Three Days of Happiness
ThreeDaysOfHappiness
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“I don’t get it,” I said. “I think I’d just sell <strong>of</strong>f a life like that. ‘Cause<br />
there’s no guarantee you’ll survive to pay <strong>of</strong>f the debt, is there?<br />
And your mother’s dead. Even if you do make it to the end, the best<br />
times <strong>of</strong> your life will be over. I don’t mean to be ironic or anything,<br />
but I’m gonna borrow your words - you’ve only just hit the starting<br />
line. Having to deal with all this pain and then starting your life at<br />
forty... I just call that a tragedy. So it’d be better to sell it.”<br />
“If my lifespan were worth anything, I would.”<br />
“What’s it worth?”<br />
“The same as yours,” Miyagi said, like it was funny. “10,000 yen a<br />
year. ...If I’ve been overly harsh with you, I believe it’s because I<br />
can’t accept having such little value. In some ways, we are similar.<br />
So I apologize for taking it out on you.”<br />
“...Well, I don’t wanna be rude, but wouldn’t it be better to just die<br />
already?”, I asked. “There’s less and less to look forward to.”<br />
“Yes, you’re right. You’re absolutely right. And yet I suppose I can’t<br />
do so because I take after my mother. I’m a hopeless fool. There’s<br />
no point in living, yet I’m compelled to live longer. Perhaps we may<br />
be the same even down to the way we die. But... You see, it’s not<br />
that simple. Perhaps something good will happen someday.”<br />
“I know a guy who died at fifty saying that to himself but getting<br />
nothing out <strong>of</strong> it,” I joked.<br />
“So do I,” Miyagi smirked.<br />
Smiling with her, I lit a cigarette. Then Miyagi stood up, took