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Jeffers is my God<br />
Sitting here<br />
Typing<br />
At a friend’s house<br />
I find a black book by the typer:<br />
Jeffers’: Be Angry at the Sun.<br />
I think of Jeffers often,<br />
Of his rocks and his hawks and his<br />
Isolation.<br />
Jeffers was a real loner.<br />
Yes, he had to write.<br />
I try to think of loners who don’t break out<br />
At all<br />
In any fashion,<br />
And I think, no, that’s not strong,<br />
Somehow, that’s dead.<br />
Jeffers was alive and a loner and<br />
He made his statements.<br />
His rocks and his hawks and his isolation<br />
Counted.<br />
He wrote on lonely blood<br />
A man trapped in a corner<br />
But what a corner<br />
Fighting down to the last mark.<br />
“I’ve built my rock,” he sent the message to<br />
The lovely girl who came to his door,<br />
“you go build yours,”<br />
This was the same girl who had screwed Ezra,<br />
And she wrote me that Jeffers sent her away like that,<br />
BE ANGRY AT THE SUN,<br />
Jeffers was a rock who was not dead,<br />
His book sits to my left now as I type,<br />
I think of all of his people crashing down<br />
Hanging themselves, shooting themselves,<br />
Taking poisons...<br />
Locked away against an unbearable humanity,<br />
Jeffers was like his people:<br />
He demanded perfection and beauty<br />
And it was not there<br />
In human form, he found it in non-human<br />
Forms, I’ve run out of non-human forms,<br />
I’m angry at Jeffers. No,<br />
I’m not, and if the girl comes to my door<br />
I’ll send her away too, after all,<br />
Who wants to follow old<br />
Ez?<br />
Talk about hitting the nail on the head! One<br />
of the many splendours of Charles Bukowski is his<br />
ability to tell it like it is, and this marvellous poem<br />
really does the job beautifully. Name-checking Jeffers<br />
volume, Be Angry At the Sun (Random House, 1941),<br />
Bukowski does what he does best, almost effortlessly,<br />
writing poetry that could be taken as a homage to his<br />
revered ‘god’. He faces Jeffers’ apocalypse head-on,<br />
one loner to another. Yet Bukowski recognises the<br />
loners that ‘don’t break out at all, in any fashion’, the<br />
same kind of people he’d known for years in the bluecollar<br />
world of rough jobs and tough breaks. And he’s<br />
scared and angry at that world, and just glad to be out<br />
of it, because he knew all along that that world meant<br />
death, suicide or madness.<br />
And these were themes that Bukowski knew<br />
well and which he saw and responded to in the older<br />
poets work. He seems to pinpoint Jeffers’ main<br />
imagery, the rocks and the hawks, and indeed the<br />
sheer isolation of living in such austerity, that Buk<br />
could recognise himself there very easily while living a<br />
very different life. For at the time he wrote the above<br />
poem Buk was becoming famous and gaining a cult<br />
following on the reading circuit, he would never<br />
forget where he was from, nor the factory floors he’d<br />
had to shuffle across through seemingly endless, backbreaking<br />
years. And it is really from these years of<br />
working the 9 – 5 jobs that Bukowski developed as a<br />
poet; the poet as outsider. And it is from the mindnumbing,<br />
day-in, day-out; grind of the working<br />
world; of the relief through alcohol and sex and<br />
writing, that Buk came across that kindred something<br />
in Robinson Jeffers.<br />
Then Sheri Martinelli crops up again in the<br />
poem; ‘the same girl who had screwed Ezra’. As she<br />
explains in a letter to Bukowski from December 28 th ,<br />
1960, “Jeffers is in the bowels of life & so on but I’ll<br />
go to him again”. There is a certain ambiguity here,<br />
yet its plain Jeffers wasn’t too impressed with Sheri,<br />
for whatever reason. Probably because she popped up<br />
with Pound in tow, and the two American originals<br />
appraised each other through gritted eyeballs.<br />
From the previously quoted poem from 1992,<br />
Bukowski’s Jeffers, he informs us about his hero:<br />
“he would never be a popular<br />
Creator: people need to be<br />
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