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Egaeus<br />

Jaclyn Myers<br />

Thy soul shall find itself alone<br />

‘Mid dark thoughts of the grey tomb-stone;<br />

Not one, of all the crowd, to pry<br />

Into thine hour of secrecy.<br />

--Spirits of the Dead (Edgar Allan Poe)<br />

Cousin Egaeus,<br />

Perhaps you find it strange to see these pages written in my hand. Indeed,<br />

I am sure until this moment you were not entirely convinced that I knew the<br />

alphabet from one end to the other. I do not blame you- the mud stains in the sitting<br />

room and the crack in the library window attest to my childhood carelessness.<br />

In some ways I suppose I have little changed, but this one decision, which I resolved<br />

upon this very hour, should redeem my reckless heart, at least in your noble mind.<br />

To help you understand this choice, this single greatest sorrow and pride of my life,<br />

please give my words a small portion of the attention you lavish on your books, and<br />

we will both be satisfied.<br />

When we were children, I watched you run blindly through the library<br />

to escape the slightest footfall, stirring up dust as you dove behind bookshelves<br />

and under desks. I imagined you were playing with ghosts and fighting spectral<br />

enemies, a thought which filled me with fascination and great respect<br />

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