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The way of the bird

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purposes, synonymous with mind. Ego, <strong>the</strong> I-thought that is <strong>the</strong> basis <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> mind, is itself<br />

knowledge, <strong>the</strong> knowledge <strong>of</strong> my own existence, "I am." That single thought underlies all<br />

o<strong>the</strong>r thoughts and takes <strong>the</strong> place <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> true sense <strong>of</strong> "I," which is impersonal, universal.<br />

5.11 "<strong>The</strong> power doesn't do anything. <strong>The</strong> ego says `I did it.'"<br />

Sitting quietly, doing nothing,<br />

Spring comes and <strong>the</strong> grass grows by itself.<br />

This Chinese verse shows how <strong>the</strong> power works, without effort, without volition. <strong>The</strong><br />

concept that <strong>the</strong>re is someone here who is <strong>the</strong> doer <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> actions is really just a mistake, a<br />

misunderstanding. Imagine how beautiful it would be to live with absolutely no effort.<br />

That is perfect freedom. Not wanting to change anything, not expecting or desiring more<br />

or less than what actually is. In this vision, <strong>the</strong> ego is simply unnecessary.<br />

5.12 "Say to <strong>the</strong> ego `You are in my service. I am not in yours.'"<br />

<strong>The</strong>re is an old analogy that is found in <strong>the</strong> Katha Upanishad about <strong>the</strong> horse, <strong>the</strong> chariot,<br />

<strong>the</strong> passenger, and <strong>the</strong> driver. <strong>The</strong> driver, which is <strong>the</strong> mind, or ego, controls <strong>the</strong> horse,<br />

which represents <strong>the</strong> senses <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> body. However, <strong>the</strong> real control is with <strong>the</strong> passenger,<br />

who is <strong>the</strong> "I." If <strong>the</strong> person is realized, <strong>the</strong> I just sits back and enjoys <strong>the</strong> ride with no<br />

worries. In those who never make any attempt to understand <strong>the</strong>ir own nature, <strong>the</strong><br />

passenger is asleep, <strong>the</strong> driver is drunk, and <strong>the</strong> horse pulls <strong>the</strong> chariot this <strong>way</strong> and that.<br />

<strong>The</strong> ego-mind must sober up, become a good servant, and start listening to <strong>the</strong> quiet voice<br />

<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> "I" within before a person can even start to understand a spiritual teaching.<br />

5.13 "Mind fears and that is its support. Take out that support."<br />

<strong>The</strong> root <strong>of</strong> fear is <strong>the</strong> feeling <strong>of</strong> separation that comes from consciousness taking itself to<br />

be a distinct individual. <strong>The</strong> mind fears many things and is full <strong>of</strong> big and small anxieties.<br />

One <strong>of</strong> things it fears most <strong>of</strong> all is <strong>the</strong> disapproval <strong>of</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r people. "What will <strong>the</strong>y think<br />

<strong>of</strong> me?" Or it may be a fear <strong>of</strong> not being able to manage, not having enough money to pay<br />

<strong>the</strong> rent. Whatever it is, <strong>the</strong> effect <strong>of</strong> fear in <strong>the</strong> mind is to support its sense <strong>of</strong> separation.<br />

Fear justifies keeping <strong>the</strong> thoughts focused on <strong>the</strong> external, on worldly affairs. <strong>The</strong><br />

thoughts keep arising "I must do this. I must do that."<br />

If you have a serious illness or you have no proper means <strong>of</strong> livelihood, <strong>of</strong> course <strong>the</strong>se<br />

things should be taken care <strong>of</strong>. My own experience was that I had to have a steady job<br />

with low stress, a secure place to live, and a relatively harmonious marriage relationship<br />

before I could focus properly on Maharaj's teaching.<br />

Once <strong>the</strong>se basic needs have been met, it should <strong>the</strong>n be possible to replace <strong>the</strong> mind's<br />

tendency to fear with trust in <strong>the</strong> Master. Trust in <strong>the</strong> Master is also trust in oneself and it<br />

includes an unspoken understanding that you will al<strong>way</strong>s be taken care <strong>of</strong>. I have verified<br />

time after time, so that I can no longer have <strong>the</strong> slightest doubt, that reality is absolutely<br />

trustworthy.

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