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Photography by Dequanna Alexander | Modeling by Tammara Ellis
BIG FUN A Short Story by Dequanna Alexander I couldn't breath. It was like someone had their arms wrapped around my neck and I was gasping for air. Actually, I could breath. It’s just every time I’m bored, I feel like maybe, just maybe, it is possible for one to die from such pain. It was Friday morning and I was just making it in from the club. I had this crazy headache which was a simple reminder that I was coming down from the two ecstasy pills I had just taken, it was time for a nap. I pulled into my drive way and noticed my moms car was still parked and instantly became mad. The last thing I needed while coming down was a "fuck ass" argument with my mom but I walked in anyway. As soon as I open the front door she yells “Nola! What the fuck is this!?” She charged at me with her phone in her hand that had a screen shot of me topless. “Mommmmmy.. Chilll…” I told her trying to calm her down. “It’s not that big of a deal. My bra was still on and it really was just fun. Honestly I didn't even want them to take that or post it.” “FUN?! This is your idea of FUN!?” She began to cry. “You’re so beautiful, why do you degrade yourself so terribly? I don’t get it Nola, please help mommy get it.” I wrap my arms around her, pulling my high ass together the best as I could, “Mommy, i’m just young and me and my friends are just living. I know most times you don’t agree, but we're just having a good time, just having fun.” Her tears quickly turned into anger as she snatched away from my embrace. “FUN?! You call staying out at night partying with random men and women fun? That’s not fun?! What would really be fun is if you would stop picking up these barley paying gigs and go back to college. You only completed one semester and you did so great! Why..” “I keep telling you school is not for me. I am bigger than school. Mommy you don’t have to accept me or my lifestyle because you don’t fund it. I just ask that you love me mommy flaws and all.” She just walked away. I didn't care, i’m use to it now. It was really just another emotional moment. After that moment, it took me only a second to realize I would be doing a lot of more explaining if I didn't go upstairs to my bathroom and throw up. By the time I made it to the restroom I was in a cold sweat and I hated this part the most. I laid on my bed after throwing up my guts, and texted my girl Angel to see if she wanted to get some blow and bud.
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