Three Days of Happiness
ThreeDaysOfHappiness
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life. I’ll make it 300,000 yen that’s worth more than 3 billion! I’m<br />
gonna work to get back at this world!”<br />
In my intoxicated mind, I thought it sounded pretty cool.<br />
But Miyagi was apathetic. “That is what everyone says.”<br />
Putting her pen aside, she grabbed her knees and rested her chin<br />
between them.<br />
“I’ve heard at least five statements to that effect in my time.<br />
Everyone speaks <strong>of</strong> extremes when death is nearing. Particularly<br />
those who can’t say they’ve had a fulfilling life thus far. Under the<br />
same logic by which losing gamblers continue to hope for an<br />
increasingly unrealistic turnaround, those who keep losing in life<br />
come to hope for unrealistic happiness. Many feel reinvigorated<br />
when the closeness <strong>of</strong> death reminds them <strong>of</strong> the sparkle <strong>of</strong> life,<br />
and they come to believe that they can do this or that - but those<br />
people are making a crucial mistake. They have only just arrived at<br />
the starting line. They have only just regained their composure after<br />
a long losing streak. Mistaking that as a chance to turn things<br />
around will do them no good.<br />
“...So please, Mr. Kusunoki. Think <strong>of</strong> it this way. The reason your<br />
remaining thirty years were so lacking in value was because in<br />
them, you accomplished not one single thing. You understand that,<br />
yes?”, Miyagi bluntly reminded me. “What can a man who would<br />
accomplish nothing in thirty years change in a mere three months?”<br />
“...Won’t know ‘til we try,” I argued, but even I hated how hollowly<br />
my words rang.<br />
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