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Tucker was quiet for a moment, and all I could hear was the<br />
sound of his breath gently moving next to my ear. <strong>The</strong>n he asked,<br />
“Did it hurt you?”<br />
“It shoved me!” I exclaimed instinctively, and then I actually<br />
thought about the question. Yeah, my shin might be bruised a little.<br />
But it didn’t hurt now. My hands weren’t stinging. Nothing was<br />
sprained, twisted, or broken. No blood had been shed during the<br />
incident. “Well ... I guess not really. It tried though.”<br />
“Maybe. And maybe it was able to touch you because you<br />
let your guard down a little because we were wrapping up the first<br />
round. In any case, this ‘worst fear’ of yours — it just happened.<br />
And you survived it.”<br />
Damn. <strong>The</strong> boy had a point. I was pretty much no worse for<br />
wear after the incident. Granted, I was a little shook up, and I’d most<br />
likely have a bruise, but that was the worst of it. I wasn’t<br />
psychologically scarred — at least as far as I could tell. I wasn’t<br />
running screaming for my mommy. I wasn’t being rushed to the<br />
hospital or spinning my head in a full 360, Regan style.<br />
“Trust me. I’ve never been pushed, but I have had things<br />
thrown at me. And let me tell you, I know it’s freaky. But you’re not<br />
defenseless. Remember, you’re alive. <strong>The</strong>y’re dead. You can claim<br />
your space and ground yourself again and head back in there and be<br />
just fine again.” His voice circled my head and seemed to stroke my<br />
frazzled nerves; I could feel the adrenaline slowly dissipating.<br />
For a few minutes, we just sat there and I focused on doing<br />
just what he’d said. I felt the ground beneath my feet and envisioned<br />
myself covered in armor and surrounded by white light. Little by<br />
little, my senses began to return to normal.<br />
After a while, he asked, “Do you feel better now?”<br />
I sucked in a deep breath and heaved it out. <strong>The</strong> oxygen was<br />
definitely clearing my head. That and not being stuck in a room with<br />
an angry dead guy. “Yeah, I do.”<br />
Tucker’s fingers touched my cheek and he gently turned my<br />
head up so I would meet his gaze. Those coffee-colored eyes<br />
grabbed me and held me in place. “Do you want to sit out the rest of<br />
this investigation?”<br />
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