Anthology of wounds - Arct

Anthology of Woundseverywhere — in the bedroom, in the notebooks, in thenotes and letters.Koço found the money and counted it as if he weredisinterested. There were altogether 800 new leks,brought from Fatos from some things we had sold onTirana.They kept two files and wrote processing form forall those things they thought were doubtful. They werealmost all mine, except a manuscript by Todi.They took my work files from the History Institute,which included the period from Prizren League of 1879until the June Revolution of 1924, a notebook with flowers’dates and a notebook with notes from the AlbanianAntifascist Youth Congress of August 8, 1944 and someother notes that I had kept from October 1973 when Ibegan to work in agriculture storage.Florian Kolaneci, the other investigator, thought towould find “the key” in these notes. But I had writtenthem with great care, convinced that one day they wouldbe read from them. It was only I that could read betweenthe lines. They could find only the daily realityof workers, described from person that looked at themfor the first time.But the main investigator, Chief Hazdenari with his“cleverness,” wickedness and his predisposition observedironically the expressions and words. He highlighted thepart I wrote about the “saving campaign in medicine.”When I had to be hospitalized in Tirana, the deputydirector of the Lezha hospital had told me, “You willnot be hospitalized in Tirana, but in Shkodra becauseyou are included in the saving campaign.”45