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“Well, you certainly sound Russian.”<br />
“Fatalism is the true national contagion,” Ella said with a slight laugh. “And I fear I have<br />
caught it. This baby will be the salvation of Serge as well, as you have undoubtedly noticed, doctor.<br />
Your eyes are very sharp. He and I shall have our child and Konstantin will have his new life in<br />
Paris. He is innocent, we all know this, but once a man has been singled out by the private guard, the<br />
truth does not seem to matter. Tatiana will concur with this opinion, I believe, and realize that I do<br />
not mean it as a criticism of her husband, but simply as a pragmatic analysis of the situation.”<br />
She is so like her grandmother, Tom thought. Moving people about to suit her aims.<br />
Manipulating the world and calling it fate.<br />
Tatiana had now closed the trunk and was buckling the strap. “And if Konstantin gets his<br />
freedom and Ella and Serge get a child, what do you gain from this bargain?” Tom asked her. “You<br />
seem the forgotten soul in this grand plan.”<br />
“I gain redemption,” she said quietly. “My sins have been numerous, Dr. Bainbridge.”<br />
“Somehow, my dear Mrs. Orlov, I doubt that your sins have been any more numerous or more<br />
damning than those of anyone else.”<br />
“She will live in the closest proximity to the child,” Ella said, her voice conveying no<br />
particular understanding that such proximity might well be a torment and not a relief. “And not just<br />
this year, when Tatiana and I must remain inseparable, even after the men have returned to the city in<br />
the fall. She will always attend me, and thus my family. Her husband will become guard to mine. It<br />
happens all the time you know, this swapping back and forth of servants. And I assure you, Doctor<br />
Bainbridge, that Tatiana and Filip shall be rewarded for their loyalty, both of them.”<br />
“Yes,” said Tatiana. “And besides, life is long, is it not, Dr. Bainbridge?”<br />
“For some of us it is far longer than it is for others,” he said. The most painful part of the affair<br />
was not the woman’s sacrifice, but the faint flash of hope which remained in her eyes. She was<br />
clinging to the idea that she might someday yet join her lover in Paris, a dream Tom deemed unlikely.<br />
Once the child was born Tatiana would undoubtedly find it impossible to leave, knowing that she<br />
would never again see her son or daughter. She would trade away any chance for her own future<br />
happiness and remain forever in the thankless role of Ella’s new lady in waiting, and thus servant to<br />
her own flesh and blood.<br />
“I shall write my grandmother this afternoon,” Ella said. “And all you must do, when she asks,