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The Banyan Tree of Deuli<br />
Issue 12 - Fear<br />
begin to scream if it looked up and saw<br />
the dead swinging on their ropes.<br />
My associate was frowning at me, his<br />
face full of concern. I was on the other<br />
hand, unresponsive, speechless to<br />
the extent where the connection of my<br />
mind with coherent thought was temporarily<br />
shunted.<br />
CHIRR-CREAK-CHIRR-CREAK—the<br />
ropes creaked. I didn’t look up this<br />
time I did not have the guts to do that.<br />
I could see something from the corner<br />
of my eyes. A pair of naked feet was<br />
dangling not more than three feet to<br />
my left. The hem of a green sari waved<br />
gently above the cameraman’s olive<br />
hat. They were there, the dead, come to<br />
remind me of my sins again.<br />
“We can’t shoot here, not anymore.”<br />
I finally managed to speak, now well<br />
aware of the limp figures hanging from<br />
the tree that no one could see but the<br />
sole sinner.<br />
“But why?” the cameraman blurted,<br />
“You know we’re running on a tight<br />
schedule and budget. We need to present<br />
the rough-cut for the festival entry<br />
and…”<br />
“Because it’s hot as fucking hell,” I<br />
screamed in exasperation almost at the<br />
verge of speaking what was bothering<br />
me. “There are all these bloodsucking<br />
mosquitoes, our leads are sick and this,”<br />
I kicked an empty crate for the camera.<br />
“None of these shit work here, not even<br />
cell phones!”<br />
The cameraman was taken aback, so<br />
were the rest of the crew members. A<br />
hush had fallen. All I could hear was my<br />
own fuming breath, my thudding heart,<br />
the soft swishing murmur of leaves; and<br />
the CHIRR-CREAK-CHIRR-CREAK. A<br />
crow flapped its wings and cawed as if it<br />
was asking me to go.<br />
I looked at my screenwriter holding the<br />
pages of the script, his mouth wide-open<br />
in confusion. “No need to look for the<br />
missing pages. We will work on the script<br />
again. Let’s pack up and leave this shitty<br />
jungle. I can afford the losses and delay.”<br />
That broke the trance. Without any<br />
word, the crew got down to the business<br />
of disassembling the equipment,<br />
unscrewing mounts and packing. After<br />
making myself loud and clear I sauntered<br />
away, too afraid to look back.<br />
CHIRR-CREAK-CHIRR-CREAK—the<br />
sounds seemed to follow me; I knew the<br />
crows still had their eyes on me, their<br />
piercing accusatory glances drilling in<br />
my back. I didn’t need to turn around.<br />
I could remember the faces of the dead<br />
with stark clarity; the lolling-white<br />
tongues, the slack jaws, the stretched<br />
necks.<br />
I was only able to breathe easy when we<br />
were on our way back from Midnapore<br />
and its strange, accursed trees. I still<br />
hear the sound of the swinging ropes in<br />
my sleep. I can see the dead swinging<br />
from the branches of the banyan tree.<br />
Every time I see a crow on the ledge of<br />
my twentieth-floor balcony it makes me<br />
wonder if it’s one of the crows from Deuli,<br />
come to remind me of what I did.<br />
I had learned to live without thinking of<br />
my heinous deed, the crime I committed<br />
to fulfill my dream. CHIRR-CREAK-<br />
CHIRR-CREAK—now I see my wife’s<br />
face, too. In my nightmares, her body<br />
is also hanging up in the banyan with<br />
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