Volume 1, Issue 3 & 4 - Diverse Voices Quarterly
Volume 1, Issue 3 & 4 - Diverse Voices Quarterly
Volume 1, Issue 3 & 4 - Diverse Voices Quarterly
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COMFORT IN FICTION<br />
<strong>Diverse</strong> <strong>Voices</strong> <strong>Quarterly</strong>, Vol. 1, <strong>Issue</strong> 3 & 4 77<br />
by<br />
Angela M. Graziano<br />
Back in January I underwent electroshock therapy.<br />
But, in truth, I sort of saw the whole thing coming. Even back from the early<br />
days spent in Jay Cee’s office, before I began to feel as though I were trapped beneath<br />
a bell jar, struggling for breath.<br />
Some stories are just set up that way.<br />
Shortly after that whole episode, I decided I was in need of a change of scenery.<br />
So I took a quick trip to India to find my spirituality (just after a jaunt to Italy, of<br />
course). And I have to say, with the way things have been for me lately—tossing and<br />
turning at night while I panic about unpaid bills, spending endless hours searching<br />
the Web for new job postings—I didn’t think I’d really be able to commit to the trip.<br />
But once there, I found I was more relaxed than I’d been in months. And so, before I<br />
returned to my day-to-day stresses, I figured, what the hell, got on another plane, and<br />
headed to Bali, where I fell in love.<br />
Or so I thought.<br />
Because just days after I returned from my Balinese trip, I really fell in love.<br />
Hard. With a vampire. A teenage vampire no less.<br />
To answer your next question: yes, I was indeed embarrassed to later admit this<br />
love affair to my friends.<br />
And in response to your final question: yes, I did learn that many of my friends<br />
had engaged in the same love affair too.<br />
I suppose I’ve been fortunate lately to be embarking on so many adventures,<br />
seeing as things have been, well, pretty rough. It all started last year, when, after<br />
months of hard work and sacrifice, I finally earned a master’s degree. In the midst of<br />
the high produced by my new degree, I decided to take a career risk and willingly<br />
tossed myself (and my paycheck) back to the bottom rung of my field. In the long run,<br />
I told myself, this career change would make me happy, and so I decided to tough it<br />
out. In about a year, I said, I would look for a higher-up (and higher-paying) position.<br />
I am now approaching the one-year mark, and the only thing I can report with<br />
certainty is that there are no new higher-up jobs. In fact, there aren’t really any jobs at<br />
all. Which, in turn, means there isn’t much extra money occupying my wallet these<br />
days.