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Volume 13 <strong>The</strong> <strong>Positivity</strong> <strong>Issue</strong> Spring 2017
photography<br />
Saul G. Hodgers<br />
Hayley Rheagan<br />
Mark Baker-Sanchez<br />
LaCharles Trask<br />
Amy West<br />
words<br />
Tawanda Suessbrich- Joaquim<br />
Cydnie Smith-McCarthy<br />
Charles Austin Ross<br />
good eats<br />
Andie Fuller<br />
editors<br />
Darnell Thomas<br />
Mariah Romero<br />
design<br />
Mariah Romero
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hello<br />
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Welcome to the <strong>Positivity</strong> <strong>Issue</strong>! We would like to thank all of our amazing contributors<br />
for making this issue possible. In this issue they help us shed some light on<br />
why being positive can be the smartest life decision we can make. <strong>Positivity</strong> is not<br />
an easy thing to practice but it sure does feel good when it is considered right? Our<br />
contributors gives us some insight on maintaining a healthy balance of finding your<br />
happy place while there is so much going on around you. We think that positivity<br />
can come in all shapes and forms but it is what you make of it. When life gives you<br />
lemons you must make an easy lemon pie, right? We will take our slices to go! Enjoy.<br />
Darnell & Mariah<br />
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“A”<br />
Hayley Rheagan | Darnell Thomas<br />
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POSITIVITY IN THE FACE OF NEGATIVITY<br />
Tawanda Suessbrich-Joaquim<br />
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EDITOR’S WISHLIST<br />
Lydia Abernathy<br />
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NURTURE & REPEAT<br />
Saul G. Hodgers<br />
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POTENTIAL<br />
Charles Austin Ross
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GLORY<br />
La Charles Trask | Keynan Johnson<br />
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CYDNIE’S ARTICLE<br />
Cydnie Smith-McCarthy<br />
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HAVE A NICE DAY<br />
Mark Baker-Sanchez | Mariah Romero<br />
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LAZY LEMON PIE<br />
Andie Fuller<br />
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AN INTERVIEW WITH RUSA<br />
1905 Magazine | Amy West<br />
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photography, Hayley Rheagan<br />
creative director, Darnell Thomas<br />
model, Amy West<br />
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<strong>Positivity</strong> In <strong>The</strong> Face Of Negativity<br />
Tawanda Suessbrich- Joaquim<br />
When we think of the past few months, on social, economic,<br />
political and global levels, it’s enough to make<br />
most of us frustrated. Some of us might laugh nervously.<br />
Others might actually take a few moments to<br />
hold in tears. It may, for some, seem like the world is<br />
falling apart—an incapable president, environmental<br />
issues not being taken seriously, police brutalities, less<br />
and less rights for marginalized groups every day. <strong>The</strong><br />
list seems endless.<br />
But how do we stay positive in the face of all this negativity?<br />
Is it even possible?<br />
I’ve found the answer to be yes. We can absolutely stay<br />
positive, and here’s why—it’s the only way to make it<br />
to where we want to go.<br />
We tend to think of things in terms of everlasting dichotomies—light<br />
and dark, happy and sad, good and<br />
bad, positive and negative. <strong>The</strong>se ideas come from<br />
thousands of years of survival through distinction,<br />
knowing which plant is poisonous, expressing our<br />
emotions, trusting the people in our tribe and protecting<br />
ourselves against those who aren’t and so on and<br />
so forth. But I don’t think things have to be so black<br />
and white.<br />
Personally, I like to relate positivity and negativity to<br />
ebbs and flows—picture a wave rushing in and out<br />
again with the tide. Good times and not so good times<br />
are like the seasons. We all go through our spring,<br />
summer, fall and winter cycles, just like our environment<br />
around us. <strong>The</strong> world and all the people in it<br />
need to go through beautiful warm, sunny days spent<br />
outside into cold, snowy days where we’d rather stay<br />
in, because just when we think winter will never end,<br />
the sky will clear and the flowers will start blooming.<br />
And the seasons will begin all over again.<br />
Staying positive in times like these means understanding<br />
that life is filled to the brim with happiness and<br />
sadness, and both of them are good. <strong>The</strong>y are good<br />
because they are both essential to our growth as beings.<br />
If we were never sad, we wouldn’t be so thankful<br />
for laughter, for hugs and kisses, family and friends.<br />
Sometimes we need a little bit of difficulty to push us<br />
towards doing the best we can, towards working hard.<br />
And at the end, it’s all worth it!<br />
I guess what I’m trying to say is: with the change in the<br />
global atmosphere during the last year, you know this<br />
year, 2017, is going to be all about big moves and even<br />
bigger changes. So GO FOR IT. Don’t let anyone, including<br />
yourself, keep you down. Begin every day with<br />
an affirmation—a simple “I can do this,” “I’m beautiful”<br />
or “inner peace equals outer peace” will help you<br />
move mountains. Get off the couch. Take matters into<br />
your own hands,<br />
and don’t be afraid<br />
to learn, to ask for<br />
help. Spread love,<br />
joy and knowledge<br />
everywhere<br />
you<br />
with the change in the global<br />
atmosphere during the last<br />
year, you know this year,<br />
2017, is going to be all about<br />
big moves and even bigger<br />
changes. So GO FOR IT.<br />
go. Stay educated. Stay aware. Stay healthy, and do<br />
whatever is best for you. Get together with people who<br />
make you happy, eat your favorite foods, learn some-<br />
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thing new about the world and continue to create art.<br />
Know that a bad day every once in a while is only preparing<br />
you for all the good ones ahead—remember:<br />
spring is just around the corner. No matter what, do<br />
not stop seeking positivity in everything you see and<br />
do. Just because you can’t see it doesn’t mean it’s not<br />
there. When hard times come, take time to go within<br />
yourself and feel into your emotions. Really feel it. Let<br />
it all out. Cry. <strong>The</strong>n, let a ray of light in, plant a seed<br />
and watch it grow. Live everyday as the best you that<br />
you can possibly be, and love yourself every step of the<br />
way! You’re the only you that the world will ever know!<br />
And just think about how much more beautiful the<br />
world will be after you share your positivity with it.<br />
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EDITOR’S WISHLIST<br />
illustration by Lydia Abernathy<br />
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NURTURE<br />
& REPEAT<br />
photography & direction, Saul G. Hodgers | model, Karen Bringas at<br />
New Icon Model Management | hair & make up, Neftali Camacho<br />
styling, Janeth Uribe | production assistants, Paulina Lagarda, Raquel<br />
Partida & Duende Montaño<br />
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Top by Genesis Solano / Buena Sangre | Skirt by Gibran Murillo<br />
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Top by Genesis Solano / Buena Sangre | Dress by Gibran Murillo
Jacket by Mayra Navarro | Dress - Stylist’s own | Necklace - Stylist’s own<br />
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potential<br />
Charles Austin-Ross<br />
In two thousand and nine I was a freshman in<br />
high school. At that age I didn’t know that I would<br />
be twenty-three in seven years, let alone be dealing<br />
with the stress that comes with being a twenty-three<br />
year old. <strong>The</strong> only twenty something I<br />
knew at that time was my sister and she was off<br />
in college. Needless to say I wasn’t influenced by<br />
her very much in that time of my life because she<br />
was in North Carolina studying at the prestigious<br />
Duke University and I was in St. Louis acting like<br />
a fool. My main influences came from Music, TV<br />
and School.<br />
Metro Academic and Classical High School was<br />
a place for the brightest individuals; anything<br />
below a C- was considered an F, and if you<br />
had three F’s you would be “asked to leave”.<br />
Bright was not how my teachers would describe<br />
me and so when I walked in to school on the<br />
first day I was already intimidated by high walls<br />
and serious teachers. I would say I cared less<br />
about my classes and more about my friends.<br />
Metro pretty quickly became an access point to<br />
our frequent vices as an escape from the stress.<br />
Keeping that secret from those around was my<br />
utmost priority. #truly<br />
Lots of things happened in high school that I will<br />
never forget. When I was eighteen, I was failing<br />
math horribly. Consequently, I was going to fail<br />
out of high school too. I would have to tell my<br />
parents that I wasn’t going to walk the stage with<br />
the rest of my friends, and even more dreadful;<br />
why I was failing Math.<br />
I remember the vice principal of my school approaching<br />
me in the cafeteria.<br />
He said “You’ve got a lot of potential Austin but you<br />
know that smile isn’t going to get you everywhere.”<br />
He patted me on my shoulder and walked away.<br />
“Ha!” I thought.<br />
I knew what he meant, but it was lame so I pretended<br />
like it never happened.<br />
In my heart of hearts I knew that he was right.<br />
He knew that I wasn’t doing my homework and<br />
he knew that I wasn’t passing my tests. I felt like<br />
a piece of glass, and in that moment I was about<br />
to crack. Up to that point I had pretended like<br />
everything was okay, and that my habits couldn’t<br />
change the trajectory of my life, but I was discovering<br />
quickly that the opposite was true.<br />
I was sitting at home when my best friend Morgan<br />
called me. He said candidly, “Bro, where are<br />
you? Mrs. Funk said you haven’t been to school<br />
in two weeks.”<br />
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“Two weeks?” I thought. “No Way” I swore it<br />
had only been one.<br />
For two weeks I skipped class everyday and got<br />
high. I told myself it was okay to continue this way<br />
if I could just bury myself negative thoughts.<br />
Long story short, I passed high school that year<br />
and fortunately my parents never really knew<br />
the extent of how close I was to not graduating<br />
on time. I got to walk the stage and be applauded<br />
and squaded with everyone else that<br />
day. However, I was not sure that I deserved the<br />
acknowledgement so graduation day was full of<br />
guilt and fear that my parents would find out.<br />
I was cracking again. <strong>The</strong>y were proud of me,<br />
smiling. <strong>The</strong>y saw that I had graduated high<br />
school despite everything. Honestly, it was a<br />
good feeling.<br />
More recently I met this guy named Emmy. I<br />
was twenty two, he was thirty-five, but we had<br />
a lot in common; young, black, artist. He said<br />
he saw a little bit of himself in me and immediately<br />
a shudder ran down my back. From my<br />
high school experience I knew that as soon as<br />
someone sees potential in me, they would start<br />
to expect a lot.<br />
I was working in a city that I wasn’t familiar<br />
with, so I would stay with him three days here,<br />
two days there. Naturally we got to know each<br />
other pretty quickly, his eyes always watching<br />
to be sure that I was acting the way he<br />
would’ve if he could go back in time and talk<br />
to his younger self.<br />
Potential.<br />
po·ten·tial: having or showing the capacity to become<br />
or develop into something in the future. I<br />
swallow that word like a bag of rocks.<br />
Emmy took care of me, so in a lot of ways I<br />
owed respect to his crazy methodology. If he<br />
asked me to do something I would do it and<br />
do it right the first time. To be honest, I never<br />
thought about making a mistake because he<br />
had become my friend too. But, when I finally<br />
uffed up I remembered my responsibility to<br />
keep things the way he liked it.<br />
He asked me to lock the doors when I was done<br />
getting my bag from his car, but I didn’t. He had<br />
that look in his eyes like “You know? That smile<br />
isn’t going to get everywhere.”<br />
I froze in suspense and made my best attempts<br />
at being respectful, responsible, and redeemable.<br />
Emmy was cool so disappointing him was not.<br />
Believe me when I say the doors to his car were<br />
locked every day from then on out.<br />
When I was in the thick of it [being scolded by<br />
Emmy] I could feel the walls closing in again.<br />
I was becoming glass. Emmy was serious, Mr.<br />
Mayhem was serious too, and so were my parents.<br />
I wanted to explode, or maybe just disappear.<br />
I wanted it all to go away.<br />
I think back to that time in my freshman year of<br />
high school. Finals were approaching and the<br />
walls were closing in again. It got really dark.<br />
So, I planned do something that I would never<br />
be able to talk about again. I went to my basement,<br />
tears running down my face, and wrote<br />
the note that would explain why I did it. Why I<br />
killed myself.<br />
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It’s moments like that where everything comes<br />
into focus that the solution can be simple. I don’t<br />
think I have to say that I didn’t commit suicide<br />
that night.<br />
I walked into class the next day. <strong>The</strong> professor<br />
was in the front of the room eyeing everyone that<br />
walked in.<br />
“Do you have your assignment?” She said. I think I<br />
was one of two people who didn’t. <strong>The</strong>re was a girl<br />
in the class named Sara who had always done her<br />
homework on time, she had an in with the teacher.<br />
“How come you didn’t prepare for the final Austin?”<br />
I shrugged it off thinking about where I had<br />
been in the past fourteen hours. <strong>The</strong>re was nothing<br />
to say.<br />
“Did you know you can buy Marquita a box of<br />
chocolates, and she’ll pass you?” My jaw was on<br />
the floor.<br />
<strong>The</strong>re’s a point in pure chaos when everything<br />
stops and the air is calm. It’s called the eye of<br />
the storm. That’s where I operate; in full throttle<br />
crashing into all the other atoms around me, vibrating<br />
at the perfect frequency to become a solid.<br />
I find peace in knowing myself, because the truth<br />
sets me free. My favorite line in a song this year,<br />
and probably forever is:<br />
“I know you think it’s fake, maybe fake’s what I like”<br />
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qualities either, but<br />
this is what I need<br />
in my life right now.<br />
You can either get on board or you can get out of<br />
my life.” I love that! That line is about acceptance.<br />
I accept that I am still that fifteen year old who is<br />
that twenty-three year old who will be a thirty- five<br />
year old in chaos trying to graduate high school<br />
with a smile and positive thinking. <strong>The</strong> truth is;<br />
it’s impossible. I had to get a lot of things rolling<br />
before I was able to walk the stage with my friends<br />
that day.<br />
What I learned from all those experiences is that<br />
life is unpredictable; it literally makes no sense. Yes<br />
there is structure and rigor but only in an attempt<br />
to put a method to the madness. Don’t stress. Life is<br />
like a workshop. Everyday I wake up, I have to work<br />
to clear the fog and tackle the days obstacles. It’s not<br />
easy, and sometimes I feel my past selves wanting<br />
to take charge. But, honestly, I would describe that<br />
more as me letting go. We have to take control.<br />
Long story short what ever it is you’re doing, you’re<br />
doing just fine. If you are alive, you are winning,<br />
and if you are deceased you’ll be back soon. Love<br />
the people around you and be positive. I promise<br />
it will all work out, or your money back.<br />
“Life should be made as simple as possible, but not<br />
much simpler” -Albert Einstein<br />
I find peace in knowing<br />
myself, because the<br />
truth sets me free.”<br />
-New Person, Same Old Mistakes Currents 2015<br />
As cliche as that band is the line is special to me. In<br />
a hyperbolic way it says “Maybe you don’t believe<br />
that jumping over shrubs makes me feel closer to<br />
God, and maybe I’m not so sure of its spiritual<br />
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glo·ry<br />
ˈɡlôrē/<br />
magnificence or great beauty<br />
Spring 2017 fashion show held at Santa Fe University of<br />
Art & Design. Curated and directed by Keynan Johnson.<br />
Behind the Scenes photos by La’Charles Trask<br />
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WHAT YOU NEED IN YOUR PERSONAL LIFE<br />
TO ALLOW POSITIVITY TO FALL INTO PLACE<br />
<strong>The</strong> mind is your most powerful weapon.<br />
Mind over matter is everything.<br />
As a advocate of self-care/love/esteem/confidence<br />
etc. I highly believe in mind-power and the ability<br />
it has to change the way you walk through life.<br />
And let’s be real, it’s HARD to stay positive.<br />
For me, it’s hard because I tend to be easily<br />
stressed and overwhelmed but — like everything,<br />
it’s a process and it’s slowly getting better with<br />
each visit.<br />
I’ve made a list of things to focus on in your personal<br />
life in order to allow positivity to fall into place.<br />
Have a year of YOU<br />
We all get caught up in hustling so hard that<br />
we tend to neglect ourselves and our needs but<br />
PLEASE don’t forget about yourself!<br />
Sometimes this can be tough because there is so<br />
much going on, and so much we want to stick our<br />
hands in that we over exhaust ourselves because<br />
we haven’t taken the time to self-care.<br />
Whatever self-care means to you, do it.<br />
Often. No one is going to do it for you.<br />
If you don’t start making yourself a priority you<br />
will one day look back and wonder where your life<br />
went. It’s not selfish. It’s more like the greatest gift<br />
you can give to the people around you.<br />
When you feel more balanced and whole, the rest<br />
of the world gets the best parts of you, too.<br />
Change your approach<br />
In his most recent album, the song “No Favors”<br />
he says:<br />
“When my grandma died I realized I got an angel<br />
Show me everything’s a blessing, dependin’ on<br />
the angles”<br />
Perfectly said.<br />
You’ve gotta look at all the angles and determine<br />
your blessings<br />
Every negative, brings some type of positive.<br />
Don’t work to accept things you cannot<br />
change.<br />
“Change the things you can’t accept.”<br />
Just like you can change the course of your future<br />
by taking a long look at your life and surroundings<br />
and deciding which parts are no longer acceptable.<br />
Have a “this isn’t working for me anymore” moment<br />
and take out the trash!<br />
Empathy. Get acquainted with it.<br />
And this may not even apply to all of you reading this.<br />
A lot of people are already extremely empathetic.<br />
All im saying is that there is power in learning and<br />
listening to others.It’s truly a hidden secret.<br />
Once more people start putting themselves in others’<br />
shoes, this Karma thing might actually show<br />
up and start to bless all of us.<br />
Cydnie Smith-McCarthy<br />
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dream huge<br />
Failure is only failure if you choose to quit.<br />
Dream big, but start small.<br />
Make a list and slowly start checking those things off and i promise you will feel<br />
better about the bigger goals you have.<br />
It’s all a process.<br />
It’s okay to start small.<br />
What this does is open ourselves up to the possibility of a goal without boundaries.<br />
Invest in yourself on a greater scale.<br />
You’ll be surprised at how much you truly accomplish<br />
If 2016 has taught me anything, it would be that gratitude is a thing.<br />
Be grateful for the people you have in your life and the time you have with them.<br />
Enjoy them. Because nothing is finite.<br />
it’s important to make a difference, change a heart, really live a life this year.<br />
Let’s make the most of it.<br />
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photography by Mark Baker-Sanchez | styling by Mariah Romero | model, Analyss Robles<br />
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L.L.P. (Lazy Lemon Pie)<br />
Welcome to Spring my friends! I’m sharing a health inspired dessert because<br />
well, we now live in 2017 and duh?! In all seriousness I’ve discovered<br />
that sugar is something that causes an inflammatory response for my body,<br />
whether that’s just currently or forever, I’ve committed to a much reduced<br />
sugar intake which has made me re-think dessert.<br />
One of the best ways to get your “glow” on the outside is to approach<br />
things from the inside. In 2017 I’ve committed to creating glowing health<br />
and beauty both inside and out. So, comes this recipe I’m calling Lazy<br />
Lemon Pie. It’s EASY. I promise. And it’s just such a good substitute to a<br />
normal dessert.<br />
Here’s a drop of wisdom with your pie, feeling vibrant in life is your birthright.<br />
If you don’t experience that on the daily, go within. If you don’t go<br />
within, you’ll go without.<br />
All the love,<br />
Andie<br />
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What you need<br />
Base<br />
2 ½ cups desiccated coconut<br />
1 egg<br />
3 tbs coconut oil<br />
½ tsp vanilla powder (check your local health food store)<br />
½ tsp cinnamon<br />
½ tsp liquid stevia<br />
Pinch of salt<br />
Curd<br />
¼ cup fresh lemon juice<br />
6 tbs coconut oil<br />
3 eggs<br />
Zest of 2 fresh lemons<br />
½ tsp liquid stevia<br />
What you do<br />
Preheat oven to 300°F. Mix base ingredients in medium bowl until dough like and sticky.<br />
Press coconut base into a 9 inch pie pan and build sides up to ½ inch thick. Be sure to<br />
back down well so the base it totally firm. Back until golden brown, about 20 minutes.<br />
Once crust is cooling, make curd on stovetop: Add eggs, coconut oil to saucepan and<br />
whisk until oil is melted. ***Note: stir constantly to avoid clumps. Once oil is melted,<br />
add lemon juice, lemon zest and stevia stirring until mixture becomes thick (roughly<br />
5-10 minutes).<br />
Take curd off heat and press through a strainer, into cooled crust. This should leave<br />
most if not all zest i n strainer. Shake crust gently to settle the curd and make it level.<br />
Serve it warm and runny or leave it in the fridge until totally set (at least 4 hours).<br />
You’re welcome babes, happy Spring and cheers to our health!<br />
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RUSA<br />
“ Rusa is a bunch of obsessive<br />
musicians determined to bring<br />
you the best listening experience<br />
they can deliver, and will stop at<br />
nothing to achieve that goal. <strong>The</strong>y<br />
are genuine people who want to<br />
make your life better.”<br />
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What’s the vibe of your sound?<br />
Something along the lines of Neo-soul combined with Progressive Rock, think<br />
Hiatus Kaiyote combined with the Alabama Shakes plus some weird stuff.<br />
How does the relationship with music and style coincide?<br />
Well we don’t know if our style has anything to do with our music, mimi style<br />
(she calls it grandma chic) comes from her afican heritage, thrift stores and<br />
her need to feel comfortable at all times. <strong>The</strong> rest of us just try our best not to<br />
look homeless.<br />
How do you stay positive as a group?<br />
Muffins and Beer. Being there for each other, but mostly the muffins and beer.<br />
Can you describe your aesthetic as a band in one word?<br />
Casualdadwear<br />
How is the relationship between the band?<br />
Silly, it’s like the show comedy bang bang (Mimi is Reggie Watts).<br />
What does your band name mean?<br />
Javan Rusa is a spices of deer. <strong>The</strong>re was a night were that name came to Kyle,<br />
and he told us and we thought it was cool.<br />
Who are your music influences?<br />
Music influences are Hiatus Kaiyote, Snarky Puppy, Esperanza Spalding, Lianne<br />
La Havas, Ravel, and Erykah Badu.<br />
What’s the future of Rusa?<br />
Touring the world with Hiatus Kaiyote and other heroes of ours would be pretty<br />
cool. It’s really hard to say because the future is so unpredictable, but we’re working<br />
on an EP right now and we’d like to travel and keep making music. We are<br />
always trying to improve and so that is always a plan for the future.<br />
Keep up with Rusa!<br />
Facebook -Rusa | Instagram -rusastuff<br />
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