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1984-1985 Rothberg Yearbook

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c h a n & itw n<br />

/ search m y soul fo r a new answer<br />

b u t m y reply is a continuum o f meaningless words<br />

I f ill the void w ith em pty promises<br />

and stare blankly into the depths<br />

M y thoughts become queasy<br />

Shaken by events o f the year<br />

Reason and rationale dissolve<br />

Am idst m y craving fo r a redemption o f spirit<br />

I grasp fo r the pictures<br />

which unlock the past shackles<br />

Yet m y inner silence is broken<br />

By the im patient outsiders<br />

The silhouettes surround me in suspended animation<br />

M y response is quick & quiet<br />

A cloudy representation<br />

O f m y quarantined emotions<br />

Satisfied, they retreat unchallenged<br />

the b rie f encounter has le ft me numb<br />

Alone / am haunted by the intensity o f m y experience<br />

Yet / refuse to unleash the secrets<br />

Lest they be cast away as forgotten love<br />

Time lingers<br />

/ am trapped amidst m y indecision<br />

To proceed forward or return<br />

There is no question<br />

Only a quivering hesitation and an unw ritten vow<br />

“ I f I forget thee O Jerusalem... ”<br />

ALISA KAGNOFF<br />

N ewport Beach, CA<br />

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