I Have a What? A Guide for Coping with Moderate-to-Severe TBI

I Have a What?!:A Guide for Coping with Moderate-to-Severe TBIby Jason FergusonAfter a brain injury, life does change. When I had my accident I was reported dead onTV, spent three weeks in a coma, was told I would never walk or talk again and that I wouldalways be under twenty-four hour supervision. Well, thank God they were wrong.I had to relearn how to walk, talk, read and even swallow water. Sometimes I stillhave trouble with all of them. It was like going from an infant state of mind to an adult allover again. I am still here, I am walking and talking and I have started over in life. Therecovery process is not fun and there will be pain involved, but you have to work throughthe pain to get over the pain. Never give up and never let anyone keep you from giving yourall.Headaches have become something I have come to know all too well. Some are dulland others are grinding. Sometimes headaches can ruin a person’s whole day. There aremedications that can help but sometimes it may be because you are dehydrated orsomething else. Your doctor is the best person to ask about this.My thought process was slowed down and I used to refer to myself as being “simpleminded.”Everything was making sense in my head but I just couldn’t get the words tocome out right or my body to move how I wanted it to move. It takes time and a lot of workto better your recovery but you have to keep on keeping on.Sometimes I think back about some of the ways I felt and acted. It was a totallydifferent me. My world was turned upside down, flipped around and set into a constantspin. I could not tell the difference between what was real and what was not real. I wasscared, confused about whether I was going to get better, angry that I hurt my friends andfamily, hurt both physically and mentally, and happy to be alive all at the same time. I wasnot being lazy and it was not that I did not want to get better; I was scared and out of sorts.If people look at it this way instead of thinking that the survivor is just being stubborn,things would be a lot different.Page 10