Pure Inspiration
Recollections of the great German monk Ven. Ñāṇavimala.
Recollections of the great German monk Ven. Ñāṇavimala.
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Ven. Bhikkhu Guttasīla – 67<br />
When I arrived in Sri Lanka, I stayed in Vajirarama at a time when<br />
Ven. Ñāṇavimala was resident. On piṇḍapāta that particular morning,<br />
as I was going down the street toward the main road there was an old<br />
beggar lady sitting in the door of a closed shop. She must have been<br />
well into her seventies and she showed a lot of faith toward me, with<br />
her hands in añjali (respectful salutation), as I walked past. On the<br />
piṇḍapāta, I received some food that was a little bit extra special. I<br />
passed the old lady on the way back and it crossed my mind that I<br />
wanted to give her a small portion of my piṇḍapāta food. I could hear<br />
someone walking behind me and this made me change my mind. Who<br />
knows, it could have been people who actually gave it to me? I thought<br />
I’d better not give food to this old lady even though I wanted to.<br />
After going for piṇḍapāta, I went to see Ven. Ñāṇavimala. I explained<br />
to him how the last three years I was away from Sri Lanka and how I<br />
looked after my parents, etc., but I also explained I was able to keep<br />
my monk’s precepts during that time. Bhante Ñāṇavimala gave a little<br />
bit of a Dhamma talk to me. I brought this question up about the old<br />
lady to Ven. Ñāṇavimala. He changed and became kind of stern and<br />
he spoke to me in a very hard way saying ‘You went back to New<br />
Zealand just to indulge your senses, just to enjoy yourself. sāmaṇeras<br />
like you shouldn’t go piṇḍapāta. You should just keep your mind on<br />
the meditation object and take your meals in the dining hall<br />
(dānasāla)’. I was not a sāmaṇera, but a bhikkhu and for me, this was<br />
just so severe and so insensitive. He said, ‘That’s enough now, you can<br />
go’. So I paid respects and left. This is a monk I thought very highly of,<br />
a role model, someone to inspire one in one’s monk life. I still saw him<br />
as a very wonderful monk, very sincere in his practice, but what it<br />
showed me was that he could be very insensitive.