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STUDY ABROAD: A PERSONAL PERSPECTIVE<br />

Chapter I: Introduction<br />

My interest in the area <strong>of</strong> study abroad programs grew out <strong>of</strong> my own experience<br />

as a study abroad student. In January 1995, I came to the <strong>University</strong> <strong>of</strong> Texas at Austin<br />

from Russia for a semester-long study abroad stay. This study abroad trip not only<br />

defined my future research interests, but also changed my whole life: several years later I<br />

got married and moved to the United States permanently.<br />

When I look back at my study abroad stay in the United States, I have no doubt<br />

that I went through a long and exhausting process <strong>of</strong> cultural adaptation. Yet, back in<br />

1995, having received no study abroad orientation from my home university, I had<br />

trouble understanding what I was experiencing. I did not know how to cope with the<br />

effects <strong>of</strong> culture shock, how to deal with the tremendous emotional, psychological and<br />

even physiological impact it had on me.<br />

I still remember quite well the initial euphoria I felt upon landing in the United<br />

States: everything was new, exciting, fascinating. Eventually, this happy period <strong>of</strong><br />

revelation and discovery was succeeded <strong>by</strong> a period <strong>of</strong> mild irritation and frustration<br />

because I was unable to function efficiently in what seemed to be the most basic<br />

everyday situations. I thought that this frustration was caused <strong>by</strong> the language barrier I<br />

was trying to fight so desperately. <strong>The</strong> feeling <strong>of</strong> frustration and dissatisfaction gradually<br />

led to the feeling <strong>of</strong> disappointment. It was disappointment with myself as a language<br />

learner (and I thought I spoke English fluently before I landed in the US), disappointment<br />

with the program I was a part <strong>of</strong>, disappointment with Americans and their culture (or<br />

rather what seemed to be a lack <strong>of</strong> one). Closer towards the end <strong>of</strong> my study abroad trip,<br />

this state <strong>of</strong> disappointment gave way to a desire to understand the new cultural<br />

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