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I pulled away so I could get a better view of his face. “You’re<br />
shitting me. I’ve been fighting the urge since the night we watched<br />
Primal Fear.”<br />
“What? Why were you fighting it?” he exclaimed. His<br />
normally pale face was flushed with the same kind of life that was<br />
flowing through me.<br />
“I didn’t think it was appropriate to jump the team leader!” I<br />
shot back.<br />
We stared at each other for a moment, and then a fit of<br />
laughter clutched us both. He’d been waiting for me to make the<br />
move for as long as I’d been battling it off and insisting the feelings<br />
weren’t really there.<br />
“Well, if you’d jumped me in an investigation, I might have<br />
had to push you away,” Tucker said thoughtfully. “But I wouldn’t<br />
have wanted to.”<br />
“Is this okay, though?” I asked, for once being totally<br />
serious. Just because he kissed me now didn’t mean he would let me<br />
do it again.<br />
For an answer, he leaned in and kissed me again. After a few<br />
more heart-booming seconds, he broke free and said, “Of course it’s<br />
okay. It’s more than okay. It’s amazing.”<br />
I could feel color rushing to my own face, so I leaned my<br />
body into his and rested my head against his shoulder. Amazing. It<br />
had been a while since anyone had used that word to describe a<br />
moment with me. But it was exactly the word I’d been thinking of.<br />
“I can’t believe you just kissed me,” he mused.<br />
“I can’t believe I just kissed you, either,” I giggled.<br />
We sat there for a little while longer, the quiet suddenly<br />
feeling not so deafening, but comfortable. My heart quieted down a<br />
bit, and my nerves relaxed a little. I was still very aware of his body<br />
against mine and the heat it was radiating, but the big question had<br />
been answered. I now knew what would happen if I kissed Tucker.<br />
However, another question slowly began to rise up in place of the<br />
old one.<br />
“So what happens now?” I asked, shattering the silence<br />
around us.<br />
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