my best life 07.03.17.245A

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He died on January 6, 2011. He was 83. During my research, when I learned about my biological father’s suicide and my biological mother’s unsuccessful attempt at suicide, it took me back to the night of the storm in Ohio. I first thought about the spiritual experience I had after I dropped the knife. My thoughts, at that moment, was that my mother, Dolores, was with me in spirit after dying the year before. But then, I began to wonder if that presence I felt may have been my father, James. Had he regretted taking his own life and was somehow reaching out to stop me from taking mine? I may never know the answer to that question. But, I do know this. The incredible coincidence that my father, James AND my mother, Diana both attempted suicide (one of them successfully) scared me that thoughts of ending my life may have been a genetic sequence I was carrying. 98
Could that sequence, if it existed, been the POWER that made me choose death at my weakest point? I wondered, what in my family’s ancestral history could have created such a tragic genetic mutation of selfdestruction? That question is something I am still researching, even to this day. For now, I needed to take a closer look at the three elements in the formula that make up my biology. BODY, MIND and FEELING. 99
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introduction I had a profound exper
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the fall The day I had been dreadin
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I had created a successful marketin
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The wolf was at the door. The banks
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half empty boxes and sand blowing i
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50% partly due to changes in the la
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However, here is the most important
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a frozen exile Arriving in Ohio was
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I had not been employed for years,
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legally. I was running out of time,
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the storm It was late one night and
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I reached into one of my unpacked s
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the discovery When I arrived in the
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ID hanging from her shirt pocket. B
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He had returned with an armed secur
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Like stepping in hidden quicksand,
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oth youth and adults aged 18-44 cos
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“Mr. Thompson, you need to take t
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I took off my gown and threw it on
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Page 49 and 50: Let me say that again… it’s bec
Page 51 and 52: When I arrived at my room, a nurse
Page 53 and 54: The dining area was a collection of
Page 55 and 56: Pinning me to the floor, I tried to
Page 57 and 58: “Please, Mr. Thompson,” he said
Page 59 and 60: He wrote a group of words in what a
Page 61 and 62: discharged Folding my pajamas, I la
Page 63 and 64: I waited about an hour, slowly sipp
Page 65 and 66: paper. I scribbled a quick note on
Page 67 and 68: the formula Once we arrived home, I
Page 69 and 70: a deeper understanding of the equat
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Page 73 and 74: Conclusion: The original equation,
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Page 81 and 82: Investigative Query: If normal is d
Page 83 and 84: How it’s members look, food and f
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Page 87 and 88: These sequences were also found to
Page 89 and 90: Figure 1-83 It means that at BIRTH,
Page 91 and 92: Conclusion: At the time of BIRTH yo
Page 93 and 94: They lived in Buffalo, NY during a
Page 95 and 96: When the time came for the delivery
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Page 101 and 102: intelligence times three When the o
Page 103 and 104: Referring back to CASE STUDY #2 in
Page 105 and 106: How does the network of intelligenc
Page 107 and 108: skills, which focus more on you ind
Page 109 and 110: INTELLECTUAL INTELLIGENCE Intellect
Page 111 and 112: Conclusion: BODY, MIND and FEELING
Page 113 and 114: agree we have yet to see human achi
Page 115 and 116: The Educational Input Line is a dir
Page 117 and 118: STAGE II of maximizing your potenti
Page 119 and 120: Even the best of us who are physica
Page 121 and 122: STAGE III A FOCUSED BASED OUTCOME E
Page 123 and 124: degree of NORMAL may not be accepte
Page 125 and 126: courses Our courses set the tone fo
Page 127 and 128: COURSE: SS0103 COURSE TITLE: PROSPE
Page 129 and 130: COURSE: LM0203 COURSE TITLE: WOMEN
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Page 133 and 134: COURSE: BC0309 COURSE TITLE: FIXING
Page 135 and 136: COURSE: FI0403 COURSE TITLE: FIX-N-
Page 137 and 138: COURSE: FI0409 COURSE TITLE: HOW 40
Page 139 and 140: The role of emotion and feelings in
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Page 147 and 148: ZIPQUEST SPECS: VARIABLE ZIP LINERS
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