The way of the bird
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Looking back on it, you never believe that <strong>the</strong> dream that you had last night was true,<br />
even though while that dream was going on, you never imagined that it was not true. You<br />
readily acknowledge that all <strong>the</strong> events <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> dream were going on while you, yourself,<br />
were sleeping in your bed. <strong>The</strong> whole thing appeared but you were not really involved in<br />
it at all.<br />
This waking state is also a dream and it is not true, for exactly <strong>the</strong> same reasons.<br />
Dreaming is a spontaneous process that creates a world out <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> material springing forth<br />
from <strong>the</strong> mind. How is this waking dream different from <strong>the</strong> sleeping dream? It goes on<br />
by itself. <strong>The</strong> Self never makes any comment about it.<br />
3.7 "I am not doing anything at all."<br />
We are so used to thinking <strong>of</strong> "I" as <strong>the</strong> doer, as in "I am reading," "I am sitting," "I am<br />
trying to understand," that a statement such as this one seems to make no sense at all.<br />
However, Maharaj was not speaking from <strong>the</strong> point <strong>of</strong> view <strong>of</strong> an individual "I.," or<br />
person, but from <strong>the</strong> point <strong>of</strong> view <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Self; or what he sometimes called "I without I."<br />
That Self is <strong>the</strong> real subject <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> first-person pronoun. Whenever you say "I," you are<br />
referring to that ocean <strong>of</strong> pure consciousness, whe<strong>the</strong>r you know it or not. In <strong>the</strong> state <strong>of</strong><br />
ignorance, however, "I" means <strong>the</strong> imaginary individual "doer" and you remain asleep to<br />
yourself as reality. In fact, "I" is a sacred word, just as "Self" is a sacred word. <strong>The</strong> ocean<br />
does not "do" anything to create <strong>the</strong> waves that appear on its surface, nei<strong>the</strong>r does <strong>the</strong><br />
dreamer do anything to create <strong>the</strong> dream that appears.<br />
3.8 "Nothing is true. In a dream, I've seen, but I've not seen."<br />
In a dream, something really quite miraculous occurs; you see with closed eyes! When<br />
you awake, however, <strong>the</strong> mystery is solved, and you dismiss <strong>the</strong> whole business-it was<br />
just a dream. Everything that you saw in <strong>the</strong> dream was only a projection <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> mind on<br />
<strong>the</strong> screen <strong>of</strong> awareness. Awareness itself did not participate in <strong>the</strong> dream events but it<br />
provided <strong>the</strong> background for <strong>the</strong> images to appear. On awakening from sleep, <strong>the</strong> images<br />
and objects <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> waking state displace those <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> dream state. <strong>The</strong> dream disappears.<br />
What has happened to awareness? Nothing has happened to it. It continues to provide <strong>the</strong><br />
same, unchanging background for whatever happens in <strong>the</strong> waking state. Later, when you<br />
go to sleep at night, <strong>the</strong> dream world starts up again, displacing <strong>the</strong> waking state.<br />
Awareness is not affected by this change ei<strong>the</strong>r but remains as <strong>the</strong> background. "Seeing"<br />
occurs, both in <strong>the</strong> dream state and in <strong>the</strong> waking state, but "I," <strong>the</strong> awareness, does not<br />
see anything at all.<br />
3.9 "Don't be an ant, be a lion, and say "No death for me!"<br />
Death is really only a concept. It has power because we give power to it. As long as we<br />
take ourselves to be small and insignificant individuals, we are subject to <strong>the</strong> fear <strong>of</strong><br />
death. Our view <strong>of</strong> life is mistaken. We imagine ourselves to be subject to appearance<br />
and disappearance and we forget that for something to appear and disappear, a changeless<br />
background is necessary. Just as a river flowing to <strong>the</strong> sea is water when it begins as a