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The scene was noiseless except for the soft moans of the wind. Almost involuntarily, Anne turned<br />
toward the gatehouse.<br />
“Take us,” Rayley said. “Show us these things he paints that hurt you so.”<br />
As if in some sort of trance, Anne stumbled toward the gatehouse and Trevor and Rayley followed<br />
her through the door and across the cold bare floor. The smell of paint had dissipated, but portrait<br />
was there in the corner, still on its easel, and in the full light of day they could study the work in<br />
greater detail.<br />
“He paints Dorinda,” Anne said. “I find her face waiting here, each morning, as if she is mocking<br />
me.” Her tone was defeated, the voice of a woman who has given all she can give and still has lost.<br />
“Then what remains to hold you here?” Rayley asked urgently. “You are right in saying that we are not<br />
who we claim to be, but I assure you, my dear Anne, that we come not to abuse young women but to<br />
offer you a way out of this trap.“<br />
“This child I hold in my arms, where does it come from?” Anne asked, flicking a fingertip toward the<br />
picture. “I have never seen him paint a child, not once, but when I ask him why it is there and what it<br />
means…he grows wild with anger. He accuses me of tormenting him. How can he say these things to<br />
me when I am the one in torment?”<br />
“That is not the face of Dorinda Spencer,” Trevor said flatly. “I tried to tell you so last night.”<br />
“What?” said Rayley, turning back toward the picture. “Of course it is.”<br />
“And the paint is always wet, every morning,” Anne said. “He claims not to understand it. He says<br />
he must walk in his sleep. But I know he does not leave his bed.” She flushed in shame. “I should not<br />
know whether or not a man leaves his bed in the dark of night. No decent girl knows these things, but<br />
I do.”<br />
“It matters not,” Rayley said. “Your family understands and forgives all. We shall catch the train<br />
tomorrow morning and you shall be home by Christmas Eve.”<br />
“It looks like Dorinda Spencer,” Trevor continued, talking softly to himself as if he could not hear<br />
Rayley and Anne, as if he alone were immune to the emotion engulfing the room.<br />
“Good God, man, what does all of that matter?” Rayley snapped. “Remember why we have come<br />
here, and it isn’t for any damned painting.”<br />
“I have gone too far to turn back,” Anne said.<br />
“One can always turn back,” Rayley said fiercely. “We have journeyed here on the wishes of your<br />
mother, with no other intention than to bring you home.”<br />
“It is an understandable error,” Trevor murmured, his eyes never leaving the naked Madonna’s face.<br />
“But first tell me,” Rayley persisted. “Do you own a white cloak? Does he?”<br />
“A white cloak?” Anne echoed in confusion. “I have no such garment and LaRusse wears the same<br />
clothing every day. Why do you ask? And what did my mother tell you? She does not understand me