L&R July 2017 Magazine

The true dominant is the ultimate giver. Within me I know the power to elicit the deepest
glorious responses from another human. I give to them the total freedom to be
themselves. Giving this engages my whole essence. To find a mate whose natural
response is true, who has a clarity of self to desire and glory in being totally loved, taken,
cared for, chastened, prodded, held, is a priceless deeply sought honour. Even as the
women have been conditioned to respond against themselves, so too have the men
been conditioned that they must stand above a woman or not be a man.
It is possible that I could make a reasonable life with a non-submissive man, but only if I
withdrew core pieces of my soul. It is less possible that I could do even this much with a
man that diminished the female, it is likely that I would learn him then try to take him
apart. That would be devastation. The only possibility of true happiness is with a special
man that believes within his very soul that he could give himself wholly to the right
woman.
To me, I find my greatest contentment in showering those I love with attention. I am
tactile, visually and mentally triggered. With children this manifests as the mother
presence. With a man it manifests as total domination of his world. I love to play, taste,
touch, feel every part of a man. I love men. The way they look, smell, move. I love their
physical mass. I like to challenge their mind and body to perform in ways they have
never known and cannot achieve alone, for this is an intertwined inseparable bond. One
of total trust, ultimate love, and true freedom.
Written by Miss Payne