Maples and the Stream
by Vincent Ho | Narrator, Violin and Piano
by Vincent Ho | Narrator, Violin and Piano
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Narrator reads "Desire"; no music during this poem; music comes in after narration is done.<br />
VIII. (c) DESIRE<br />
I want to write<br />
no longer with my pen<br />
or on paper<br />
I want to write<br />
in <strong>the</strong> air<br />
on <strong>the</strong> ground<br />
with my life<br />
with my mind's eye<br />
I search for<br />
images<br />
with my eye's touches<br />
I process<br />
emotions<br />
with my ear's view<br />
I select<br />
words<br />
looking around<br />
with a 180 degree spin<br />
to <strong>the</strong> western hemisphere<br />
divided by an invisible meridian<br />
wondering about<br />
who I am<br />
where I am<br />
I toil <strong>and</strong> moil<br />
endure like a farmer<br />
anticipate like a hunter<br />
I wait for hours<br />
sometimes days, months<br />
for twenty years already<br />
to touch <strong>the</strong> desire<br />
of a migrating bird<br />
but sometimes<br />
as if I could care less<br />
I turn a deaf ear<br />
to <strong>the</strong> footsteps of <strong>the</strong> wind<br />
or give a blank look<br />
to passing ghosts<br />
of ano<strong>the</strong>r time<br />
<strong>and</strong> yet o<strong>the</strong>r times<br />
I am haunted:<br />
memories of <strong>the</strong> past<br />
like <strong>the</strong> needle on an old gramophone<br />
scratching worn tracks<br />
seeking out <strong>the</strong> locus of music<br />
or like an ant<br />
I follow instinctively<br />
<strong>the</strong> smell of a dead end<br />
with determination<br />
<strong>and</strong> fascination<br />
I want to reject <strong>the</strong> desire<br />
<strong>and</strong> refuse to be engaged<br />
in a repetitive mind game<br />
with myself<br />
to revive <strong>the</strong> moments<br />
of death<br />
but <strong>the</strong>n, why do I wet my lips rub my eyes<br />
perk my ears<br />
looking around?<br />
Did I just hear<br />
a whisper?<br />
a breeze?<br />
or did I just<br />
touch a melody?<br />
underneath <strong>the</strong> feet<br />
<strong>the</strong>re is a path<br />
paved dry<br />
with words<br />
all around me<br />
words<br />
like stones, twigs,<br />
fallen leaves,<br />
acorns, pine nuts<br />
dry <strong>and</strong> ghostly<br />
on <strong>the</strong> sidewalks<br />
I ga<strong>the</strong>r <strong>the</strong>m for you<br />
thinking about<br />
voyage<br />
PEF162 – 79