOULD RATHER BE A SELFISH PERSON<br />

THAN PRAY FOR THAT SPOUSE WELL BEING.<br />

MY SINFUL MISDEEDS: I told my spouse about the molestation which was<br />

done to me by kandan brother sivakumar( when I was 12 years old IN THE<br />

YEAR APRIL 1989,) in manjakuppam house at the time I got married to that<br />

spouse.<br />

That spouse would never be able to know that hidden secret had I not told<br />

him personally. So my one and only sin was this molestation in which I was<br />

also a part of it and I feel guilty about that. No sexual contact was<br />

made.(Only fondling and kissing ) And I was virgin- chaste person, when I got<br />

married.( MY HYMEN WAS INTACT AND IT WAS NOT AT ALL TORN<br />

CONTRARY TO WHAT HE SAID TO MY BLOOD RELATIVES ABOUT ME<br />

BEING PROMISCUOUS LADY AT THE TIME OF MARRIAGE)<br />

(reference: my birth horoscope)<br />

AVERSION TO BLACK COLORED PERSON: BECAUSE OF such molestation I<br />

started hating blackish people till I get married to this spouse who is also<br />

dark complexioned. Ever since I got married that spouse I changed my<br />

mindset and started living with him eventhough he is dark in color.<br />

CAMERA INSTALLER: I feel there is some police connection coupled with<br />

some Christian people are doing much harm to me by projecting me in a poor<br />

light.<br />

Opposite bhoot house, the house which is exactly opposite of bedroom , if<br />

we stand inside the bedroom, through the window we will see one flat which<br />

is occupied by Christian family, and g-1 house are all inter linked and they

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