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Jeffers is my God<br />

Sitting here<br />

Typing<br />

At a friend’s house<br />

I find a black book by the typer:<br />

Jeffers’: Be Angry at the Sun.<br />

I think of Jeffers often,<br />

Of his rocks and his hawks and his<br />

Isolation.<br />

Jeffers was a real loner.<br />

Yes, he had to write.<br />

I try to think of loners who don’t break out<br />

At all<br />

In any fashion,<br />

And I think, no, that’s not strong,<br />

Somehow, that’s dead.<br />

Jeffers was alive and a loner and<br />

He made his statements.<br />

His rocks and his hawks and his isolation<br />

Counted.<br />

He wrote on lonely blood<br />

A man trapped in a corner<br />

But what a corner<br />

Fighting down to the last mark.<br />

“I’ve built my rock,” he sent the message to<br />

The lovely girl who came to his door,<br />

“you go build yours,”<br />

This was the same girl who had screwed Ezra,<br />

And she wrote me that Jeffers sent her away like that,<br />

BE ANGRY AT THE SUN,<br />

Jeffers was a rock who was not dead,<br />

His book sits to my left now as I type,<br />

I think of all of his people crashing down<br />

Hanging themselves, shooting themselves,<br />

Taking poisons...<br />

Locked away against an unbearable humanity,<br />

Jeffers was like his people:<br />

He demanded perfection and beauty<br />

And it was not there<br />

In human form, he found it in non-human<br />

Forms, I’ve run out of non-human forms,<br />

I’m angry at Jeffers. No,<br />

I’m not, and if the girl comes to my door<br />

I’ll send her away too, after all,<br />

Who wants to follow old<br />

Ez?<br />

Talk about hitting the nail on the head! One<br />

of the many splendours of Charles Bukowski is his<br />

ability to tell it like it is, and this marvellous poem<br />

really does the job beautifully. Name-checking Jeffers<br />

volume, Be Angry At the Sun (Random House, 1941),<br />

Bukowski does what he does best, almost effortlessly,<br />

writing poetry that could be taken as a homage to his<br />

revered ‘god’. He faces Jeffers’ apocalypse head-on,<br />

one loner to another. Yet Bukowski recognises the<br />

loners that ‘don’t break out at all, in any fashion’, the<br />

same kind of people he’d known for years in the bluecollar<br />

world of rough jobs and tough breaks. And he’s<br />

scared and angry at that world, and just glad to be out<br />

of it, because he knew all along that that world meant<br />

death, suicide or madness.<br />

And these were themes that Bukowski knew<br />

well and which he saw and responded to in the older<br />

poets work. He seems to pinpoint Jeffers’ main<br />

imagery, the rocks and the hawks, and indeed the<br />

sheer isolation of living in such austerity, that Buk<br />

could recognise himself there very easily while living a<br />

very different life. For at the time he wrote the above<br />

poem Buk was becoming famous and gaining a cult<br />

following on the reading circuit, he would never<br />

forget where he was from, nor the factory floors he’d<br />

had to shuffle across through seemingly endless, backbreaking<br />

years. And it is really from these years of<br />

working the 9 – 5 jobs that Bukowski developed as a<br />

poet; the poet as outsider. And it is from the mindnumbing,<br />

day-in, day-out; grind of the working<br />

world; of the relief through alcohol and sex and<br />

writing, that Buk came across that kindred something<br />

in Robinson Jeffers.<br />

Then Sheri Martinelli crops up again in the<br />

poem; ‘the same girl who had screwed Ezra’. As she<br />

explains in a letter to Bukowski from December 28 th ,<br />

1960, “Jeffers is in the bowels of life & so on but I’ll<br />

go to him again”. There is a certain ambiguity here,<br />

yet its plain Jeffers wasn’t too impressed with Sheri,<br />

for whatever reason. Probably because she popped up<br />

with Pound in tow, and the two American originals<br />

appraised each other through gritted eyeballs.<br />

From the previously quoted poem from 1992,<br />

Bukowski’s Jeffers, he informs us about his hero:<br />

“he would never be a popular<br />

Creator: people need to be<br />

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