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Felino Soriano Tribute

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Rich writes: I wrote “tonight/tomorrow” as a gift for <strong>Felino</strong> in his last days, and he<br />

greatly appreciated the work and the gesture. His response to me was:<br />

"tonight<br />

i am jazz ~"<br />

Yes, that is beautiful, as is the poem's entirety. Thank you, so very much for this gift. I<br />

apologize for the slow response, as yesterday marked the one year anniversary of my<br />

dad's passing, which has been difficult for me to deal with all week, coupled with my<br />

poor physiological response to my chemotherapy.<br />

I will print your poem, and keep it in my writing room.<br />

Rich, thank you,<br />

<strong>Felino</strong><br />

I first came to know <strong>Felino</strong> (he was one of those rare artists for whom no<br />

surname was necessary) through the late Duane Locke’s online circle of poetic friends. I<br />

had newly returned to Poetry after a thirty-plus year hiatus and was exceedingly unsure<br />

of myself. <strong>Felino</strong> was warm, encouraging, and ultimately instrumental in my artistic<br />

rebirth. He invited me to submit to his Counterexample Poetics online journal and<br />

awarded me a permanent page as a featured artist. In my world, <strong>Felino</strong> was magic – a<br />

guardian angel, hand-picked for me by a mentor we both revered. I don’t know how I<br />

could have had any greater good fortune than to become friends with <strong>Felino</strong> – he was<br />

the rarest kind of creative genius who achieves greatness with humility and<br />

simultaneously encourages and brings out the best in others.<br />

<strong>Felino</strong> was fond of saying that poetry was music – specifically, jazz – to him; for me,<br />

poetry is more like an interpretive dance. I was not born with an athlete’s or a dancer’s<br />

body and, as an asthmatic youth, was always envious of those who could run, jump, and<br />

seemingly stop time in midair with effortless grace. It was not until I was well into<br />

adulthood and well into my friendship with <strong>Felino</strong> that I realized what poetry means to<br />

me – freedom. Through the miracle of poetry, I can be agile, graceful, and weightless. I<br />

can dance, without self-consciousness or fear. <strong>Felino</strong>, through his own fearlessness, was<br />

a lamp to light my own poetic re-emergence. I will never forget him, and I will always be<br />

grateful. My feelings are best expressed in the brief tribute which I left on <strong>Felino</strong>’s<br />

Facebook page shortly after his passing: “<strong>Felino</strong>, your time here with us has too soon<br />

come to a close. Rest gently, brother poet, and know that you will be loved, honored, and<br />

remembered as long as there is poetry in the world. Your gift is eternal.”

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