STILL UNTITLED I used to be my body A red stain left by my heart After thoughts of Embarrassed genitalia Fumbled soft dribbling Is this poem worth going crazy for The sleep within me—a skittish shadow The man with a beautiful face knows I come to die —Marc Tretin <strong>Diverse</strong> <strong>Voices</strong> <strong>Quarterly</strong>, Vol. 1, <strong>Issue</strong> 3 & 4 38
WHY I LOVE LINDA JEAN <strong>Diverse</strong> <strong>Voices</strong> <strong>Quarterly</strong>, Vol. 1, <strong>Issue</strong> 3 & 4 39 by Catherine Parnell Linda Jean reads paperback novels underwater. You should see the way her flashlight beams on the page, the way her fingers play the waves as she reads, the way her scuba-slick body hangs suspended in the ocean. In her one-piece wetsuit and booties—a lacquered licorice on her, and her strapped-on tanks, she looked like an underwater dominatrix. She held herself in front of me, and I examined her with care as we dangled in the current. Our tanks fizzed in the salt water. I timed the rate of our ascent while she read and as she dropped the pages, I felt as if she’d ripped layers of skin from my body. Nosing the disintegrating paper, yellow and black fish circled and jabbed; some bit the pages that curled in the water as if the papers were love food for fish, the dissolving ink a fine burgundy. But a pert blue fish found itself draped by a sheet of paper and after I lifted it, the fish shot away and the page dropped in the blue water to the black ocean floor. At forty feet I heard the whir of the boat’s engine. Linda Jean’s silhouette crumpled and she pushed her mask into mine so that we were eye to eye. She winked and pointed up. She was aching to breach the top. I looked and shook my head. Be patient, I said with my hands. I stretched out like one of Jesus’ helpers; Linda Jean crossed herself. She rolled her eyes and in mock frustration, threw the book down, but it didn’t sink quickly. I see now it was a booty call, Linda Jean beckoning me onward. That’s what Linda Jean does to me, makes me feel my desire so much I actually believe I do want it. I want it so much, I’ve shut myself away from the rest. I’m Linda Jean’s diving buddy. I’ve wondered what she would do if I didn’t surface, if I dropped my watch, if I lost my compass. I’m as responsible for her as she is for me, but that’s not the case. Underwater, she throws her whole self on me: black aqua, amorphous, amorous. She makes me feel her weight, but it’s not a burden. More like blue lightning. I got all shook up, seized, and convulsed, and I ached to lick her salty body. The rippling water magnified and distorted Linda Jean; she was larger than life, but the vision broke as water sluiced between my wetsuit and my skin. I felt phosphorescent cold fire between my legs. I licked my mouthpiece. I tasted my own gritty passion; I saw enlarged particulars of myself—my hair, my wrist, my ankle. Diving is inspiration, expiration. Inhale, exhale. Inspire, expire. Even below the surface of that fine blue water, Linda Jean inspired me. My ears and sinuses popped as we pulled out, my face cracked with salt. The first divers up, we sat benched on the dive master’s boat in the tropical sun.
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