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And in that remark, so benign on the surface but with so much implied, Cynthia at last saw the<br />

full of Ella’s situation. It was quite clear which of the two was dispensable. Not the brother of the<br />

tsar, but a princess from a minor German principality. If the marriage were to fail, all blame would<br />

fall to the blameless Ella. The real question was whether or not Cynthia should share this tale with<br />

the Queen. She had been sent to collect a very specific type of information, only relevant to whether<br />

or not Ella was in danger. Would an unconsummated imperial marriage count as danger? How long<br />

would the dynastically-obsessed Romanovs continue to tolerate a barren bride?<br />

Alina ground out her cigarette on the sole of her shoe and then tossed the stubby remains over<br />

her shoulder, into a nearby rose bush. They had dallied for some time already and should return. Ella<br />

loved her naps but no woman, not even a royal one, could sleep forever.<br />

Cynthia wanted to ask Alina why she thought Ella would stay in this sham of a marriage. Ella<br />

who’d had so many options, who had been courted by so many men, who could run home to her<br />

grandmother at any time. But perhaps that was the very reason she stayed. How humiliating would it<br />

be to return from her marriage childless, rejected, a virgin? After she had defied Victoria, refused so<br />

many suitable suitors to marry this man, to cross this great distance, to insist upon this cold and empty<br />

bed over every other one in Europe?<br />

She will never admit her mistake, Cynthia thought. She would rather live out her life without<br />

love than without dignity. This information went a great way toward explaining the woman’s<br />

personality – the cool reserve with everyone around her, punctuated only by her inexplicable<br />

fondness for that dancing master, the handsome one with the dark ponytail and the Asian slant to his<br />

eyes. The excessive gaiety expressed in her letters back to London. Why she did not flirt at the balls<br />

and grand dinners but sat instead with the sort of vague, far-away stare that one generally only sees on<br />

the face of saints in church paintings.<br />

Cynthia tossed her own cigarette and the two women stood. Alina was still smiling, proud of<br />

the potency of her gossip and the effect it had had on the obviously shaken Cynthia. News of this<br />

weight was worth another pot of jam at least, for this was surely the most interesting story being<br />

swapped in all the back rooms and courtyards of all the elite chambers in the Winter Palace that day.<br />

But she was wrong. For down another hall and in another courtyard, this one smaller and less<br />

carefully tended, two more maids had also brought their heads together. One of them was whispering<br />

to the other that it had now been nine weeks since she had last burned the pads of Tatiana Orlov.

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