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Volume 1, Issue 3 & 4 - Diverse Voices Quarterly

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COMFORT IN FICTION<br />

<strong>Diverse</strong> <strong>Voices</strong> <strong>Quarterly</strong>, Vol. 1, <strong>Issue</strong> 3 & 4 77<br />

by<br />

Angela M. Graziano<br />

Back in January I underwent electroshock therapy.<br />

But, in truth, I sort of saw the whole thing coming. Even back from the early<br />

days spent in Jay Cee’s office, before I began to feel as though I were trapped beneath<br />

a bell jar, struggling for breath.<br />

Some stories are just set up that way.<br />

Shortly after that whole episode, I decided I was in need of a change of scenery.<br />

So I took a quick trip to India to find my spirituality (just after a jaunt to Italy, of<br />

course). And I have to say, with the way things have been for me lately—tossing and<br />

turning at night while I panic about unpaid bills, spending endless hours searching<br />

the Web for new job postings—I didn’t think I’d really be able to commit to the trip.<br />

But once there, I found I was more relaxed than I’d been in months. And so, before I<br />

returned to my day-to-day stresses, I figured, what the hell, got on another plane, and<br />

headed to Bali, where I fell in love.<br />

Or so I thought.<br />

Because just days after I returned from my Balinese trip, I really fell in love.<br />

Hard. With a vampire. A teenage vampire no less.<br />

To answer your next question: yes, I was indeed embarrassed to later admit this<br />

love affair to my friends.<br />

And in response to your final question: yes, I did learn that many of my friends<br />

had engaged in the same love affair too.<br />

I suppose I’ve been fortunate lately to be embarking on so many adventures,<br />

seeing as things have been, well, pretty rough. It all started last year, when, after<br />

months of hard work and sacrifice, I finally earned a master’s degree. In the midst of<br />

the high produced by my new degree, I decided to take a career risk and willingly<br />

tossed myself (and my paycheck) back to the bottom rung of my field. In the long run,<br />

I told myself, this career change would make me happy, and so I decided to tough it<br />

out. In about a year, I said, I would look for a higher-up (and higher-paying) position.<br />

I am now approaching the one-year mark, and the only thing I can report with<br />

certainty is that there are no new higher-up jobs. In fact, there aren’t really any jobs at<br />

all. Which, in turn, means there isn’t much extra money occupying my wallet these<br />

days.

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