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<strong>THUGWISE</strong><br />
<strong>CAT</strong><br />
Issue 37
Thugwise<br />
Credits:<br />
Alison Ross: ThugETTE-in=Chief<br />
Chani Zwibel ;Featured FEmme<br />
Felino Soriano: Resident Poet<br />
CindY Hochman: RAD-ASS Reviewer<br />
Quetzal:Thugwise Cat #1<br />
Soleil: Thugwise Cat #2<br />
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EDITOR’s SCRATCHING POST:<br />
<strong>CAT</strong>ATONICALLY SPEAKING-<br />
Thugwise/Thug Life<br />
Clockwise Cat has been denigrated once or twice for having a rough aesthetic, and for<br />
liberally employing memes and clip art. But I’m like, fuck those mofos, cuz memes be dope!<br />
And as far as the “look” of CC … well, we never set out to be all sophisticated and shit. We<br />
are, first and foremost, a zine. We doctor some imagery, use clip art and memes and<br />
uncopyrighted art from the internet and deploy funky fonts and we are PROUD to do so.<br />
Of course, we also solicit and publish more professionally done collages, sketchings and<br />
paintings, and we love those artists for offering us their eye-treats to adorn our journal. And<br />
truth be told, if we had the budget, we’d totally pay a graphic artist to prettify our pages even<br />
further and make our magazine look slightly more refined. But we don’t want to yuppify it,<br />
and so maybe it’s a good thing we lack funds. It’s the editorial, poetic, and artistic content,<br />
anyway, that makes the Cat so great. We believe in an authentic, organic ambiance,<br />
something not afraid to show its ass a bit. We own our gritty look and feel and wouldn’t have<br />
it any other way. The traditionalists aim to homogenize everything and make the journals into<br />
cookie-cutter condos, while we want to splatter graffiti all over the place.<br />
The traditionalists, you see, are the authoritarians. Clockwise Cat, on the other hand, is antiauthoritarian.<br />
We live by our own code.<br />
Clockwise Cat, in short, is an adherent of Thug Life as philosophized by the late, great<br />
Tupac Shakur. This is why this issue is called Thugwise Cat. We’re not being ironic hipsters<br />
here; we love the compelling contradictions that Tupac embodied; we love him for his<br />
rhymes, and we love him for his mind.<br />
Thug Life is often misunderstood as being a violent criminal code, when in fact it’s the<br />
audacious antithesis. Thug Life is living by your own code, one that is anti-authoritarian but<br />
respectful of your own community. It’s “gangsta” in the realest way possible; not nihilistic,<br />
but uplifting, and eschewing the stifling hierarchies that oppress. It’s recognizing the tyranny<br />
of tradition, and the forces of regressive repression, and overturning them. That’s what the<br />
Cat does – we proudly publish the people who subtly or overtly subvert the linguistic and<br />
artistic authoritarians.<br />
Below, I paste part of 2pac’s Codes of Thug Life. It’s worth noting that just as the Codes of<br />
Thug Life are inherently a sense of pride in being black, the Codes of Clockwise Cat are<br />
innately a sense of pride in being a black sheep. We don’t want to assimilate to conformist<br />
codes like those traditionalist journals with their gentrified aesthetics and generic poetics.<br />
We’d rather look like a vibrantly colorful thrift store than an aloof, soulless upscale<br />
department store – and we’d rather sell goods like raging invective, scathing satire, and<br />
progressive verse over fashion fad poetry that merges with the masses. We’re also about<br />
respecting humanity, and Thug Life was very much so about that too. It was about<br />
community, not hierarchy. Clockwise Cat vigorously celebrates community.<br />
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Quetzal and Soleil, our resident feisty felines, would agree. Cats live the Thug Life, after all.<br />
Tupac’s CODES OF THUG LIFE<br />
Thug Life is an acronym for "The Hate U Give Little Infants Fucks Everyone.” The codes were<br />
designed to give order to the rise of gang violence and drug dealing. These codes were signed by<br />
the Bloods and Crips at a peace treaty called the Truc Picnic, in California in 1992.<br />
The Codes<br />
5. Car jacking in our Hood is against the Code.<br />
8. No slinging in schools.<br />
11.The Boys in Blue don’t run nothing; we do. Control the Hood, and make it safe for squares.<br />
12. No slinging to pregnant Sisters. That’s baby killing; that’s genocide!<br />
14. Civilians are not a target and should be spared.<br />
15. Harm to children will not be forgiven.<br />
17. Senseless brutality and rape must stop.<br />
18. Our old folks must not be abused.<br />
19. Respect our Sisters. Respect our Brothers.<br />
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The Irrevocable Object of Desire by Greg Wallace<br />
Artist bio: Gregory Autry Wallace is a poet, painter and collagist living in San Francisco. He<br />
studied English, World and Comparative Literature, and Creative Writing at San Francisco State<br />
University. His poetry and collages have appeared in Athena Incognito, Black Scat Review,<br />
BlazeVox, Danse Macabre,Clockwise Cat and Five 2 One. He was a poetry editor for Ink<br />
Magazine and a founding editor of Oblivion Magazine. In addition, his paintings, collages and<br />
assemblages have appeared in juried art shows.<br />
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<strong>THUGWISE</strong><br />
InVeCtiVe<br />
(And sAtiRiCaL SCreeDs)<br />
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FROM THE BOWELS OF<br />
UNSCIENTIFIC THOUGHT:<br />
THE COMMON CORE SIMPLIFIED<br />
By John Alexander<br />
Well, I don’t know about you, but I’m getting tired of hearing about the Common Core.<br />
Yeah, yeah- some people are for it, some are against- and then there’s the students- “the victims”-<br />
who have to endure it.<br />
I mean, there was a time when going to school meant seeing your friends, memorizing a<br />
bunch of stuff, going to gym and lunch- and being “freed” at the end of the day.<br />
But now, the fun is all gone. Instead, the kids “search for evidence;” “piece together<br />
arguments;” “explain calculations;” “compare similarities and differences;” “think critically”- and<br />
that’s just the beginning.<br />
And for what? Lift their achievement levels? Undermine local control? Overwhelm kids<br />
with stupid word problems? Again, for what? To what end? So they can get a minimum wage<br />
job that requires them to apply NONE of the things they’ve learned?<br />
It does seem so, doesn’t it? So, I’ve devised a ten question “test” that will not only<br />
eliminate the need for all that time spent in the Common Core, but will prepare those students for<br />
the minimum wage jobs they will call a career.<br />
And, I’ve even provided a “grading key” so that the test takers will have a good, solid<br />
introduction by which to plan the rest of their lives (a “career planning” added bonus- for free!).<br />
So, without further ado, let me introduce you to- “The Common Core - Simplified.”<br />
(1) You are a cashier at Starbucks. A customer’s order rings up as $15.00.<br />
The customer gives you two (2) five dollar bills, four (4) one dollar bills,<br />
three (3) quarters, two (2) dimes, and five (5) pennies. How much change<br />
should you give back to the customer?<br />
(a) Two one dollar bills and three quarters;<br />
(b) No change back;<br />
(c) Two quarters and four nickels;<br />
(d) Three dimes and two nickels;<br />
(e) None of the above.<br />
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(2) Draw a line so as to match the city with the state, province or country they are in.<br />
You must match them perfectly to get a point.<br />
New York City<br />
Indiana<br />
Oklahoma City<br />
New Jersey<br />
Jersey City<br />
Virginia<br />
Indianapolis<br />
Kansas<br />
Iowa City<br />
Iowa<br />
Kansas City<br />
Quebec<br />
Mexico City<br />
New York<br />
Quebec City<br />
Mexico<br />
Virginia Beach<br />
Oklahoma<br />
(3) If you are a K-Mart employee, and you hear this message- “Attention K-Mart<br />
Shoppers!” This message means that-<br />
(a) The store is closing;<br />
(b) Someone left their headlights on;<br />
(c) There is a psychotic gunman in the store;<br />
(d) A sale is about to begin;<br />
(e) A child is lost;<br />
(f) None of the above;<br />
(g) All of the above.<br />
(4) Fahrenheit and Celsius are-<br />
(a) Two ships that fought each other during the Civil War;<br />
(b) The names of Apple’s and Samsung’s new cell phones;<br />
(c) The last names of two ten-year-olds that have been offered football<br />
scholarships to the University of Alabama;<br />
(d) Two different ways to determine temperature;<br />
(e) None of the above;<br />
(f) All of the above.<br />
(5) “The Cloud” refers to-<br />
(a) The first song on Prince’s “Purple Rain” album;<br />
(b) What happens to your computer screen after years of use;<br />
(c) A weather phenomenon;<br />
(d) A data storage system;<br />
(e) What happens to your eyes after 9.5 hours of starring at your screen;<br />
(f) None of the above;<br />
(g) All of the above.<br />
(6) “Big Lots” is-<br />
(a) The name of a county park in Milwaukee;<br />
(b) An exclusive suburban development, just south of Dallas;<br />
(c) A discount chain store;<br />
(d) The new home of the Cleveland Cavaliers;<br />
(e) None of the above;<br />
(f) All of the above.<br />
(7) Buffalo Chicken Wings were first served in-<br />
(a) Chicago;<br />
(b) Los Angeles;<br />
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(c) Buffalo;<br />
(d) Memphis;<br />
(e) New York;<br />
(f) None of the above<br />
(8) If you are driving “a mile a minute,” how far will you have driven after one hour?<br />
(a) Thirty miles;<br />
(b) Sixty miles;<br />
(c) It depends on the time zone;<br />
(d) Nobody in their right mind drives that slow;<br />
(e) It depends on how many stops you make;<br />
(f) None of the above;<br />
(g) All of the above.<br />
(9) Who is pictured on the three dollar ($3.00) bill?<br />
(a) John Adams;<br />
(b) Harriet Tubman;<br />
(c) Robert E. Lee;<br />
(d) John F. Kennedy;<br />
(e) Ronald Reagan;<br />
(f) All of them- it rotates;<br />
(g) None of the above.<br />
(10) A Broadway play is-<br />
(a) The last play of an NFL game;<br />
(b) Football plays run only by the New York Jets and New York Giants;<br />
(c) A place in Times Square where children can play;<br />
(d) What con-artists do to get you to buy knock-off goods;<br />
(e) A show that only rich people can afford to see;<br />
(f) None of the above;<br />
(g) All of the above.<br />
THE ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS<br />
Each question- if answered correctly- is worth one (1) point. For question # 2, the cities much be<br />
matched perfectly with their respective state, province or country in order to get a point.<br />
The correct answers are:<br />
# 1- b<br />
# 2- Matching a city with its state, province or country-<br />
New York City with New York<br />
Oklahoma City with Oklahoma<br />
Jersey City with New Jersey<br />
Indianapolis with Indiana<br />
Iowa City with Iowa<br />
Kansas City with Kansas<br />
Mexico City with Mexico<br />
Quebec City with Quebec<br />
Virginia Beach with Virginia<br />
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# 3- d<br />
# 4- d<br />
# 5- d<br />
# 6- c<br />
# 7- c<br />
# 8- b<br />
# 9- g<br />
# 10- e<br />
GRADING YOUR ANSWERS & CAREER PLANNING<br />
10/10 Find something to do so that someone can nominate you for a<br />
MacArthur “Genius Award.”<br />
9/10 Great score, but forget about going to Harvard. Try one of<br />
those on-line colleges.<br />
8/10 You’re way too smart for MacDonald’s or Burger King. Think-<br />
Olive Garden.<br />
7/10 No local hardware store for you. Head over to Lowe’s or Home<br />
Depot.<br />
6/10 Pick up and cash in deposit returnable cans and bottles.<br />
5/10 Give plasma as often as you can and make sure you get paid.<br />
4/10 Volunteer someplace that gives you a free meal and a place to<br />
sleep.<br />
3/10 Find out if your old school will let you back into grade one.<br />
2/10 Go to prison so you can learn to make something.<br />
1/10 Commit yourself at your local psychiatric hospital.<br />
0/10 See your doctor to make sure your brain is functioning.<br />
Author bio: After spending years in New York City, John Alexander has temporarily<br />
relocated to the hamlet of Getzville, New York. He lives and writes there in the company<br />
of his two favorite pets, “Bunny” and “Roma.” Most recently, John has appeared in<br />
Danse Macabre du Jour, Clockwise Cat (3), Straightjackets Literary Magazine,<br />
Hackwriters: The International Writers Magazine (U.K). He also co-authored the online<br />
novel, entitled, “A Vow of Silence.” It can be found at www.avowofsilence.net<br />
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Satan’s Diabolical 10-Step<br />
Plan for President Trump<br />
By Moira Lynch<br />
Hello Donald,<br />
I read with great interest your proposal to help me defeat America and destroy the world. I must<br />
say, I admire your drive. This, combined by your bullying self-aggrandizement and total moral<br />
decay have proven to me that you are, indeed, the right man for the job. Congratulations.<br />
That said, we have our work cut out for us. President Obama has chosen to ignore my bidding,<br />
bribes and threats. Despite all this (and the fact that he’s black!) he has proven to be a strong<br />
adversary. In fact, sources tell me he will be remembered as one of the most admired presidents<br />
in US history. But no matter, we will triumph in the end. Hope and Change are nothing compared<br />
to our hatred and divisiveness. For while the world may love and respect Barack Obama, they<br />
will come to fear and cower before us!—!and as you know, Donald, that is the measure true power.<br />
America will never be destroyed from the outside. If we falter and lose our freedoms, it<br />
will be because we destroyed ourselves.<br />
-Abraham Lincoln<br />
Below, I have outlined a plan for our success which was inspired by good old “Honest Abe”<br />
himself. (If I can’t make that freedom-loving bullshit artist burn in hell, he’ll at least rue his<br />
words.) If deployed correctly, you shall soon see the evil fruits of our labor. The genius of my<br />
plan lies in its pure audacity and irony. For we will use the most American of institutions to turn<br />
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America against itself. Through freedom of speech and freedom of the press we will use lies to<br />
deceive voters and sensationalism and spectacle to keep them coming back for more. Because, as<br />
we both know, America so loves a scandal!<br />
Here are the initial broad strokes of my diabolical plan, but feel free to improvise with your own<br />
special brand of magnetic megalomania.<br />
1. Stir up fear, racism and sexism in white American men who feel their privilege and power<br />
slipping away. Launch your entry into politics by promoting a meritless rumor about the validity<br />
of Obama’s birth certificate. The Tea Party will love this as it gives racism an almost patriotic<br />
patina!<br />
2. Get the backing of Evangelical Christians. Despite their alleged allegiance to you know Who,<br />
they are a powerful and purposeful group. Best of all, we have a tremendous opportunity to use<br />
their beliefs for our own agenda. They believe the Second Coming is at hand and have a vested<br />
interest in promoting the end of the world. Who better than you, Donald, in the position of the<br />
most powerful man in the world to make that happen? You’re welcome.<br />
3. Alienate sane, sensible and morally responsible Republican party members with divisive and<br />
bullying rhetoric. The party can be ripped apart at its roots by appealing to its most aggrieved<br />
party members with unabashed fear and hatred.<br />
4. Parade your made-for-reality-TV family before the public to attest to your viability as a father,<br />
leader and worthy human being. A note here: I encourage you to say out loud all the inappropriate<br />
thoughts you have about your oldest daughter, Ivanka. The benefits are two-fold: 1.) It affirms<br />
your own attractiveness (because, really, could an ugly, ogre of a man father a woman so<br />
fuckable?) and 2.) a whiff of incest always appeals to America’s prurient nature and will get you<br />
even more media attention. Do you see the pattern here, my friend? Moral outrage gets attention<br />
and ultimately, votes.<br />
5. Use “America First” as a way to allay domestic fears of globalization and sow international<br />
fears of colonization. Employ terrorist threats to demonize and dehumanize refugees and<br />
immigrants seeking peaceful refuge in America. Back this up with threatening and insinuating<br />
promises to neighboring countries and allies. Oh, and I’ll give you extra credit for warming up to<br />
Vladimir Putin. He’s already on my team and I think you’ll work well together. Terrifichuman<br />
being.<br />
6. On the domestic front, let’s talk about dog-whistle policies like “Law and Order” to stoke the<br />
escalating tensions between police officers and communities of color. The greater the distrust we<br />
can create between the people and law enforcement, the better chance we can transform civil<br />
disobedience into civil war. Yet another example of my evil genius!—!and one I’m particularly<br />
proud of.<br />
7. The media will make us or break us. As luck would have it, these days most people are getting<br />
their political information from social media platforms so we can easily create fake news,<br />
manipulate the truth and create a more angry and confused electorate. When questioned by<br />
detractors and/or the mainstream media, simply deny any responsibility or culpability for your<br />
words then distract them with another shocking lie.<br />
8. Show the world you will take shit from no one. Use Twitter to promote useful fabrications and<br />
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silence or shame any who would dare express distrust or disagreement with you. And on that<br />
note: retweet the racist and xenophobic ideologies of hate groups as much as possible. You will<br />
see they are very faithful and dedicated followers who will promote the Trump brand with gleeful<br />
zeal.<br />
9. Loudly label opponents, immigrants and others as criminals to gain support and distract from<br />
the fact that you have thousands of pending lawsuits ranging from fraud to sexual assault. While I<br />
commend you for your dirty deeds, they could be your Achilles heel. Play the offensive and you<br />
won’t have to play the defensive.<br />
10. Once elected, surround yourself with aids, advisors and Cabinet members as dedicated to<br />
destruction as you. I have some people in mind already (Steve Bannon is as relentless as they<br />
get). Oh, and if you can get a climate skeptic to head the EPA, you would be doing me a huge<br />
favor. Fuck those tree-hugging communists. I won’t be satisfied until every polar bear has<br />
drowned from exhaustion in tepid bathwate<br />
That’s all for now. Once you are in office, I will be contacting you with the next steps of my<br />
unholy plan. I look forward to your election and ascension to the highest seat of human power.<br />
Together we will destroy the world by reminding people to Make America Hate Again.<br />
Sincerely psyched for total destruction,<br />
Satan<br />
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TWO SATIRICAL ADS<br />
BY JON WESICK<br />
CRITICAL THINKING PROGRAM AT LESSER FALLS BIBLE COLLEGE<br />
Everybody’s enrolling in the critical thinking program at Lesser Falls Bible College.<br />
Shouldn’t you too? Business leaders say the number one qualification they look for in<br />
new hires is a degree in critical thinking, but don’t take their word for it. Take the word<br />
of one of our graduates, Julio Maldacena, who got a twenty-percent raise after graduating<br />
with a master’s degree in critical thinking. Lesser Falls Bible College has earned praise<br />
from movie stars like Jim Carey and Jenny McCarthy. This isn’t your father’s critical<br />
thinking program. Our program is the newest in the tri-state area.<br />
The critical thinking program at Lesser Falls Bible College excels at academic rigor.<br />
Professor Gil Borodino designed our program using the knowledge he gained from<br />
completing his Ph.D. in critical thinking right here at Lesser Falls Bible College. With<br />
tuition costing $50,000 a year, you know it has to be good.<br />
Some people like the Better Business Bureau, college accreditation board, and attorney<br />
general think you shouldn’t be allowed to learn critical thinking at Lesser Falls Bible<br />
College, but who would believe a bunch of busybodies with halitosis, anyway? And<br />
besides, no one has proved that a master’s degree in critical thinking from Lesser Falls<br />
Bible College doesn’t lead to a fifty-percent salary increase.<br />
You have two choices. Either you get a critical thinking degree from Lesser Falls Bible<br />
College or you die broke, homeless, and alone.<br />
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Author bio: Author of the poetry collection Words of Power Dances of<br />
Freedom, host of the Gelato Poetry Series, and an editor of the San Diego<br />
Poetry Annual, Jon Wesick has published more almost a hundred short<br />
stories in journals such as The Berkeley Fiction Review, Clockwise<br />
Cat, Space and Time, Zahir, Tales of the Talisman. One was nominated for a<br />
Pushcart Prize. Jon has a Ph.D. in physics and is a longtime student of<br />
Buddhism and the martial arts.<br />
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SAY IT AIN’T SO, JOE!<br />
By Virs Rana<br />
It appears we currently live in a time of significant transition. Socio-political,<br />
scientific, and spiritual strongholds are continuously confronted by interrogatory assaults<br />
and disruptions. While status quo dynamics are struggling to hold their ground,<br />
skepticism abounds: What are the facts? How are they derived? And for what purpose<br />
are they promulgated? The first question deals with truth, the second with process, and<br />
the third with motive. One cannot know the answer to the first, unless both process and<br />
motive are understood.<br />
For millennia past, the only one of these questions extensively solicited with answers<br />
was the first, which was disseminated in the forms of dictates, laws, and commandments,<br />
with little or no verification by ruling authorities. But traditions have slowly been eroded<br />
by false gods and false prophets, posing as heads of state, religion, and science. The<br />
masses, the rabble, the people, the common human, the collateral damage have become<br />
too educated and too informed to continue to be sheeple. The deterioration and decay of<br />
facades are revealing the many guises of corruption. And no matter the trappings and<br />
glitter of image, the excrementalism of incompetence and deception are exposed not as<br />
‘mistaken’ and ‘misspoken’, but as betrayal and lie.<br />
Beware of words that are granted meanings to suit the situation. Legalese and doublespeak<br />
are forms of forgery to excuse and diminish the severity and unlawfulness of<br />
crimes. Somewhere, sometime it became unmannered to press authorities for answers.<br />
Their position must be respected and protected at all costs, because in pressing them, we<br />
would have to press ourselves, which would be too awkward and too painful a reckoning<br />
for any formalized politeness. This hypocrisy is acceptable, as a buffer against truth and<br />
duty; two words that have been given such latitudes of meaning that accountability has<br />
been reduced to relativity in all situations, in order to dismiss those responsible for their<br />
transgressions against the very principles they have sworn to uphold, further reducing the<br />
word principle to quaint antiquity.<br />
Questions are not enough. We have been taught for too many generations that we are<br />
civilized, that we must speak and act toward one another with a modicum of respect,<br />
which should be accorded all who participate in this perverse deception. Why? The socalled<br />
authorities are the very corruptors of these principles of freedom. And they are<br />
everywhere; they are pervasive. They are members of our city councils, our county<br />
supervisors, our state representatives, our United States Congress. They are from the<br />
executive, legislative, and judicial branches, our President of the United States. They are<br />
our teachers, our priests, our imams, our rabbis, our pastors, our scientists. They live off<br />
our labor, and our money, and they pass laws to prevent us from taking legal action<br />
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against them. They are shown favoritism and shielded against any consequences of their<br />
illegal actions, where you, a simple member of the masses would be vilified and<br />
incarcerated.<br />
But the authorities are merely figureheads, privileged in name and legal tender only,<br />
due to a diluted and polluted system. In most cases, they are less intelligent than those<br />
whom they refer to as the masses, and the rabble. Some may be glib and ingratiating to<br />
evoke sympathy and respect, which they often get, but, in truth, they are pawns of their<br />
own insecurity and denial. They even betray each other to sustain their untenable status.<br />
They make you the same promises, over and over, on the same issues, the issues that<br />
never change, because the promises are empty; but we forget, and forgive them, because<br />
we make empty promises to ourselves, and we will not stand and deliver.<br />
No, questions are not enough. We must raise our standards of responsibility to<br />
ourselves and to one another. We must cultivate our self-respect and our freedom in<br />
relationship to principles that those before us have called virtues, not in reactions to fear<br />
and anger, which in turn, motivate the masses toward alienation and apathy: that fear and<br />
anger used to manipulate others by force, through the threat of war and scarcity, that fear<br />
and anger so corrosive to community and good will, only temporarily suspended in times<br />
of tragedy, that fear and anger that have been the dominant emotional states on this planet,<br />
far too long, which lead many to believe it’s human nature, a bit premature, since we are<br />
still in the process of discovering what that nature is.<br />
But we are preoccupied. So we fail to address and to sustain community action,<br />
relinquishing this power to the maintenance of individual image and status. What you<br />
think of you is predicated on what others think of you, within this grand deception. Those<br />
in true service are noted for having a special calling and a special compassion that we<br />
would like to emulate, but just don’t have the time for. After all, who are you without<br />
participating in those worshipped values, and achieving success against all odds? Did you<br />
ever think why there are so many odds? Are they real? Who or what creates them?<br />
No, questions are not enough. Answers can be projected, but never understood, until<br />
they are first lived: A revolution within? A realization that production is not about things<br />
or statistics, but about what we need to understand, not to live life in false comfort and<br />
security, but in the process of seeing, beyond what we’ve allowed ourselves to become<br />
programmed to see? Mirrors often present a shadow image. What do we see, when we are<br />
reflected in the eyes of others?<br />
We know, but we choose not to act on that knowledge, for it would jeopardize all that<br />
we fought to believe in that made us a believer, a self-worshipper of gods created to be<br />
idolized, rather than in service to the Truth we refuse to acknowledge, in the birdsong,<br />
behind the mask of our deception…<br />
…Must give us pause…That last phrase, although poetically fit, may sound a little too<br />
froo-froo for the more sober and fiercely linear thinkers, because oblique metaphors have<br />
no meaning in their reality: You’re born; you (pretend to) live; then you die. Thusly, any<br />
patronizing concern for the welfare of others ain’t worth spit, no matter your bull-chitchat<br />
perseverating.<br />
Author bio: Orphaned at birth, Virs Rana was raised by Chrysalisian Monks in the<br />
Carpathian Mountains, where he studied ancient languages. Since leaving the monastery,<br />
he began writing a journal and decided to share his experiences in stories. He holds a<br />
degree as a MOG (Master of Organic Geometry)<br />
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The Donald DOLLAR by Matt Kolbet<br />
As you surely remember from elementary school history class, George Washington, besides<br />
harboring a loathing for cherry trees, served as the first president of the United States, thus<br />
securing his position on the one-dollar bill. Such staid currency remains in constant use for<br />
mocking tips to bigoted waiters (you spent all your pennies sardonically last summer at the<br />
neighbor’s alt. right garage sale/fruit punch stand), charity to Salvation Army bell ringers, and<br />
desperately scribbling your phone number in lumberjack-themed strip clubs. That founding father<br />
would be most proud when Aspen told you she’d call and sort-of meant it, though she forgot later<br />
after someone threw up their pancakes on her. Or was it Bambi? Either way, General Washington<br />
knows something about fallen wood.<br />
The final president of our country, Donald Trump, deserves his own currency. The revolution he<br />
spearheaded was less about creating a new country or good governance, and he may never have<br />
held a blade more sizable than a knife, but he cut into bookmaker’s margins, and giving people<br />
the axe inspired his reality show before we were forced to join in. Washington spent the<br />
Christmas of 1776 crossing the Delaware to fight the Hessians in Trenton. When Trump went to<br />
New Jersey in 2016 he helped defeat Chris Christie. Rather than a single (which would be<br />
incongruous with Trump’s style in marriages or bankruptcies) the Donald Dollar will actually<br />
represent negative money, an additional debt (more in line with the current direction of the<br />
country). When spending it, customers will demonstrate their loyalty and willingness to sacrifice<br />
to make American something else again—you can’t be sure what, and you’re uncertain you want<br />
to know because it would force you to reevaluate not only your relationships, but career choices,<br />
pets (axolotls seemed cooler when the guy on the side of the road talked about them), and even<br />
the crush you had on your elementary school history teacher, Mrs. Forrest.<br />
Example: The Walmart you frequent most often sells a 36 pack of Coors Banquet for 24.99. The<br />
yellow cans have become your go-to beverage now that you can’t find Schlitz there. Not<br />
coincidentally, you triangulated the store’s prime location based on proximity to your parole<br />
officer, divorce lawyer and favorite strip joint. When you stop in Friday night, for every Donald<br />
Dollar you spend, you increase tidy corporate profits, which inevitably trickle down to or from<br />
CEOs. It also gives sufficient suds so you have a good time sitting at home watching your<br />
aquarium.<br />
Best of all, for a limited time the new administration is giving out Donald Dollars for free. This is<br />
in lieu of blood offerings, and we should be grateful. Collecting them will give you something to<br />
do while you re-read Julio Cortázar, waiting for the axolotl to trade places with you and take over<br />
your Twitter account to call out other salamanders from Mexico. Or perhaps kill you. Though<br />
you won’t undergo a metamorphosis, think of it as regeneration. Find Mrs. Forrest again. Ask<br />
her if she’s ever thought of becoming somebody’s second wife.<br />
Author bio: Matt Kolbet teaches and writes in Oregon<br />
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DRONE DRAMA: Music for the Dead<br />
By Cecelia Chapman, Sean Derrick, and Jeff Crouch<br />
Description: “Drone Drama: Music for the Dead” is a video that addresses<br />
being human in the age of the drone. The eleven chapter, seventeen minute<br />
video, from the album by Berlin based, American composer Sean Derrick<br />
Cooper Marquardt was filmed in 2016, and a chapter edited and submitted to an<br />
online site each month. Chapter 11. 'If you were born without wings, do<br />
nothing to prevent them from growing,’ submitted to Clockwise Cat, considers<br />
change in consciousness as the path to social and cultural change. It was filmed<br />
at the NODAPL Berkeley Indigenous Day 2016.<br />
FULL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/yl3_PP-hXj8<br />
CHAPTER 11: https://youtu.be/ftUz8JimfCc<br />
CHATPER STILLS<br />
AND TEXT:https://www.facebook.com/ChapmanMarquardt/<br />
“Drone Drama” was filmed on the San Francisco Peninsula, with all the<br />
contradictions inherent in a hyper-evolving, militaristic society: income disparity,<br />
environmental catastrophe, epic cultural upheaval. Notorious for being the evermorphing<br />
home to military defense contracting corporations, the San Francisco<br />
Peninsula bio-tech industry is known as Silicon Valley. Previously it was the<br />
Vietnam War industry home base, and before that, the greatest World War II<br />
shipbuilding industry in the world.<br />
I used Sean’s titles and his subtle drone tracks to direct the video. Each chapter is<br />
filmed in a specifically selected site, from orchid farm, to prison, to underneath the<br />
dystopic San Francisco freeways, to Oracle headquarters.<br />
Sean and I have never met in person but we collaborated on two earlier videos. I<br />
also conferred with my ten year collaborator, Jeff Crouch in Texas, about<br />
philosophy. I have never met Jeff in person either, so this video is very much a<br />
collaboration across space and time. My other ten year collaborator, performer<br />
Christa Hunter, is in Chapter 1.<br />
“Drone Drama” just had its premiere in Cologne, Germany, and was selected for<br />
the Italian Magmart Video Festival 10.<br />
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DRONE DRAMA<br />
Artist bios: Sean Derrick Cooper Marquardt is the Berlin-based American sound artist and<br />
composer of “Drone Drama.” Sean performs throughout Europe in risk-taking performances. He<br />
is co-founder of Hortus Conclusus Records and can be found<br />
at https://www.facebook.com/seandcmarquardt/. Cecelia Chapman filmed and edited “Drone<br />
Drama” and is an American visual artist living in California. She has more than eighty short new<br />
media videos that examine how we live and think: ceceliachapman.com Her collaborators include<br />
performers, sound artists and artists she meets online or draws from her personal life. She has<br />
collaborated for eleven years with Jeff Crouch, a Texas internet artist, who continues to provide<br />
philosophic and logistic inspiration and advice on scores of projects. Google him.<br />
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Nineteen Ways GLOBALLY INTEGRATED<br />
CAPITALISM HAS FATALLY FAILED America<br />
By Edwin L. Young, PhD<br />
1. Democracy, especially US democracy, is a sham and a criminalist, political,<br />
governing system as, in fact, about a dozen of the earth’s richest and most<br />
powerful humans ultimately control who runs for offices, how campaigns are<br />
conducted, who gets elected,, and what agendas get enforced. This globally<br />
controlling group sets the agendas for all nations while their rulership remains<br />
hidden, undisputed, and omnipotent.<br />
2. Massive movement of the earth’s human populations toward complete<br />
urbanization for the sake of becoming capitalist corporation’s exploited slave class<br />
while those who have been forced to come to live in huge urban areas find them<br />
turning into huge crime, poverty, and disease causing ghettos, or virtual, huge<br />
prisons of slave encampments.<br />
3. Justice System: Corporation Illegality Is Exempt from Prosecution<br />
4. Business ventures fail (or die) if they do not make a profit. On the other hand,<br />
if they persist in making a profit, many other forms of life will become diseased<br />
and die. On the whole, if most of these businesses succeed in making profits, all<br />
life on the planet will gradually become extinct.<br />
5. Food Production and Delivery Systems Attract Customers to Disease Inducing<br />
Foods Worldwide while US Health Care workers prescribe unnecessary big<br />
corporate pharmaceutical medications and treatments that prevent the body's use<br />
of its natural ability to fight disease and to self-heal and healthy diets are not<br />
promoted among the poor and unwary<br />
6. Consumer Protection laws are ineffective in combating Honest Advertising<br />
Systems that would attack the overwhelmingly effective Major TV channels that<br />
sell the populace on health destructive foods and practices. Illnesses related to<br />
these corporate owned TV channels’ programs are booming in the US.<br />
7. Water Sources Are Being Polluted and Water Delivery Systems Polluted and<br />
Are Unavailable in Remote Regions of the World<br />
8. Natural Resources Protection Ineffective in Stopping Exploitation of Backward<br />
Peoples and Is Not Guarding Against Their Dwindling Supply<br />
9. Environment Protection Is Ineffective in Guarding Against Deadly Chemicals<br />
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Polluting Earth, Air, Water, and Large Water Bodies<br />
10. Transportation Industries Refusing to Allow Environment Friendly Alternative<br />
Fuels while Oil, Natural Gas, and Coal are Polluting and Despoiling and centrally<br />
and universally causing the eventual extinction of all life on earth.<br />
11. Animal and Plant Species Protection Agencies Are Ineffective in Preventing<br />
Extinctions and Human Unfriendly GMOs Taking Over by Huge Food Related<br />
Corporations Who are also Running Small Organic Farmers out of Business<br />
12. Employment Compensation to laid off workers is now becoming unavailable<br />
to many of them. At the same time, there is a massive increase in Part-time<br />
Workers who receive no unemployment compensation or benefits when they are<br />
forced out of work by modernized Automation and Mechanization.<br />
13. Public Education is controlled by State Officials and Local Wealthy Board<br />
Members, all of whom enforce Corporate Friendly and Populace Unfriendly<br />
Teaching Materials and Content and construct untold numbers of Public Education<br />
Buildings and Systems while Elitist Offspring have Elitist Controlled and Elitist<br />
Favoring Curricula. The under classes of the populace as a whole continue with<br />
their Preschools, First through Twelve, College, Graduate, and Professional<br />
Schools that Corporations Tailor for Mass Teaching Systems that will result in<br />
humanity becoming divided into one superior and several inferior dominated,<br />
exploited, and unwitting levels of tracks of slave classes.<br />
14. Banking and Finance Systems and Zero Interest on Loans to Huge<br />
Corporations while huge Corporations send nontaxable trillions to overseas safehavens<br />
15. Major TV Channels provide childish, odd, and horrific Programs to US and<br />
World Masses that Perpetuate their Infantalization (and their ignorance of US<br />
destructive imperialistic programs) of Adults in the US and in foreign nations as<br />
well.<br />
16. The Internet could and does provide alternative news and information<br />
programs. Nevertheless, the Populace is Hooked into major TV Channels that<br />
provide misinformation, avoid corporate unfriendly information, blackout news<br />
about US imperialistic programs that foment civil wars in underdeveloped nations,<br />
and independently reported stories about US arms industries selling weapons to<br />
both sides in these fomented civil wars, US privately funds ignorant foreign troops<br />
and US mercenary troops assassinate foreign heads of state unfriendly to or<br />
disobedient to the US<br />
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17. During World War II, some major industrialist sent money and war related<br />
machines to aid Hitler’s war efforts, Henry Ford was one of them. Toward the end<br />
of World War II, the US brought renowned German scientists and engineers to the<br />
US to work on the US space and missile programs- Werner Von Braun was<br />
principal among them.<br />
18. The many religions of the world keep the unknowing and ignorant of the world<br />
pacified and preoccupied with their superstitious rituals and their other worldly<br />
belief systems that are irrelevant to how they are being exploited and<br />
enslaved. These religions keep the ignorant masses from becoming aware of the<br />
coming crisis to the earth with its impending global life extinction. All the while<br />
the elites of earth are designing and planning their escape to another, safe planet<br />
somewhere else in our vast universe.<br />
19. As all of these interconnected aspects and processes of our world silently and<br />
irrevocably continue to succeed, that is to say make profits in a world where there<br />
is no force capable of either stopping them altogether or of fundamentally altering<br />
their essentially, globally, undetectably, and cumulatively eventuality of producing<br />
an extinction of all life on our planet.<br />
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By Steven Singer<br />
First they came for people of color and I said nothing. Because I am not a person of<br />
color. Then they came for the poor and I said nothing. For I am not poor. Then they came<br />
for our public schools and I said nothing. Because I do not send my children to public<br />
schools. Now they’ve come for our government and who is left to speak for me?<br />
This is a paraphrase of Martin Niemöller’s famous lines about the cowardice of German<br />
intellectuals during Hitler’s rise to power. The fascists purged group after group while<br />
those who could have stood against them did nothing – until it was too late.<br />
That’s very nearly the position we find ourselves in today in relation to the Trump<br />
administration. The neoliberal and neofascist façade has fallen away. And the naked<br />
greed of our runaway capitalist system has been exposed for what it is.<br />
Just this week, Trump unveiled a new government office with sweeping authority to<br />
overhaul federal bureaucracy on the business model.<br />
Led by the president’s son-in-law and senior advisor, Jared Kushner, The White House<br />
Office of American Innovation will be an autonomous entity enforcing the president’s<br />
will. Described as an internal “SWAT team” of strategic consultants, and staffed with<br />
former business executives, the office will cut down democratic rule in favor of top-down<br />
authoritarianism.<br />
And the excuse is the same one used to deny equity for minorities, the same one used to<br />
dismantle protections for the poor and the same one used to unfairly label and close our<br />
public schools – we need to run government like a business.<br />
But government is not a business.The goal of a business is profit for the few. The goal of<br />
government is service to the many.<br />
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In a private business only the owner or the board of directors reaps the benefits. But our<br />
government is not supposed to be set up that way. It’s not supposed to benefit merely all<br />
the president’s men. It’s supposed to benefit all of us – the citizens, the taxpayers, the<br />
voters. This is exactly the model that has been used against our public schools.<br />
We have shifted our concern away from students and parents to investors and<br />
corporations. For almost two decades, our education policies have increasingly been to<br />
reduce local control – especially at schools serving the poor and minorities – and give<br />
that control to private charter school operators. We have removed the duly-elected school<br />
boards and replaced them with appointed boards of directors. We have removed or<br />
diminished democratic rule and replaced it with an autocracy. And all the while the<br />
middle class has cheered.<br />
It was a coup in plain site, and no one but parents, students, teachers and intellectuals<br />
spoke up. Our voices were undercut or ignored. When we demanded equal treatment for<br />
our children, we were labeled welfare queens wanting something for nothing. When we<br />
demanded fair treatment, a safe work environment and resources for our students, we<br />
were labeled union thugs standing in the way of progress. At every turn we were tone<br />
policed into silence and passed over for the voices of self-proclaimed experts who knew<br />
nothing but what they were paid to espouse.<br />
We were told that the only measure of academic success was a standardized test score.<br />
But no mention of the white, middle class standard our non-white, impoverished students<br />
were being held to.<br />
When our schools were increasingly segregated by race, class and income, we were told<br />
that it was only fair. After all, it was based on choice – the choice of the invisible hand of<br />
the free market. When our schools were starved of resources, we were told to do more<br />
with less. And when our students struggled to survive malnutrition, increased violence<br />
and the indentured servitude of their parents to an economic system that barely allowed<br />
them to sustain themselves, we blamed them. And their teachers, because how dare<br />
anyone actually try to help these untouchables!<br />
We allowed this – all of it – perpetrated by Democrats and Republicans, Conservatives<br />
and Liberals, because they’re all really just different dogs to the same masters. We<br />
justified it all in the name of the market, in the name of economics, in the name of<br />
business. Why should we care? It rarely affected us directly.<br />
White, middle class folks could get by. It wasn’t OUR schools being given away to<br />
private equity firms. It wasn’t OUR children being educated by temporary employees on<br />
the model of the peace corps with little training and no experience.<br />
Those were just someone else’s children. We weren’t even sure they were human. They<br />
certainly didn’t share the same portion of humanity as we did. They were unwashed and<br />
unfed. Even if you washed them, many of them would still have brown skin. We were<br />
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happy to have them as an underclass, as a cushion to stop us from falling further down<br />
the social ladder.<br />
Our kids went to either well resourced public schools with fully elected school boards<br />
and shiny new facilities or else we sent our children to pristine private schools that<br />
offered the best of everything for a price.<br />
But now the chickens have come home to roost. Because this same model is being<br />
applied to our government.<br />
Now it is we who will lose our voices. It will be our services that are stripped away as an<br />
unnecessary cost savings. We will lose our healthcare. We will lose our environment. It<br />
will be our democracy suspended to make way for the more efficient means of<br />
government – fascism and autocracy.<br />
Who has time to listen to the people? Much easier to just decide what should be done.<br />
And we can justify it with our business model. No more voters and representatives. Now<br />
we will be businessmen and consumers. Nothing will stand in the way of the corporate<br />
class enriching themselves at public expense. They will be merely providing the rest of us<br />
with the goods and services of government, the bits that trickle down on our heads like<br />
rain or urine.<br />
That is what Trump is attempting. He is turning the United States into a banana republic<br />
– even installing his relatives and children in top leadership positions. Our government<br />
now resembles the corridors of power in Baghdad under Saddam Hussein with henchmen<br />
Uday and Qusay in tow.<br />
The question is this: will we allow it? Will we continue to allow it?<br />
Will we stand for it as the administration installs Trump loyalty officers in every federal<br />
office? Will we say nothing as nepotism and greed become the most prized attributes of<br />
governance? Will we remain silent as our public schools continue to be raided, sacked<br />
and burned? Because the answer to those questions is the answer to so much more. Are<br />
we on the cusp of revolution or is history merely repeating itself?<br />
Editor’s note: This essay is reprinted with permission from gadflyonthewall.com<br />
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<strong>THUGWISE</strong><br />
VERSE<br />
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FEATURED FEMME:<br />
Chani Zwibel<br />
Author bio: Chani Zwibel is a graduate of Agnes Scott College, a poet, wife and dogmom<br />
who was born and raised in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, but now dwells in Marietta,<br />
Georgia. She enjoys writing poetry after nature walks and daydreaming. Recent<br />
Publications include Sage Woman Worlds of Faerie Issue 91(April 2017), W.I.S.H<br />
(Walking Is Still Honest) Press March 10, 2017, Dissident Voice Feb 12, 2017, Provoke<br />
Journal, January 2017, Mused Bella Online Literary Review Winter 2016 Vol 10 Issue 4,<br />
Catwise Clock (Clockwise Cat) Issue 35 Winter 2016, Sage Woman Roots and Wings<br />
Issue 89 (April 2016)<br />
Author’s statement: I let my imagination wander, in silence, in nature, and go wherever<br />
it takes me. So many portals to other worlds exist. They hide in the knot-holes of old<br />
trees and whisper from dusty shelves of old libraries. Dreaming is all-important, whether<br />
in waking or in sleep. I keep a notebook with me at all times, because inspiration often<br />
strikes unbidden, tiny worlds shimmer in the dew drops on moss, and beckon me with<br />
secrets to be revealed.<br />
Editor’s note: As we told Chani Zwibel, our Issue 37 Featured Femme, these pieces<br />
below contain “some lovely phrasing, some edgy humor, some jolting imagery.” We<br />
were thrilled when she submitted poems to us for consideration, and immediately seized<br />
on the opportunity to feature her. The first few pieces we enjoy for their witty glimpse<br />
into some sort of surrealist suburbia, while the rest of the poems summon our attention<br />
with their nuanced commentary on this, our own sordid world, as well as with their<br />
unusual perspective on nature and enticing elements of fantasy.<br />
WEST<br />
Dear Sir,<br />
on behalf of my client, it is my sad duty to inform you:<br />
Seeking a way out,<br />
the wayfarer flees wedlock.<br />
A hex strikes a blow:<br />
wench becomes werewolf.<br />
It’s wet on the whaleboat<br />
and wet on the wharf.<br />
Sinking into despair,<br />
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she wears welts<br />
as small ornaments,<br />
bits of baleen cracking<br />
as she breaks her corset,<br />
crazy intoxicated<br />
by benign tumor<br />
of glowing moon.<br />
Respectfully,<br />
The Law Offices of Weasele, Foxe, and Wolfe<br />
BEST<br />
Attention Residents of Blue-Green Streams Neighborhood:<br />
Thank you,<br />
Without revealing names, it should be noted<br />
Last week during a wedding reception in the park,<br />
The chief attendant of the groom and the chief attendant of the bride<br />
behaved unseemly, got besotted, sullied their honor,<br />
and were found in a bestial state of frenzy behind Beta Shelter.<br />
They couldn’t stay modest,<br />
but snuck berry wine<br />
behind park benches,<br />
wearing Bermuda shorts and giggling.<br />
We implore the community to do better.<br />
We cannot take a besom broom to clear away such sins.<br />
We ask you keep your revels between yourselves<br />
and try not to be revealed in public,<br />
or we will have to ban beverages at all events.<br />
Between betrothals and barbeques, beware.<br />
Twice a year we bid goodbye to charms.<br />
The Neighborhood Committee for Highest Quality<br />
LEST<br />
You libertines forget:<br />
Leviathan seeks levitation, laurel crowns are reserved for victors, and an<br />
offense against your sovereign burns like lesions. Learn lavender can perfume a<br />
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laywoman. A leak in leather leftover lends credibility to a legislature run amuck.<br />
Do the legwork. Apply the lesson. Avoid another level of disappointment.<br />
WEASELS<br />
I will not write to warn you again,<br />
A Concerned Citizen<br />
weasels are underground, waiting.<br />
they want skin.<br />
weasels are snorting cocaine, underground, waiting.<br />
they want skin; they want hair.<br />
weasels are fucking, underground, waiting.<br />
they want skin; they want hair; they want blood.<br />
weasels are performing satanic initiation rites underground, waiting.<br />
they want skin; they want hair; they want blood; they want muscle.<br />
weasels are embezzling millions from top Fortune 500 companies, underground, waiting.<br />
they want skin; they want hair; they want blood; they want muscle; they want bone.<br />
weasels are keeping toddlers in cages, underground, waiting.<br />
they want skin; they want hair; they want blood; they want muscle; they want bone; they<br />
want marrow.<br />
weasels are snapping babies’ spines, underground, waiting.<br />
they want skin; they want hair; they want blood; they want muscle; they want bone; they<br />
want marrow; they want gristle.<br />
weasels are underground, waiting.<br />
TUMBLED MACHINE<br />
Mother of vultures<br />
shrieks in my nightmares.<br />
She’s like a machine with intentions.<br />
Whether unusual or suspicious,<br />
all logical connections are<br />
behavior resolving contradictions.<br />
Final conscience transported<br />
is integrated with other sign systems.<br />
Made, ruled, drilled,<br />
maintains High Standards.<br />
Talc can be scratched with your fingernails<br />
as anticipated.<br />
Even with significant success,<br />
emergency or safety,<br />
still too much sun,<br />
hours of sleep,<br />
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dreams of that wicked man<br />
who stole my pot of herbs.<br />
Fine, or even too coarse-grained,<br />
microcrystalline,<br />
but breaks across grains,<br />
is death of fathers,<br />
and who still hath cried.<br />
Must I remember pebbles<br />
cleaved from rocks?<br />
My Other Mother Xanax will take the edge off.<br />
BABY<br />
crying is mechanized.<br />
brain cells electric pods with silver seeds.<br />
It drinks Zinc and misses most talking and laughing<br />
buttons when in sleep-mode.<br />
Manufacturing me made meaner<br />
By giving me a name<br />
Cast in metal<br />
Enter the cooker<br />
1/3 of a human hair<br />
Tricked<br />
Art wars with business in my rubber-tube-guts,<br />
Entertainment sold to a mass audience<br />
A financial transaction, economic ties<br />
The project paid-for<br />
Sugar-plastic stream<br />
Art cutters<br />
Off-putting, clumsy language of theory<br />
Illusion Pulsating light<br />
Continuous beam Gauge<br />
HEALTHFOOD STORE/DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME<br />
Dark at six o’clock and the store is full<br />
of people trying to stave off death with kale.<br />
It won’t save them.<br />
No organic vegetable Christ<br />
will rise from the compost heap,<br />
restoring animal-cruelty free peace<br />
upon a perfect earth;<br />
No way to bribe the reaper<br />
with vegan cheese.<br />
For those of us in the know:<br />
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Night settles<br />
in the six pm of eternity,<br />
no daylight savings<br />
for the damned.<br />
AFTER A RAIN<br />
Tell me again<br />
how candlelight,<br />
dusk dark rooms,<br />
guardian dog,<br />
heavy door,<br />
and brass door knob<br />
collect the sound<br />
and feel of<br />
hollow wet throb<br />
inside down spouts.<br />
Blue shutters<br />
cloak windows<br />
looking out to<br />
wet slick stone stairs,<br />
wet pebble path,<br />
wet water garden bridge,<br />
bent nail submerged.<br />
Raindrops gloss<br />
luminescent green ivy.<br />
In the pond<br />
two fish<br />
are parallel bars of gold.<br />
Sting of thirsty mosquitoes<br />
on my bare arm<br />
as I walk and hear<br />
a single bird call.<br />
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Artwork by Marcia Arrieta<br />
Artist bio: Marcia Arrieta’s work appears in Fourteen Hills, Of/with, Wicked Alice, Moss<br />
Trill, Eratio, Posit, Catch & Release, Melusine, Web Conjunctions, and Great Weather<br />
for Media, among others. The author of two poetry books: archipelago<br />
counterpoint (BlazeVOX 2015) and triskelion, tiger moth, tangram, thyme (Otoliths<br />
2011), she edits and publishes Indefinite Space, a poetry/art journal.<br />
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The Saga of FACES and VASES<br />
By Tracy Thomas<br />
There’s voices in the mandolin, some sort of chatter down in the f-holes.<br />
Now there’s a campfire and horrible mundane songs that matter to everyone<br />
but the soup stones, the antiphonies, the pariahs outside the firelight, those<br />
reprobates shivering in the woods with pink toadstools. Their bones have left<br />
them. Their bones are off to see the world. Their bones are drunk in Buenos<br />
Aires. They’re hiding in the jimson weed, crazy in the scent of moonflowers.<br />
Their bones are playing dominoes under the ponderosas. They’re sleeping on<br />
one leg with flamingos. The voices are telling a story they’ve chopped into<br />
pieces. They’re rasping at the grue. There’s a trunk with my father’s broken<br />
mandolin. I’m having a garage sale but it’s tricky getting rid of darkness. I<br />
got this dinner triangle of bones. I got the pulcher eye. I got Latinate<br />
adjectives, nonsensical objectives. I learned a dance in the lich gate. I’ll<br />
bring your turtle back to life, your wishing star heartbreak turtle in the hurdy<br />
gurdy of your head. The voices chopped the story into pieces now they’re<br />
black dove treble clef. Now they’re Ascension Day rain. They’re the sobs of<br />
smoldering wound. There’s voices hacked in pieces. They’re playing<br />
mandolin.<br />
It’s all about stories, if you can keep them from going into pieces;<br />
keep them from seducing the neighbor’s daughter in the tree house. Then the<br />
stories are looking for some sort of revenge for their mutilation. They want<br />
the quemada, the conflagrande, the auto-da-fe freeway. Maybe eat some<br />
folks, got them turning on a spit or they’ve got their heads together inventing<br />
something like a song, a chant, a groan, whatever to give voice to the<br />
nonsense or they’re getting on your nerves stirring up the goat herd, waking<br />
you from your pastoral idyll, send you sprawling from your dithyramb, no<br />
shoes, head on fire, burning fennel stalks waving at whoever’ll listen. I’m<br />
sick with that voice. Now I’m butchering some stories, hacking them into<br />
dusk persimmon calligraphy, flowered owls of smoke, fax machine abraxas.<br />
See how deep they’ll sink. Maybe they’ll send signs back from the depths.<br />
I’m going to slaughter some stories, stare into their entrails hanging from my<br />
hands for a message. Maybe hang them from the rearview mirror like lucky<br />
dice. The stories can be messy if they’re no more than bits of yourself, just<br />
bits of you chopped into the language of the birds, bits of you hacked into<br />
voces mysticae. Then you realize what you really have is potsherds and<br />
nettles.<br />
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The stories are gouging a hole in your face, gouging a hole in that<br />
place the voice comes from. The stories gnaw on my father’s mandolin;<br />
gnaw on my finger’s searching for Fur Elise, searching for the origin of<br />
madrigals, origin of Mardi gras, of nightingales. Now the stories want a<br />
voice of their own, so they’re cooking up a voice, stewing up a voice in the<br />
retort, in the crucible. But what comes out isn’t right. It’s not like other<br />
voices. It’s bathing in tongues. It’s stealing from the dead. It’s playing<br />
bassoon on a dark beach. It’s the homunculus. It’s always looking for what’s<br />
behind the light, maybe for where light comes from. The homunculus voice<br />
attempts to sing but all that comes out is apotropaica, all that comes out is<br />
bits of maenads and Heraclitus, an orchard of blue olives, all that comes out<br />
is the Jack the Ripper small talk, the semper vivum of breath, all that comes<br />
out is the silence of a broken mandolin. They let Prince Albert out the can<br />
and he can really use a smoke.<br />
Now I’m watering the lawn. When I’m done I’ll need to build an ark<br />
or at least a chair for deep sea fishing. Then I can play mandolin while the<br />
trout jump just to see their own smile before flopping into the mirror of the<br />
lake. Beautiful Apotropaica is smiling at me from the terrace above and then<br />
I skip off into the happiness of the dream. That’s one side of the story. The<br />
one damaged in transport, the one the ants like, the one the lunatic ate with<br />
the secret message to the gods, the one that died from cholera, the one lazing<br />
under the black fig tree, the one delivering the shibboleth mystery-gram.<br />
You can open it with the decoder ring you found in the bramble hedge of<br />
lacerating death. Alas it’s just poetry on shards of pottery about the beauty,<br />
the truth of a piece of pottery. This mandolin will tell its story one more time<br />
by god or I’ll never make your eyes roll back into your head to the sloppy<br />
sounds of heaven on earth.<br />
Author bio: Tracy Thomas has lived his entire life in the vastness of the<br />
American West; Colorado, Wyoming, California and finally Arizona,<br />
basically a non-stop Frederic Remington painting. His poems have appeared<br />
in The Southern Review, The Journal and Bombay Gin. Since his plans for<br />
graduate school have fallen through he’s currently searching for a cave in<br />
the Sonoran Desert where he’s hoping to begin experiencing St. Anthonystyle<br />
visions.<br />
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Unshed<br />
By Sheikha A.<br />
I have been swallowing landays,<br />
their echoing screeching refracting<br />
macabre. And then I chewed upon<br />
the black waters of justice;<br />
clandestine writings – as if it wasn’t<br />
enough to drown under excessive<br />
layers of humility, that the written<br />
word needed to suffer the veil –<br />
but the veil is no vice. Nor is it<br />
cumbersome. Poetry has always been<br />
the secrets of a mad mind; psychobabble<br />
clothed in obsequiousness.<br />
But landays do not abash. Once<br />
the word is released, there is no fleeing –<br />
only incarceration. But, there is glory<br />
in the tinkering of society’s empaths –<br />
they defend them landays with quills<br />
made from the same trees that died<br />
suffering their weaponry – unshed<br />
unshelled unconfessed democracy.<br />
Author bio: Sheikha A. is from Pakistan and United Arab Emirates. Her<br />
work appears in over 90 literary venues, both print and online, including<br />
several anthologies by different presses. More about her can be accessed on<br />
her blog sheikha82.wordpress.com<br />
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Temple<br />
By David Mac<br />
this temple warm air<br />
writing amorous words<br />
on the back of<br />
a fish<br />
(swim)<br />
writing on shadows and ghosts<br />
(fade)<br />
who believes in<br />
life is a<br />
UFO<br />
(zoom)<br />
but when will I be<br />
loved?<br />
ask that and know<br />
that you really are<br />
dying<br />
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The Life<br />
By Ann Huang<br />
You had a life<br />
for bringing in the silver lake<br />
of a forgotten way . . .<br />
(Water<br />
light and thinned and white<br />
as the drain of poppy seeds . . .<br />
castles<br />
let alone in saffron banks . . .<br />
sky<br />
translucent as a gay whale . . .<br />
and the urgent moon<br />
splurging silver<br />
under New Zealand, gin-pure, merging into the sea . . . )<br />
And the night is many upside bowls<br />
or its moon a glory of black lures<br />
glued in acute-blue sky<br />
when could you own your life?<br />
Author bio: Ann Huang is a seasoned marketer with more than fifteen years<br />
of experience working with the spoken and written word. As an MFA<br />
recipient in Poetry from the Vermont College of Fine Arts, Huang’s poetry<br />
has appeared online and in print extensively. Her recent poem,<br />
“Night Lullaby,” was a Ruth Stone Poetry Prize finalist. Huang's new poetry<br />
collection, Delicious and Alien, is due out in 2017. Her poems follow the<br />
surrealistic gestures that weave reality into divergent realms of perspectives<br />
and perceptions. Visit AnnHuang.com for more poems and press releases.<br />
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[Then of forest paths diverge<br />
and keepdiverging]<br />
by Aaron Bauer<br />
Then of forest paths diverge and keep diverging.<br />
There is a brief moment in everyone's life when he or she is free from strife.<br />
When<br />
there is not one word apt to describe where<br />
these fragments dig under our skin. What<br />
they burrow themselves into is flesh like sprouts grow out of fields. Why<br />
they were forced to cut in we don't know, nor do we know how.<br />
Think but this is a nothing moment, that<br />
this beauty is a mole on your mother's breast, that<br />
this grizzly death is the one awaiting you, that<br />
this land is only itself when bathed in moonlight.<br />
This man is man, and he is you.<br />
This palpable tension . . .<br />
This zealous lover . . .<br />
Thou art how great . . .<br />
Thou lucky mistresses . . .<br />
Though a good deal warped, we will build our homes with these boards, and<br />
through the floorboards worms will slither, and<br />
through the house, sunlight will glimmer, and<br />
through the walls, wind will eat your skin. It will be time<br />
to admit the air has power over you.<br />
Author bio: Aaron Bauer is a Pushcart-nominated poet and educator living<br />
in Colorado. He received his MFA from the University of Alaska Fairbanks.<br />
His work has appeared in Prism Review, Poemeleon and others. His<br />
chapbook Colloquy of Sparrows was published Blue Lyre Press. His website<br />
is aaronmbauer.wordpress.com.<br />
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Two Poems BY ALAN BRITT<br />
DREAMING THE BRIAR PATCH<br />
Like Seinfeld's Kramer<br />
hugging 42 nd Street subway tiles<br />
in my whitey tidies.<br />
Suddenly, a vireo, of all saints,<br />
whistles from a nearby pine.<br />
As I plummet<br />
onto a bed of copper<br />
needles in my underwear,<br />
I'm reminded<br />
I'm allowed<br />
to miss church<br />
next six months<br />
so long as I read a<br />
healthy helping of Baudelaire.<br />
Ah, once again,<br />
loving the briar patch!<br />
WALKING ACROSS THE ROOM<br />
(For Sabine Pascarelli)<br />
Another poem in quicksand.<br />
But poems have magic<br />
up their sleeves: soaking verbs<br />
in olive oil & boiling nouns<br />
in the pantry of a late 16th century<br />
French cottage below the Italian border.<br />
I'm a mouse in the pantry of that cottage.<br />
I'm the rattle of tins<br />
filled with local basil,<br />
rosemary, thyme, & parsley,<br />
Italian, of course.<br />
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I'm the sickening edges<br />
of a chocolate bar<br />
left on the counter overnight,<br />
& despite premonitions to the contrary<br />
I volunteered for that bivouac,<br />
dangerous,<br />
it seemed to me,<br />
so, I offered a chocolate bar instead.<br />
Good thing,<br />
since I didn't have an edge<br />
to give & soaking wet<br />
from Autumn cornfields.<br />
A detective, who looked a lot like Poe,<br />
in fact, I'm sure it was him lurking<br />
beneath a Charlie Chan fedora,<br />
behind purple azaleas,<br />
as the Queen's procession<br />
of silver horses<br />
decorated with saffron bells, bells,<br />
& bells made from skulls<br />
& crucifixes,<br />
plus red roses<br />
in the side yard,<br />
bleeding, bleeding,<br />
bleeding.<br />
Author bio: In August 2015 Alan Britt was invited by the Ecuadorian House of Culture<br />
Benjamín Carrión in Quito, Ecuador as part of the first cultural exchange of poets<br />
between Ecuador and the United States. During his visit, he participated in venues all<br />
across the country including the international literary conference sponsored by La<br />
hermandad de las palabras 2015 in Babahoyo, Ecuador. In 2013 he served as judge for<br />
the The Bitter Oleander Press Library of Poetry Book Award. His interview at The<br />
Library of Congress for The Poet and the Poem aired on Pacifica Radio, January 2013.<br />
His latest books include Violin Smoke (Translated into Hungarian by Paul Sohar and<br />
published in Romania & Hungary (2015); Lost Among the Hours: 2015; Parabola<br />
Dreams (with Silvia Scheibli): 2013; and Alone with the Terrible Universe: 2011. He<br />
teaches English/Creative Writing at Towson University.<br />
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The Night Sky Reminds Me of a<br />
Chalkboard<br />
By James Babbs<br />
for some reason<br />
the night sky reminds me of the old chalkboards<br />
the teachers used when I was in school<br />
the chalkboards were usually black<br />
and took up most of the wall at the front of the classroom<br />
but I do vaguely recall<br />
seeing some green ones somewhere<br />
anyway<br />
the teachers wrote on the chalkboards<br />
using pieces of chalk of course<br />
and they used big felt erasers<br />
to wipe away what had been written<br />
at the end of the school day<br />
one prized pupil got the honorable job<br />
of cleaning the erasers<br />
which was usually accomplished<br />
by hitting them together<br />
or smacking the erasers against the metal rail<br />
which ran along the bottom of the chalkboard<br />
where the pieces of chalk were kept<br />
and you kept banging the erasers<br />
until no more or most of the dust<br />
stopped emanating from them<br />
and it seems funny to me now<br />
and I wonder how much chalk dust<br />
us youngsters must have breathed into our lungs<br />
in those lost and innocent days<br />
all those years ago<br />
anyway<br />
the night sky reminds me of a chalkboard<br />
dotted with chalk-made stars<br />
and what about the moon<br />
I don’t see the moon<br />
I guess someone must have erased it<br />
before it could be found<br />
Author bio: James Babbs is a writer, a dreamer, a three-time loser and an all-around nice<br />
guy who just wants to be left alone. James is the author of Disturbing The Light (2013)<br />
& The Weight of Invisible Things (2013) and has hundreds of poems and a few short<br />
stories scattered all over the internet.<br />
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The sound of strangers singing<br />
By Paul Grant<br />
Tonight<br />
All of history<br />
Suddenly<br />
Bubbles up beneath me<br />
All the long dead,<br />
Gods<br />
Friends<br />
Lovers<br />
Knock at the long hours<br />
Demand attention<br />
To be more than<br />
Memory<br />
I don't know<br />
What to do with this<br />
It is too big,<br />
Comes on<br />
Too fast<br />
My skin feels rebel<br />
Tingles like a fresh kill,<br />
The blood here is not mine<br />
It flows in new ways<br />
Towards unexplored parts<br />
I pace on the carpet<br />
Try and walk it off<br />
I want to scream<br />
Punch holes<br />
In the walls<br />
Dance like silent amphetamines<br />
But its 3am<br />
And what would the neighbours think<br />
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So I pace some more<br />
And reason<br />
That somewhere<br />
There must be someone else<br />
Pacing the carpet<br />
In the long hours<br />
Thinking its too big<br />
It's all too big,<br />
The heartbeat of an ocean<br />
Sailing upon a small ship.<br />
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!"#$%&#'$$<br />
By Simon Perchik<br />
And this stone turns its back<br />
the way streams even in snow<br />
crush you under the descent<br />
smelling from moonlight<br />
and toward each other<br />
though there's still some rain inside<br />
all night flowing beneath your feet<br />
as gravel and whispers<br />
–with one sharp stone<br />
you open your mouth as if she<br />
is more thirsty than the others<br />
and every path glows with ice<br />
is singing that old love song<br />
carried in your arms<br />
clearing the way to her lips<br />
and one by one each night<br />
heavier, reaches up<br />
for the darkness and go.<br />
Author bio: Simon Perchik is an attorney whose poems have appeared in Partisan<br />
Review, Forge, Poetry, Osiris, The New Yorker and elsewhere. His most recent<br />
collection is Almost Rain, published by River Otter Press (2013). For more<br />
information, including free e-books, his essay titled “Magic, Illusion and Other<br />
Realities” please visit his website at www.simonperchik.com.<br />
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Dark and Stormy<br />
By Katy Lasell<br />
Past the graveyard on my run<br />
I visit mother just for fun<br />
Lie down for I am ill at ease<br />
And fall asleep beneath the trees<br />
Awaken in the cream moonlight creatures all around me tight their eyeless wagging clean<br />
and clacking heavy legs in dirt are dragging drinking chatting noiseless laughing help me<br />
mother why is father here beneath the starry altar serving drinks to all the headless<br />
armless sapped of power something’s wrong the end is near I smell it read the stones are<br />
clear and lichen tossed the scruffy gravel sounds the pounding of the gavel tastes the<br />
flavor of the pomegranate sweet and final earless but the tones are spinal ask me if I’d<br />
like a sip or father if he’d like to sit and take a load off for awhile if they had mouths<br />
they’d surely smile if they had teeth they’d surely chew awake me from this ghost-fed<br />
stew you cannot I am all alone and you are sick suburban home and sixty and you haven’t<br />
asked what it feels like lying in the grass, to know.<br />
Oh Father it was terrible. But the cocktails the ghouls were serving really hit the spot. Is<br />
it time for another Oxycontin now?<br />
Author bio: Katy Lasell is a fiction writer and poet based in New York.<br />
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Kelly 2<br />
By R. Bremner<br />
In the psychedelic sea, Alice Long is still my favorite girlfriend, so I’m<br />
going to wave at 200 South La Brea, where you take me for rides. The<br />
girl with the Joey Ramone tattoo may have pretty little angel eyes, but<br />
she dreams of dark darkness and breaks the news that is so fine to the<br />
“in” crowd who don’t call my name when I’m feeling rubber biscuits.<br />
When will I be your man? When you’re no good and wear swinging<br />
blue jeans and have no action on mocking bird hill. You make me feel<br />
like that’s not the way to Bogart me on my best days in the fraternity of<br />
man. Mission bells rang on tomorrow’s yesterday for the wild Irish roses<br />
who were fanatics waving their freak flag and driving Cadillacs into<br />
Southern culture on the skids. The bullet proof lovers ate some grass<br />
roots and bad seeds which gave them self-defeating blues and Juliette<br />
seizures. The tremor dolls went to crown court to tell the frogman he<br />
ain’t got no home. Vanity found that every night brings a new surprise,<br />
so she decided that she’d better run on moving sidewalks to the<br />
reverberations.<br />
(Bill Kelly is a disc jockey at radio Station WFMU.)<br />
Author bio: R. Bremner has evolved through metrical, Beat, surrealism,<br />
universalism, and metrical again to his current obsession with<br />
absurdism.<br />
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what happens follows logically<br />
by Tara Roder<br />
to be honest it’s the kind of place where moth wings beat fervently against your face.<br />
where you call me sugar and i recoil.<br />
judge judy is deus ex machina, dropping accusations of indolence like they’re going out<br />
of style.<br />
there are synonyms for usually. also wasps’ nests. a strange predilection for 50s<br />
crooners.<br />
this lady said her sister was a female doogie howser but we didn’t really believe<br />
her. (someone somewhere is thinking about my frame, my wrists.)<br />
by the river i contemplate water rats and solemnly summon melanie klein to interpret the<br />
color of cars. then the florist’s nephew arrives with a delivery—a box of hilariously<br />
unintended consequences.<br />
Author bio: Tara Roeder is the author of two chapbooks, Maritime and (all the things<br />
you're not). Her work has appeared in venues including The Bombay Gin, Hobart,<br />
Otoliths, DOGZPLOT, and MonkeyBicycle. She's an Associate Professor of Writing<br />
Studies in New York City.<br />
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Two Poems By George Held<br />
Author bio: George Held keeps a low profile in NYC, though his poems, stories, and<br />
book reviews appear fairly often in print and online.<br />
What Difference?<br />
(After Robert Frost)<br />
Three roads in a wood converged<br />
and I took the one least trod.<br />
Now I wonder, has that<br />
made any fucking difference?<br />
While Waiting<br />
In the plastic customers’ lounge<br />
at my car dealer’s, the TV blares<br />
The Price Is Right while the sporty<br />
woman across from me reads<br />
a book by Donald Trump,<br />
Xmas lights blink “Welcome,”<br />
and refugees wait endlessly for<br />
permission to enter the promised land.<br />
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TWO POEMS by R. Riekki<br />
Author bio: Riekki has been a finalist for several screenplay competitions; an<br />
abbreviated list includes the Beverly Hills Screenplay Contest, Crimson Screen Horror<br />
Film Fest, Fantasmagorical Film Festival, The International Horror Hotel Film Festival,<br />
Marquee Lights Competition, Terror Film Festival, Cannes Screenplay Contest, and<br />
many more.<br />
The Pledge of Allegiant<br />
(Starring Shailene Woodley)<br />
I Pledge Allegiance to my rag and the Banana Republic for<br />
which we stand, one inflation, divisible, with Liberty University<br />
and Justice: Tween Clothing & Fashion for Girls for all.<br />
At a signal from the Dictator, the cleaners, in odored rank, hands<br />
on mops, deface the floor. Another signal is given: every cleaner<br />
gives the rag a paramilitary salute of right arm straightened and<br />
inclined upwards with the hand open and palm down. Standing<br />
thus, all repeat together, auf Deutsch, slowly, Trumpily, “I<br />
Pledge allegiance to my rag and the Banana Republic for which<br />
we stand, one inflation, divisible, with Liberty University and<br />
Justice: Tween Clothing & Fashion for Girls for all.” At the<br />
words “to my rag,” the right hand goes to the floor, gracefully,<br />
palm palming Palmolive with the rag and remains in this gesture<br />
‘till the end of suffrage, whereupon all hands with Allstate<br />
immediately drop to their suicide.<br />
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I Look White Even Though I’m Not White But You Will<br />
Make Me White But I’m Not 100% White Because No One<br />
is 100% White Around Here But We Pretend That the<br />
Quarters in Us that are Indigenous Can Be Turned into<br />
Dollars for Silence<br />
ears<br />
going blind<br />
head like wax<br />
kid in class saying, “if you only knew what science has done to me”<br />
the mercy of ravens<br />
I’ve been colonized so deeply that I can feel it in my colon<br />
once upon a midnight false binary<br />
I overheard the conversation where the woman was saying “the liberals made Trump by<br />
not including poor whites, as if they’re bathed in white privilege and not bathed in<br />
suffocation”<br />
the hymns of shadows<br />
the hers in shadows<br />
the stagnant stag<br />
I striped to get my way through the striped collage where I found out that college meant<br />
nothing<br />
but stripping me of any chance to be free of debt<br />
the uber-Christian girl tells me she will always love Jesus more than me<br />
the rent is eating my bones<br />
the landlord knows he is Lord, knows he is Land (Land = Lord, Lord = Land)<br />
the landlord knows he is Lord, knows he is Land (people - money, people - freedom)<br />
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the rent is eating my bones<br />
the Christian pastor tells me I am a little boy<br />
I stopped to bleed and ended up in the blood jobs with my blood wages and I’ve gotten<br />
home several times to find blood on my clothes (non-fiction)<br />
Nancy is pregnant—we call her preg-nancy—she says she can’t keep it—she says she<br />
can’t lose it.<br />
the hours of violence<br />
the hims of violence<br />
I underheard any conversations where in the end everything you ever owned would be<br />
sold for the medical bills, bulls, kills<br />
once upon a midday dreary we realized we were eating our lunch in our cubicles because<br />
they were firing anyone who tried to breathe<br />
I’ve been colonized so deeply that I can’t even type a ; without feeling sick to my guts<br />
the mercy of ravens<br />
kid in class saying “they would have killed us a hundred years ago”<br />
heart like an ax<br />
going deaf<br />
eyes<br />
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TWO COLLAGES By BOB HEMAN<br />
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Little Desert Flower<br />
By Michael Lee Johnson<br />
Out of this poem<br />
grows a little desert flower.<br />
it is blue sorrow<br />
it waits for your return.<br />
You escape so you must from me<br />
refuge, folded, wrapped in cool spring rain leavesavoiding<br />
July, August heat.<br />
South wind hell-fire burns memories within you,<br />
branded I tattoo you, leave my mark,<br />
in rose barren fields fueled with burned and desert stubble.<br />
Yet I wait here, a loyal believer throat raw in thirst.<br />
I wrest thunder gods gathering ritual-prayer rain.<br />
It is lonely here grit, tears rub my eyes without relief.<br />
Yet I catch myself loafing away in the wind waiting fate<br />
to whisper those tiny messages<br />
writer of this storm welded wings,<br />
I go unnoticed but the burned eyes of red-tailed hawk<br />
pinch of hope, sheltered by the doves.<br />
I tip a toast to quench your thirst,<br />
one shot of Tequila my little, purple, desert flower.<br />
Author bio: Michael Lee Johnson lived ten years in Canada during the<br />
Vietnam era. He is a Canadian and USA citizen. Today he is a poet, editor,<br />
publisher, freelance writer, amateur photographer, small business owner in<br />
Itasca, Illinois. He has been published in more than 915 small press<br />
magazines in 27 countries, and he edits 10 poetry sites. His website is:<br />
http://poetryman.mysite.com/. Michael is the author of The Lost<br />
American: From Exile to Freedom, several chapbooks of poetry,<br />
including From Which Place the Morning Rises and Challenge of Night and<br />
Day, and Chicago Poems. He also has over 101 poetry videos on YouTube<br />
as of 2015: https://www.youtube.com/user/poetrymanusa/videos . Michael<br />
Lee Johnson was nominated for 2 Pushcart Prize awards for poetry 2015 &<br />
Best of the Net 2016. He is also the editor/publisher of anthology,<br />
Moonlight Dreamers of Yellow.<br />
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Went Over To Poe’s Place<br />
By Frank Grigonis<br />
He was tipping one back<br />
as usual, one of his tooyoung<br />
cousins, I mean. So<br />
in the moment he didn’t<br />
hear me ask if he wanted a<br />
beer. Then this singular<br />
squeak assailed my ears,<br />
which turned out to be a<br />
skinny black cat pushing<br />
open the chamber door.<br />
“Can’t you see that I am<br />
presently engaged?”<br />
implored Poe, his eyes<br />
rolling into the black<br />
caverns of tragical affection.<br />
But by now the black cat<br />
was rubbing his knobby<br />
spine against my shivering<br />
shin, so I didn’t say a<br />
thing but instead watched<br />
with horror as Poe’s<br />
cousin transformed into a<br />
250 pound Wal-Mart<br />
shopper fairly covered<br />
with raven tattoos. “What<br />
can it mean!?” I screamed<br />
to Edvard Munch who was<br />
busy painting something on<br />
the sanguine’s shopper’s<br />
ever-widening thigh. “Never<br />
mind that!” shrieked the cat<br />
with eyes wide like empty<br />
saucers, “Just get me to a<br />
shelter before he kills me<br />
with one of those sordid<br />
stories!”<br />
Author bio: Frank Grigonis writes poetry and fiction. He likes Rimbaud and cats,<br />
not in that order. He can be reached at fehu9@netzero.net.<br />
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Americon!<br />
By John Pursch<br />
She lives in triplicate, necessitated by inculcated confessorial profession of fratricide,<br />
flint lock philanthropy, and hyperbolic wherewithal, backed by sullied fracas paramours<br />
in silly focus ferry flares. Sapped guys capsize clear-cut blueblood chorus lines in<br />
limping lineage of post-Gallic searchlight comeuppance. Interrupted suppository rooks<br />
name culled cockadoodle yank-off bleep-cheeky felt-up haddock after goopy clock-drip<br />
bra lines. Oodles of concupiscent candy keep it up, up, and a sway bar, seeping sandy<br />
band saw, suppurating myopian referees from scanty panty parity to soaking sigh in<br />
vanity, a dove, a fluted pane.<br />
“My queen, my dome, my pineal Glock, my hock in spiel in spigot Gott in bitter pull of<br />
jerky water travesty above imputed claims! In surgery, my purging blahs, clods spat their<br />
big fat ugly putrescent fateful eyes on fleas of measly old identity on precious little<br />
specious me!” our Lady of Liposuction slobbers incontinent, buttocks in sawmill<br />
hammock from Static Sighland to the Jerky Spore to Madhatter, Lung Island, Scuppered<br />
Your Nuke, Conned Ectoplasmic Electorate, soaking handball planetoid to bugged<br />
elusive shame.<br />
“Americon! Americon! Cod fished out of Noflounderland and Nan Stuckitinher Sound<br />
till the geriatric cherubim canoe wobble wiggle wigwam wax within that wirehair<br />
wigging way-way Willhe Wonkher with a winking one-eyed Tyrannosaurus Regulated<br />
Sextant scorecard seminarian?” she conch ludes, awning ankh and honoring some<br />
beautifully titular honey-haired honky slunk café denizen.<br />
Only her chair or dresser drawers on floorboard footman foppish watch fob figurine of<br />
fulminating foxtrot folksy flip-phone clones are sure for surety forlorn forgone forsooth<br />
forelocks foreknowledge fornicating for nothing in the shaven haven of our disheveled<br />
craving yardarm.<br />
Now she has resettled on ball-peen paltry pantry starch in commodious promissory<br />
quotes, remonstrated penetration, dung a dimpled sum of addenda, pudenda, appendages,<br />
crapped intensity, influenza, humped tea clumpy flimsy flocked flop pharmaceutical<br />
philately, smooches swollen to dimly dozen dozer doubt, depilatory doughboy snowball<br />
numb nuts bumblebees, brand-news futile ipso noumena.<br />
Author bio: John Pursch lives in Tucson, Arizona. Twice nominated for Best of the Net,<br />
his work has appeared in many literary journals. A collection of his poetry, Intunesia, is<br />
available in paperback at http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/whiteskybooks. His pi-related<br />
experimental lit-rap video is at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l33aUs7obVc. He’s<br />
@johnpursch on Twitter and john.pursch on Facebook.<br />
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THE DAY DAVID BOWIE DIED<br />
By Kurt Kline<br />
Gone long gone<br />
in the tall corn like a smart rooster<br />
a visitor out of time & that’s<br />
the name of that tune. Nobody’s<br />
gonna make a deal up on Hippy Hill<br />
this afternoon & the whirlwind heaves<br />
a heavy sigh as reaching into its bag of tricks<br />
pulls out a mask of a mask<br />
forming SUPERCALIFRAGILISTIC<br />
combing through yr hair<br />
o haven’t we played this rubber before?<br />
I saw them all assembling there<br />
m o l e c u l a r p l a s t i c i t y<br />
forming contiguous pocket of gravity<br />
this feverish pituitary gland<br />
optic nerve of the imagination<br />
at 12:34 AM Friday the day<br />
the oscilloscope started to writhe<br />
wasn‘t ALL THAT EXPIALIDOCIOUS<br />
on a Saturday night. Moonage daydream<br />
in a parking lot. When you agreed<br />
Christmas could’ve fallen within<br />
any 24 hour period no calling<br />
at %:00 AM which used to be<br />
the valor we shared: “LOOK OUT<br />
YOU ROCK’N’ROLLERS!”<br />
I guess this is a different California<br />
from the one in which Zorro flourished<br />
lazy midsummer night fanning butterfly wings<br />
to cool the smoke of moonrattles<br />
intrinsic luminosity in the time it takes to blink<br />
12:58 EVEN accounting<br />
daylight saving’s time<br />
international dateline<br />
It’s still Christmas<br />
WHERE YOU Are ISN’T’T?<br />
1::00 AM now I guess the past never<br />
happened.,.. & there’ll never be<br />
Another midsummer night’s dream<br />
Anyway anymore than can be believed!<br />
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Because i NEVER WRITE FROM MEMORY<br />
But only FROM ACTUALITY<br />
The world of hearing<br />
sounds in one’s mind<br />
1:34 A.M. & I love you<br />
but you are the furthest thing from<br />
going out of my mind. There are spots<br />
before my eyes Time ghosts<br />
mixed with heavier liqueur—<br />
grillage of flame up down directionless<br />
a future you’d rather not forget<br />
drops you somewhere on the side<br />
of the motorway No need for long<br />
farewells. Meet you by the turnstyle<br />
Jean Genie never say goodbye.<br />
You’ll be coming back<br />
in a little while—<br />
or that’s not a meteorite I see tonight<br />
zigzagging stardust across the sky.<br />
Author bio: Kurt Cline is Associate Professor of English and World Comparative<br />
Literature, National Taipei University of Technology. His full-length book of poetry,<br />
Voyage to the Sun, was published by Boston Poet Press in 2008. Five 2 One Magazine<br />
named him National Poetry Month Poet of the day, April 26, 2016. Poems and stories<br />
have appeared in BlazeVOX; Danse Macabre; Mission at 10th; Wilderness House<br />
Literary Review; HuesoLoco; Apocrypha and Abstractions; Black Scat; and Clockwise<br />
Cat. Scholarly articles have appeared in Glimpse; Anthropology of Consciousness;<br />
Concentric; Beatdom Literary Journal; and Comparative Civilizations and Cultures. Cline<br />
is also a performance artist, theatrical magician and singer-songwriter. His album Alien<br />
Shoe was produced by 12 Studio in 2013.<br />
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Two Poems<br />
By Patrick Hurley<br />
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Author bio: Patrick Hurley wasted several years in grad school … now he’s a bartender.<br />
He once wrote a book on Thomas Pynchon. For one year, he tricked a local paper into<br />
reimbursing him for drinks by writing a cocktail column for them. Mostly he reads and<br />
writes and tries to figure out how to survive without working a stupid job.<br />
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Two Poems<br />
By Marie C Lecrivain<br />
Author bio: Marie C Lecrivain is the executive editor/publisher of poeticdiversity: the<br />
litzine of Los Angeles, a photographer, and a writer-in-residence at her apartment. Her<br />
prose and poetry have appeared in a number of journals and anthologies, including:<br />
Edgar Allen Poetry Journal, The Los Angeles Review, Nonbinary Review, The Poetry<br />
Salzburg Review, Red Fez, Spillway, Orbis, A New Ulster, and others. She's the author of<br />
several volumes of poetry and fiction, including Philemon's Gambit (© 2016<br />
International Word Bank Press), which is available on Amazon.com.<br />
Nigredo 2017-2020<br />
Go, into the shadow. We’re all headed<br />
down the dark path now, with eyes wide open<br />
and hands emptied of promise. The dreaded<br />
monsters may - or may not - deem to drop in<br />
on your dreams, the last glimmers of a time<br />
when all was possible, and arrogance<br />
wore a sneering smile. In the black grime<br />
is where we will claim the inheritance<br />
of our true selves, through battle and harsh<br />
truths we must embrace, along with the fact<br />
that each of us is mired in the marsh<br />
of shame for eschewing our kin. To act<br />
otherwise brings about insanity.<br />
Use this time to unite humanity.<br />
To the Women of America<br />
I.<br />
I would love to say<br />
when the smoke has cleared<br />
and the tears have washed<br />
the ashes from my eyes<br />
that it will be okay.<br />
We can begin again<br />
and the reward is worth<br />
the commitment to the long game.<br />
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But I have to look at the corpse<br />
of my ego, dashed upon the rocks<br />
of what is now life as we know it.<br />
I have to ask, “Where the fuck was I<br />
and why didn't I listen<br />
to the voice in the silence<br />
that whispered the warning,<br />
‘Change is the landlord<br />
of this corner you occupy<br />
in the universe.<br />
Payment is due -<br />
and you’re arrears’.”<br />
Where do I go<br />
when I have nothing left<br />
when my hopes and dreams<br />
were undercut by my hubris?<br />
And who the fuck<br />
am I now?<br />
!!.<br />
This morning, I spoke to a young woman<br />
who’s first words were. “I feel sad…”<br />
And with a response caught<br />
in my throat, and with management<br />
listening in for quality assurance<br />
I laughed and said<br />
“I put on my big girl pants,<br />
so I know how you feel, “<br />
and turned the conversation<br />
to other matters, knowing now,<br />
for the first time ever<br />
I have an inkling of how she feels;<br />
a muslim woman,<br />
and<br />
a gnostic woman,<br />
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two second class citizens<br />
not part of the inner circle.<br />
But I can’t let her know that<br />
as I’m on the clock<br />
and I’ve got to keep going.<br />
III<br />
Every woman I talk to<br />
has the same tense tone<br />
engendered by vocal cords<br />
paralysed by that atavistic fear<br />
of knowing that something<br />
or someone is after you,<br />
that someone might grab you<br />
and give you a beatdown<br />
like a cow getting poleaxed<br />
before the slaughter.<br />
And none of us will commit;<br />
to congregate is unseemly,<br />
to mention empowerment<br />
a crime. My despair grows<br />
by the hour, as words I used<br />
to take pride in are now<br />
crushed in the silence.<br />
By 3 pm I wish - O..<br />
I wish, for a brief second,<br />
I’d been born a man.<br />
IV<br />
What does it mean<br />
to be a woman in America?<br />
What has it ever meant<br />
to try to be equal<br />
In the land of opportunity<br />
and greed, oppression<br />
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and pain, distraction<br />
and commerce?<br />
What does it mean<br />
to be a young girl<br />
watching a sea of red hats<br />
on television, while her<br />
mother cries for her future?<br />
What does it mean<br />
to be a woman<br />
who knows nothing<br />
except to be defined<br />
by her ties to a man,<br />
and who is afraid of women<br />
who don’t willingly wear<br />
the shackles she’s embraced?<br />
What does it mean<br />
for the helpers, and the doers,<br />
the CEOS and CNAs?<br />
What will we do<br />
now that a long shadow<br />
has been cast over our light?<br />
V.<br />
I wish I could say<br />
everything will be okay,<br />
but I don’t have a line<br />
on the future.<br />
I no longer believe<br />
in tomorrow…<br />
at least,<br />
not yet.<br />
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King of Batons<br />
By Adam Scharf<br />
Fireworks are office buildings exploding before male clerk gets to first desk.<br />
Burning alive, save the Picasso over the child.<br />
You are an animal playing a role.<br />
You don’t know when the ending is, or how cold you are,<br />
who gave the first horse to man.<br />
They have removed seats from airplanes, replaced them with department stores.<br />
We shop while complaining about children who cry,<br />
relieved because it's easier having sex in fitting rooms.<br />
Who tamed the first horse?<br />
Sold the first ticket.<br />
Piled everyone into theme parks convincing us we prefer to be entertained by mice.<br />
Pilgrims arrived from foreign countries, even from Greece where there have always been<br />
ugly gods.<br />
Towers crashed by planes, tragedy on commemorative plates, we know how to make a<br />
fortune.<br />
Before she opened the box Pandora was created to punish man, men were happy before<br />
women.<br />
America was happy before Bikini Atoll, before Eve ate a fucking apple.<br />
The ending is when she no longer needs to be kissed on the cheek,<br />
when the doctor steals your organs out right, when you aren't given a receipt.<br />
Women end up being what saves us.<br />
Eve is a hero who justified America for you to sleep at night.<br />
I can hardly wait to watch children grow up and get divorced and watch game shows,<br />
to delegate killing so they can eat a hamburger, to wear clothes made by poor people.<br />
Being sick is profitable because someone needs a yacht from Grandpa’s disease, this rain.<br />
All this rain.<br />
The flood that is happening we only buy bigger boats.<br />
No one swimming downward searching for a drain.<br />
Most drown, float on debris, the lifeboats are taken. Hard to build in all this water.<br />
We hear you from the crow's nest yelling, “Drowning people are lazy!”<br />
Aren’t they? Swimming to your boat as we speak, calling for shipwreck.<br />
You are expecting us to tear holes at the bottom, only we’ve set fire at the top. Trickles<br />
down.<br />
This flood is what saves you from burning, makes you a swimmer, come up for air.<br />
You save the Picasso as a flotation device, I call you lazy.<br />
You yell for drain to be pulled, an orchestra playing in rain. We’d rather drown.<br />
Author bio: Adam Scharf was born and raised in utica NY. He now lives in orlando<br />
Florida as a writer and professional improviser. He's at work on his first novel.<br />
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Tripsis By Timothy Adams<br />
Fire lame like tirerubber that yearns for the moon to fall and the darkness of the night to<br />
cover with cotton warmth the empty street patterns – pristine diodes that breath are<br />
behind the bricks, and sculptures turn on circles beside them as he appeared<br />
-<br />
i collect wicks,<br />
moments of wicking my hair<br />
with sticky lemon balms,<br />
‘mildew’ and ‘Methuselah’,<br />
confused ancient writings,<br />
like Cicero ingesting magic mushrooms and watching the surf off of Thessaloniki,<br />
or early recorded masonic rites, these thousand-year ceremonies on a fuzzy metal plate,<br />
spinning and spinning in my closet –<br />
like the old tire marks on my walls,<br />
and beer cans stuck to the ceilings,<br />
every year of u.s. army playing cards in crooked stacks,<br />
existential philosophy books partially burned in a haphazard lawn fire<br />
–<br />
crazed madcap, a diamond in the rough rust ring ringing, wrung and scraped tongue<br />
rashly raw against muscly asphalt, the sanguine carpet of flesh looked a ghostly shell of<br />
itself, so rouge and pastel-vibrant but no whole<br />
with simultaneous scripts reading out themselves, out the scenes beams ballet-dance,<br />
conquerer of limb, he ballet-flexes his way through the structures, until the wind soaks<br />
his hair, and the waves go to cloud-dust<br />
Author bio: Timothy is a playwright, poet & performer living and working in New<br />
Orleans. He is interested in what can be gleamed from many different objects their<br />
patterns - patterns but also discord and chaos and how all those concepts intersect. He<br />
wonders sometimes if flying is pleasant birds and other winged creatures or is it<br />
considered a chore? Investigations of this and other varieties can be found on<br />
Nationtimesyndrome.com.<br />
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Heart Architecture<br />
By Jordan A. Y. Smith<br />
this is heart architecture<br />
lines suggesting gestures<br />
of dyspeptic jesters<br />
[Chorus of heartitects]<br />
this is heart architecture<br />
<br />
heart architecture<br />
<br />
heart architecture<br />
<br />
defective perfection<br />
<br />
[shinz" no k"ji = heart construction]<br />
[bimb" no M"shi = impov’rished Mencius]<br />
[jink" no r"shi = artificial old priest]<br />
[minp" no d"ki = civil code palpitation]<br />
[verse of conception through dance commands]<br />
since the moment conceived<br />
I was raised to believe<br />
that peace meant keeping nothing<br />
up your sleeve but the breeze<br />
indebted to the ease with which<br />
I waltz through the world<br />
pausing between dips<br />
and serendipitous twirls<br />
Entered the world Eurocentric<br />
cause what else could I be?<br />
blind to some destiny<br />
of ph.d. degree<br />
but by the Mirror Stage<br />
a new me had spawned<br />
without me cracking any covers<br />
of Ponty or Lacan<br />
like a bomb, I rocked on<br />
just as calm as the king<br />
don’t give a damn if Fanon<br />
bangs Manon of the Spring<br />
so I’m not going to walk<br />
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down the streets and preach<br />
about migrants like a<br />
national security breach<br />
about priests or police<br />
as the scapegoat sorority<br />
about the ceding of hegemony<br />
to citizen minorities<br />
more to me than meets the eye<br />
I’m robots in the sky<br />
and when Run says “dance”<br />
I. do. not. die.<br />
[Chorus of heartitects]<br />
this is heart architecture<br />
<br />
heart architecture<br />
<br />
heart architecture<br />
<br />
defective perfection<br />
<br />
[shinz" no k"ji = heart construction]<br />
[bimb" no M"shi = impov’rished Mencius]<br />
[jink" no r"shi = artificial old priest]<br />
[minp" no d"ki = civil code palpitation]<br />
[verse of ignorance through hellfire]<br />
with astounding powers of ignorance<br />
stay blind to the metaphysics<br />
exquisite exchanges<br />
amorous little visits<br />
is it a need for apology<br />
that keeps me in line at this clinic?<br />
or craftsman finish in the<br />
Foucauldian molding of limits?<br />
(anyway) I crave these little runarounds,<br />
keep a notebook on hand<br />
so while you’re wasting my life<br />
I stay in tune with the plan<br />
What plan??<br />
the plan man follows best in the sun<br />
to divest us of the impetus<br />
for the vest and the gun<br />
soon as vespers is done<br />
then the matins begins with<br />
that fat I spat in Latin<br />
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lapsed back into English<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
but I mean that’s just my opinion<br />
a handful of dust<br />
with fairy godfather blessings<br />
shavings of rust<br />
been saving this crush<br />
for just such a flood<br />
gate eruption gush suction<br />
out corruption via the bucking<br />
buckaroo booyeah<br />
kama sutra hoopla<br />
holy trinity whistling<br />
some trippy zippity doodah<br />
alluded to caskets<br />
baskets full of fire<br />
and pitchforks<br />
for my cherubic little choir<br />
[Chorus of heartitects]<br />
this is heart architecture<br />
<br />
heart architecture<br />
<br />
heart architecture<br />
<br />
defective perfection<br />
<br />
[shinz" no k"ji = heart construction]<br />
[bimb" no M"shi = impov’rished Mencius]<br />
[jink" no r"shi = artificial old priest]<br />
[minp" no d"ki = civil code palpitation]<br />
[verse of corpus through cosmos]<br />
body hermeneutics:<br />
verbs curve, eyes fail<br />
but fingers trace trails<br />
across corporeal braille<br />
not sorry, your grail<br />
so holy I’m guacamole<br />
your hips can play ships<br />
I’m a boy with toys only<br />
no land lubbers, rubbers<br />
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of the rabbit foot charms<br />
a feminine so enveloping<br />
I have to put arms<br />
round your skeleton dressing<br />
it’s a labor of love<br />
for the Gods up above<br />
when the push is for shove<br />
governor, ditchdigger,<br />
thinker, teacher between<br />
lady earth spinning and<br />
we’re keeping her green<br />
with an octave coupler<br />
favelas on Babylon<br />
beach blanket bingo<br />
a la Funicello and Avalon<br />
Gravitron, smashed<br />
great excuse to get close<br />
On a subatomic comet<br />
overdosing with hope<br />
[Chorus of Heartitects]<br />
this is heart architecture<br />
<br />
heart architecture<br />
<br />
heart architecture<br />
<br />
defective perfection<br />
<br />
[shinz" no k"ji = heart construction]<br />
[bimb" no M"shi = impov’rished Mencius]<br />
[jink" no r"shi = artificial old priest]<br />
[minp" no d"ki = civil code palpitation]<br />
With the Credits:<br />
Why should I let these people into my heart,<br />
And take ‘em around for a tour?<br />
So they can sit around sipping their syrupy gossip<br />
And bitch about the décor?<br />
Sure!<br />
Author bio: Jordan A. Y. Smith is a poet/translator/professor resident in Tokyo. His<br />
poetic works have been published in Tokyo Poetry Journal, Genre, Random Agenda, and<br />
elsewhere, and his translations of Japanese poetry have appeared in Poetry Review,<br />
Connotations Press, Poetry Kanto, Tokyo Poetry Journal, etc., and in anthologies<br />
published by New Directions and Josai University Press.<br />
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A Prayer in Jocularities<br />
by A.S. Coomer<br />
Hiccup, tick tock, lip locked, zipper’s stuck.<br />
Best get the matches, the fuse’s busted.<br />
Quick fix, get blitzed, common sense.<br />
Ain’t a candle left in this rattrap sloth track.<br />
Turned milk, guilt trip, auto-drip, medicinal spit cherry pits.<br />
Flashlight’s cracked, batteries corroded decades ago.<br />
Dust mounds, loud mouths, storm clouds.<br />
It ain’t been this dark in years.<br />
Foregone, bygone, rust-dusted, trash-crusted forgotten lawn,<br />
without the slightest sight of an end to the goddamn dawn.<br />
Fuck it, kick the bucket, lose the locket, quit the sprocket,<br />
let’s go on to bed.<br />
Author bio: A.S. Coomer is a native Kentuckian serving out a<br />
purgatorial existence somewhere in the Midwest. His work has<br />
appeared in over thirty publications. He’s got a handful of novels<br />
that need good homes. You can find him at<br />
www.ascoomer.wordpress.com. He also runs a “record label” for<br />
poetry: www.lostlonggoneforgottenrecords.wordpress.com.<br />
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Cheshire<br />
By Zara Hanif<br />
I would like a boyfriend<br />
I’m not sure where you find one<br />
Can I go to a superstore? You know, the ones<br />
Where you can get cheap clothes and everyday groceries<br />
I’ll go up to the customer service clerk and ask<br />
“I’d like a boyfriend please; can you tell me which aisle?”<br />
The clerk will wrinkle her tiny nose and say<br />
“You need to be more specific.”<br />
I will purse my lips and tap my cheek<br />
Let me think, what kind, it’s so hard<br />
Like picking the right ice cream<br />
Too many good flavors<br />
I’ll say, “Well,<br />
I’d like someone who is proficiently sane,<br />
You see, I found most of my marbles, I swear, I’m just<br />
Missing maybe three, four, sixteen,” I’ll smile at my joke, and<br />
Her eyes will narrow with impatience, while she gestures for me to hurry.<br />
“Basically, he needs to carry the sanity of our relationship.”<br />
She’ll stare at me for a bit, then say<br />
“You need to be specific, like what will he look like?”<br />
Looks, ah yes, society sanctioned, superficial judging and degradation<br />
I’d like Jeff Goldblum, Daniel Radcliff, and Alan Rickman all chopped up,<br />
And served to me in a frappe with a cherry on top, but I can’t say that ‘cause<br />
I have no idea what that would look like, and I don’t want my decision based on<br />
looks<br />
So I say<br />
“A tall/short, thin/fat, male, oh but if it turns out to be a girl,<br />
And if I’ve already fallen in love, I’ll probably keep her. Oh and fill-<br />
-In-the-blank race, and bright/dark eyes, oh he must, has got to be,<br />
Semi attractive.”<br />
She’ll stare again, and frown,<br />
“I need something to go on here.”<br />
I’ll smile wide, my best Cheshire cat imitation (my stripes are on the inside),<br />
“The thing that is of the upmost importance is most certainly,<br />
His personality.”<br />
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“Which is?” She’ll sound impatient, but I’ll<br />
Know that she is really enjoying my eccentricity<br />
“He needs half of my mine, you see, he cannot be<br />
Too much like me, if I had too much of me I’d kill myself<br />
But he can’t be too different, I’d lose interest immediately.<br />
He needs the good half, the part of me I love, and I will<br />
Have the parts of him he loves, so that together we are,<br />
Something never lonely, but instead content.”<br />
For the first the time in our conversation<br />
The clerk has warm, Mediterranean blue eyes<br />
She begins pressing buttons, and the register gets<br />
Smokey, I hear static, and see electrical sparks flash and surge<br />
Finally, though, the receipt shoots high into the air, and flutters<br />
Into my hands, and the magical wisdom of the universe reads<br />
“There’s an animal shelter down the road, so go get a cat. Get two.”<br />
I tip my imaginary hat<br />
To the shocked clerk trying to fix<br />
The unraveling machine, as I stroll out<br />
Deciding to name them ‘Cheshire’ and ‘Jeff Goldblum.’<br />
Author bio: Zara Hanif is an Engish/Creative Writing major at Rhode Island College.<br />
She has been published in her College's lit mag Shoreline this year as well. She is<br />
currently dating a short/tall, thin/fat male, with dark/light skin, and is very content.<br />
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The Ghost of Plato By Greg Wallace<br />
Artist bio: Gregory Autry Wallace is a poet, painter and collagist living in San Francisco. He<br />
studied English, World and Comparative Literature, and Creative Writing at San Francisco State<br />
University. His poetry and collages have appeared in Athena Incognito, Black Scat Review,<br />
BlazeVox, Danse Macabre,Clockwise Cat and Five 2 One. His paintings, collages and<br />
assemblages have appeared in juried art shows.<br />
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The Party<br />
By Thom Young<br />
the party<br />
started with guns in their<br />
mouths<br />
and a nice baby's breath<br />
arrangement<br />
that seemed to play off her<br />
dress<br />
the vows said<br />
heard by those with knives<br />
in their eyes and a one way<br />
ticket<br />
when the part came to kiss<br />
the bride<br />
the Mothership<br />
arrived with a light<br />
they'd never known or seen<br />
there's no love in Roswell<br />
there's no love<br />
in her eyes anymore.<br />
Author bio: Thom Young is a writer from Texas. His last poetry<br />
collection A Little Black Dress Called Madness hit #1 Poetry in<br />
Germany. He is a 2017 Pushcart Prize nominee and his work<br />
appears in over a hundred literary journals.<br />
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Two POEMS<br />
By Marcia Arrieta<br />
hardly<br />
it was the day she decided to sleep in (9 am ) & crashed into the dictionary<br />
instead<br />
where other people’s lives became fractions she needed to assemble into a<br />
whole<br />
but the rain came & the boxes almost emptied needed to be broken down<br />
while others still needed to be filled<br />
arc light synchronicity<br />
hat pins & fishing poles a pink star insulate isolate the book has gotten lost<br />
dreams<br />
of houses with many rooms shape shift eagles bears we board the train outer<br />
hebrides inner stoic salvage renovation revelation the angel’s wings the<br />
bullet holes on main street we seek shelter<br />
Author bio: Marcia Arrieta work appears in Fourteen<br />
Hills, Of/with, Wicked Alice, Moss Trill, Eratio, Posit, Catch & Release,<br />
Melusine, Web Conjunctions, and Great Weather for Media, among<br />
others. The author of two poetry books: archipelago<br />
counterpoint (BlazeVOX 2015) and triskelion, tiger moth, tangram,<br />
thyme (Otoliths 2011), she edits and publishes Indefinite Space, a poetry/art<br />
journal.<br />
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jesus love me<br />
by Jenean Gilstrap<br />
wednesday’s child<br />
is full of woe<br />
or so it’s said<br />
‘n that’s been<br />
my cross to bear<br />
but sometimes it seem<br />
like i got me a twin<br />
jesus loves me<br />
you know them twins<br />
the ones what live inside<br />
the you of you<br />
‘n this’un live<br />
deep down inside<br />
the me of me<br />
like she even wear my own skin<br />
this i know<br />
‘n she do all them<br />
terrible thangs<br />
goin’ to them bars<br />
for a dance ‘n a drink<br />
then i git the blame<br />
‘n that’s a downright dirty shame<br />
cause i ain’t neva’ even had no sloe gin<br />
for the bible<br />
‘n she go outside ‘n play<br />
in the back seat’a them cadillacs<br />
but she ain’t doin’ nothin’<br />
them men ain’t doin’<br />
havin’ a little fun<br />
lookin’ for love<br />
in all them wrong places<br />
tells me so<br />
sometime i can’t even tell<br />
where she begin ‘n i end<br />
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or i end ‘n she begin<br />
this twin’a mine<br />
but come daylight<br />
it come to be crystal clear<br />
i be her and she be me<br />
little ones to him belong<br />
now i’ll tell you ‘bout me<br />
i been scooped up<br />
throwed down<br />
rolled over<br />
‘n started all over agin<br />
can’t keep up for keepin’ down<br />
in the devil’s den<br />
they are weak<br />
so i’m tryin’ to rid myself<br />
of all them sins ‘n my evil twin<br />
‘n i went on down<br />
to the first baptist church<br />
holy bible in my hand<br />
but they told me go<br />
‘n be born agin<br />
but he is strong<br />
now i didn’t wanna be borned<br />
another single time<br />
cause they ain’t no tellin’<br />
what i might find<br />
deep down inside<br />
the me of me this time<br />
why they might be two more twins<br />
yes jesus loves me<br />
so i set myself down<br />
‘n had a little talk<br />
just me ‘n my evil twin<br />
‘n it seem that ole<br />
path of the straight ‘n narrow<br />
just ain’t our cuppa tea<br />
so we gonna’ party till i don’t know when<br />
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yes jesus loves me<br />
gonna go on down to the corner bar<br />
have a little drink ‘n a dance or two<br />
then a little backseat romance<br />
‘n when i git done<br />
jest like always<br />
jesus’ll be right there<br />
cause he love us<br />
no matter what we done<br />
or where we done been<br />
the bible tells me so<br />
jesus?<br />
jesus?<br />
jesus! jesus!<br />
where you at?<br />
just come on back<br />
‘n i’ll be born agin<br />
jesus jesus<br />
you know what i done<br />
‘n you know where i done been<br />
don’t leave me now<br />
in this devil’s den<br />
jesus?<br />
jesus!<br />
where you at?<br />
Author bio: Jenean Gilstrap is the author of two books of poetry, Gypsy Woman Words<br />
[2014] and Words Unspoken [2013], and is a featured poet/artist at Yareah Magazine and<br />
at Plum Tree Books. Her poetry has been widely published in numerous literary journals<br />
and she has been invited to read her work at several international poetry festivals. A<br />
number of her poems have been narrated, as well as lyrically arranged and recorded by<br />
the accomplished Aindre’ Reece-Sheerin, vocalist/musician. She resides in Shreveport,<br />
Louisiana, but divides her time between there and the East coast as she completes her<br />
third book of poetry, Willful Word She and her work may be found at:<br />
https://www.facebook.com/jenean.gilstrap, http://www.yareah.com/author/jenean-cgilstrap/,https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9WQqmfDDKNkAR5A8nt9_ZA,<br />
https://www.linkedin.com/profile/edit?trk=nav_responsive_sub_nav_edit_profile,<br />
http://thegypsyonwordsunspoken.blogspot.com/.<br />
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Rummult Stars<br />
By Jay Jurisich<br />
typhoid anemia jaundice carpel tunnels<br />
busted vacant bronze busts rusted tunics<br />
gold endive lost greek diving box<br />
relics in satchels delivered by dogs<br />
a fresh piece of cod<br />
dragged over coals of lonely grease<br />
tansy asphodel sounds good what is it<br />
ricochet off the fortunate floor<br />
the general indigestion of harsh stoppages<br />
whistling freefaith lost times etcetera<br />
rains grace our old tunnels of grease<br />
but dont give a fig to the pineknob<br />
smallish things smelt and smited<br />
ribald color in all its raving gravity<br />
a fine local analgesic your sagebrush halls<br />
little or no chance or minimal chances of<br />
a dog or a bird or a birddog<br />
just sayin'<br />
the hostess' handyman<br />
went to town but there is no town<br />
the captain sent a belated postcard to the world<br />
humu post hamu bossd rimu poxo rummult<br />
waded in jeans and tossed to the sea<br />
she peeled her parsnip with care<br />
hot coals darkness knifeminds<br />
a bright lake of voices<br />
appropriately exhausted I dropped into floppery<br />
underjoyed nightshade mythdusted stars<br />
I thought they fought well their causes losing<br />
suburban american family room 1975<br />
all that remains of the remains<br />
up into skirts among boxes of old loneliness<br />
he denies all suspicions to the contrary<br />
sugarbelly in clown formation whispering<br />
but I can't make out the words being made<br />
Author bio: Jay Jurisich is a Berkeley, California based artist whose artwork and poetry explores<br />
the visual identity and conceptual nature of language. He is interested in whether language can be<br />
"used" in a way that is not conventionally communication, poetry, or logical, but inhabits or<br />
inspires a physical presence. W: http://www.jurisich.com/<br />
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Ginsberg<br />
By Amelia Leff<br />
Ginsberg I’ve given you nothing and now I’m all.<br />
Ginsberg one thousand two hundred and fifty dollar credit line February 27, 2016.<br />
I can’t lie to my own mind.<br />
Ginsberg when will you let your hair down?<br />
Go fuck yourself with your bald spot.<br />
I do feel good though don’t worry.<br />
I’ll write this poem till I’m in my wrong mind.<br />
Ginsberg when will you be demonic?<br />
When will you put on your pilfered halo?<br />
When will you break through the cold soil?<br />
When will you be worth the price of admission?<br />
Ginsberg why is your bank empty of eggs?<br />
Ginsberg when will you send Krishna to the Bronx?<br />
I’m salved by your reasoned reassurances.<br />
When can I go into the bookstore and take what I want with my B.A.?<br />
Ginsberg it’s you and I who are filled with tectonic faults not the next guy over.<br />
Your sutras are too little for me.<br />
You made me want to be a tax attorney.<br />
There must be some audit that can settle this arbitration.<br />
Everyone’s in Bushwick I don’t think they’ll leave it’s gentrifying.<br />
Are you being funny or is this some form of serious demonstration?<br />
I’m trying to jump off the cliff.<br />
I refuse to give up flying.<br />
Ginsberg stop smoking I don’t know what I’m doing.<br />
Ginsberg the oil barrels are falling.<br />
I haven’t touched a screen for seconds, everyday somebody fails to go on trial for murder.<br />
Ginsberg my loins buzz whenever I dream about the NRA.<br />
Ginsberg I used to be a shotgun son when I was an adult and I’m sorry.<br />
I smoke Bubba Kush every chance I get.<br />
I pace in my room for evenings to no end and search for the caves of the unknown.<br />
When I go to Times Square I get picked but never get pocked.<br />
My mind is scattered there’s going to be peace.<br />
You should have seen me shooting the breeze.<br />
My cat thinks I’m on the brink of self-discovery.<br />
I won’t read the Federalist Papers.<br />
I have personal dignitaries and blasé regrets.<br />
Ginsberg I still haven’t told you what you did to Reagan after he blew up that Russian in<br />
the closet.<br />
I’m addressing your third eye.<br />
Are you going to let your sexual life be run by The New Yorker?<br />
I masturbate to The New Yorker.<br />
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I do it every week.<br />
Its cover scoffs at me every time I take back my tortoise-shelled sexuality.<br />
I masturbate to it in the attic of Robert F. Wagner Middle School.<br />
It’s always telling me about Syria and 8-bit steakhouses. Politicians are jokes. Painters<br />
are jokes. Everybody’s a joke<br />
but me.<br />
It occurs to me that I am Ginsberg.<br />
I'm gazing in the mirror again.<br />
America is falling from me.<br />
I haven’t got a turban’s chance.<br />
I’d better consider my identity politics.<br />
My identity politics consist of two left feet millions of take-backs an inexhaustible<br />
social network that goes 1400<br />
miles an hour and twenty-five-thousand charitable foundations.<br />
I say everything about my neo-Fate and the trillions of iotas living in my proposed<br />
policies that stop one stamp short<br />
of the front door.<br />
I have raised the desperate institution of overpriced education, pop political collectives<br />
are next to come.<br />
My ambition is to be President despite the fact that I’m a straight rich white male.<br />
Ginsberg how can I sow the seeds in your infertile fields?<br />
I will continue like the Clintons my pantsuits are as fitting as Hillary’s more so they’re all<br />
different colors.<br />
Ginsberg I will buy your saxophones 10 pantsuits apiece a blue dress down on your<br />
rusted instrument.<br />
Ginsberg free Marshall Applewhite.<br />
Ginsberg save The Branch Davidians.<br />
Ginsberg Simon & Garfunkel must not die.<br />
Ginsberg I am the Anita Hill girl.<br />
Ginsberg when I was seven momma dragged me to the island paradise of Key Largo they<br />
sold us parrots an<br />
armful per feather a feather costs a seashell and the red tide was free everyone was sandstrewn<br />
and Buffett-ed about the whole experience it was all so privileged you have no<br />
idea how familial the vacation was in 1999 Humphrey Bogart was a real unashamed<br />
Democrat a grand lib-hard Lauren Bacall made me hard I once saw Bertie Higgins<br />
naked.<br />
Everybody must have been a high-profile lawyer.<br />
Ginsberg you don’t really want to help out.<br />
Ginsberg it’s them bad Blacks.<br />
Them Blacks them Blacks and them Muslims. And them Blacks.<br />
The Black wants to eat us alive. The Black’s power mad. He wants to take our women<br />
from out our kitchens.<br />
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His wants to grab Manhattan. His needs a White Washington Post. His wants our Apple<br />
factories in China.<br />
His grassroots movements running our conscience.<br />
That too bad. Ugh. She makes Mexicans learn speak. She need cheap work Cholos. Hah.<br />
His make us feel<br />
like second-class natives. Help.<br />
Ginsberg this is such a joke.<br />
Ginsberg this is the impression I get from looking at the internet.<br />
Ginsberg isn’t this wrong?<br />
I just want to be myself.<br />
It’s true we say they have value yet treat them like Jim Crow Negros, I’m white and<br />
dissatisfied and want to<br />
do something about it.<br />
Ginsberg I’m putting my pale pen to the court house steps.<br />
Author bio: Amelia Leff has work published in Sediments Literary-Arts Journal and The<br />
Birch Gang Review. She graduated from Ohio Northern University in 2016 with a B.A. in<br />
creative writing.<br />
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Three Photomanipulations<br />
By Erica Olson<br />
Artist bio: In addition to creating photo manipulation art, Erica Olson writes poetry and<br />
prose. Her work has been featured in Failed Haiku: A Journal of English Senryu,<br />
haikuniverse, and The Voices Project (forthcoming). Erica lives in rural Montana.<br />
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Ants<br />
By Judith Huang<br />
The first thing you notice about this place is the ants. Ants on the walls. Ants on the floor.<br />
Ants on the ceiling, between the crack between the lights. Ants in the kitchen, ants in the<br />
living room, ants in the bedroom. Ants on the flowers you pick. Ants on the cup you put<br />
down. Ants on the soles of your slippers. Ants, reddish brown, tiny as a fullstop with<br />
tinier feelers. Ants, in a line, bringing reinforcements. Ants. Ants. Ants. Ants. The everpresent<br />
soldiers of rot, of decay, of furor, of the ever-looming ever-present near-ubiquity<br />
of death.<br />
The death of an evening, the death of a week, the death of a year of Mondays through<br />
Sundays. The death of you, the death of me, the death of the forest, the death of the city.<br />
Ants, hailing the fact that everything’s rotting, quickly so quickly, in the fulsome decay<br />
of the tropical sun.<br />
Bury your grandma, and within a minute she’s a feast, of her eyes, her ears, her nose, her<br />
hair. Ants at her neck, ants at her throat, ants on her tongue, ants in her vagina, ants<br />
knocking at the unlockable door of her teeth.<br />
Ants move in and build a nest. They knock down and they build up. They are building<br />
museums one day, and catacombs the next. They are building MRT lines, they are<br />
building library skyscrapers, they are building roads that lead nowhere and everywhere at<br />
once. They are building shopping mall after shopping mall after shopping mall. They are<br />
building hipster coffee shops, they are building sky gardens, they are building infinity<br />
pools, they are building simulated high-tech break-neck metropolises, they are building<br />
luxury villas for the billionaires of the world to unite in the carefully constructed tax<br />
havens of the cove. Nothing stays, not the condos, not the semi-Ds, not the bungalows,<br />
not the HDBs, everything is one fecund, rotting, shifting, collapsing thing.<br />
Ants, everywhere ants, they are knocking down schools, they are tunneling through<br />
libraries, they are demolishing skyscrapers to make room for even higher towers of glass<br />
bridged by bridges of glass, they are unearthing your ancestors to build high-rises on the<br />
wounded exhumed lands of the dead. Oh restless land, heaving with the absolute biomass<br />
of ants, building your carefully commissioned babies new cribs in the sky, building a sky<br />
high fantasy eye to eye your sky wheeling by.<br />
Ants, putting together the labels on museums, the programs for concert pianists, legato in<br />
this era and staccato the next, determining which species of trees we will grow on the<br />
sides of the roads in robust and cacophonous harmony.<br />
Ants - laboring to the rhythm of the silent obese queen, issuing orders through pneumatic<br />
pipelines. Ants on my bed, feeding the gifted with royal jelly, keeping the drones in their<br />
amniotic sacs even as poets emerge in full chorus, on cue, in your third generation.<br />
Ah, ants, you have crawled over my crevices, you have exhumed my graves, you have<br />
stalked up my banana ghosts, wafting like frangipani hosts in the middle of a wet petal.<br />
Ah, ants, what have<br />
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you done with my grandma, all you’ve left of her sweet old face is the brittle bone, the<br />
hole<br />
where her nose used to be, the hole where her lips used to be, the hole where the head of<br />
my father first emerged into this world, obliterating all love of and knowledge of history<br />
with the hard forgetting light of life.<br />
Ah yes, ants, tap dancing on the way to infinity on a closed loop with no possible<br />
feedback, ants, in the musical of the life of our founder, the founder of the colony, the<br />
founder of the party, the founder of every last drip and drop of our nether end, ants,<br />
saying nothing original, only a soup of letters to feed as pap to the embryos that hatch<br />
every year into batches of prepaid preconceived dots joined to dots joined to dots that are<br />
our offspring, that are our past and our present and our future, ants after ants after ants.<br />
Ah yes, we are ants, flying in pairs on the wings of love to an inevitable descent by the<br />
moon of the fluorescent light, waiting for our chance to replenish the genetic stock of the<br />
colony. We are ants, sniffing out the trail of opportunity, the chemical trail left by ants of<br />
yore. We are ants, never resting, questing continually on our equatorial island, stretching<br />
its form to the limits, building to the very edge of space. And when we have flown<br />
beyond even that, a satellite fixing its gaze upon the pinpoint of our origin, may we look<br />
back and gasp, and see on the swarming dot of our land the heaving mass of ants, ants,<br />
ants.<br />
Author bio: Judith Huang is a Singaporean writer, translator and editor currently living<br />
in China. A recipient of the Foyle Young Poet of the Year Award in 2001, 2003 and 2004,<br />
her writing has been published in journals and anthologies at home and abroad, including<br />
Prairie Schooner, Asia Literary Review, Quarterly Literary Review Singapore, Loreli<br />
China, Ceriph, LONTAR, Spittoon Magazine, Stylus and the Harvard Advocate. She<br />
graduated from Harvard University in 2010, and is a member of the Signet Society of<br />
Arts and Letters. Her online portfolio can be found at www.judithhuang.com.<br />
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Two Poems<br />
By Bob Heman<br />
from THE SERPENT VARIATIONS:<br />
WHEN THE CARETAKER told them a joke they didn’t laugh. It was a<br />
side of her they had never seen before. When they first saw the serpent<br />
they thought it was just another one of her jests. They smiled when they<br />
took the fruit. It wasn’t until after a bite or two that they understood the<br />
joke was on them.<br />
IN THE GARDEN ALL THE ANIMALS wore the same face. In the<br />
garden the trees were all the same height. Each step they took left them in<br />
the same place. The word they spoke was the same word, over and over<br />
again. When the serpent arrived it had no head. Each of their heads in<br />
turn became the serpent’s head. None of them fit correctly until he wore<br />
the head of the woman. It was then she offered the other the fruit.<br />
Author bio: Bob Heman’s collages, cut-outs and drawings have been shown in a<br />
small two-man show at The Brooklyn Museum, in a one-man retrospective of his cutouts<br />
[participatory cut-out multiples on paper] at BACA’s Downtown Cultural<br />
Center, and in group shows in Toronto, Los Angeles and New York. His poems and<br />
prose poems have appeared in such diverse publications as Sentence, The Prose<br />
Poem, Caliban, Otoliths, Kayak, Hanging Loose, Center, and Artful Dodge, and are<br />
upcoming in New American Writing and Reaedr.<br />
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Two Poems<br />
by Susan Cossette<br />
When Men Got Their Period<br />
When the male race awoke<br />
From unsettling testosterone dreams<br />
They all were menstruating,<br />
In confused unison.<br />
An army of hulking, hairy, clueless<br />
Menstruating men,<br />
Lacking hitherto unknown feminine supplies.<br />
Suddenly, that pronoun no longer applies—<br />
Tampons and sanitary pads<br />
Became valued commodities<br />
Traded on the free market.<br />
Midol exchanges sprang up<br />
On street corners, under scarlet tents.<br />
Riots and stampedes ensued.<br />
Male bodies consumed with cramps<br />
They founded foundations—<br />
To fund the latest scientific discoveries<br />
To stop the pain, the clotting, and the bloating.<br />
There were galas and telethons.<br />
They found empathy,<br />
In the hot pains of childbirth—<br />
Large feet suspended in cold stirrups,<br />
Naked, vulnerable from the waist down—<br />
Fish on a sterile butcher blocks,<br />
No longer thinking with their cocks.<br />
A new world order of clarity emerged<br />
Uncharted and myriad—<br />
And it all began when men got their period.<br />
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Postmodern Times Square<br />
Lurking behind black tempered glass<br />
And cold steel beams that force their way,<br />
To an indifferent metallic sky—<br />
The faceless plead for their humanity,<br />
Not the execution of their dreams<br />
Or the strangling of fragile individuality.<br />
Trespassing the collective bond,<br />
The circuitry and computer screens<br />
Hijack their will.<br />
Binary code is the lexicon.<br />
No language,<br />
Just a forced, lethal stream<br />
Of zeroes and ones<br />
And hollow screams.<br />
The grey robot princess<br />
Waltzes numbly<br />
On the cracked, steaming asphault—<br />
Electrodes still affixed to her temples,<br />
Gossamer gown undone.<br />
Do not judge her.<br />
She is you.<br />
She is all of us.<br />
Editor’s Note: This poem originally appeared in Peggy Sue Messed Up . . . and<br />
other poems<br />
Author bio: Susan Cossette is the author of Peggy Sue Messed Up. . . and other<br />
poems. By day, she is Communications Director for Voices of September 11 th , a<br />
nonprofit that provides social work support services and programming for those<br />
impacted by terrorism and mass violence. By night, she prowls in search of the<br />
perfect open mic and cold glass of pinot grigio while wearing a tiara. More of her<br />
work may be found on her website: musepalace.wordpress.com.<br />
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omgommgg omgg love<br />
by Anna Keeler<br />
When I talk about her my psychedelic vocabulary shrinks into minimalism,<br />
and I find that my tongue forgets its want for warp. It tumbles and savors<br />
those gasps between a mis-step and free fall.<br />
I take that time to find my footing in coherence.<br />
Because she is healthy and alive but with a polychromatic mind, the home of<br />
harvest moons and a heart full as starfruit skin.<br />
I sit by as she finds the hidden lupine of a jaded rainbow quartz and she<br />
holds onto each synonym I toss her way. Threading my words onto a soft<br />
string, she turns the most gargantuan terms into the most pure, unvarnished<br />
lotus.<br />
And I see that she’s as holographic as she is lovely, fighting through my<br />
polarity to keep a smile on her face.<br />
She’s a good person. And she’s teaching me how to do that.<br />
I let her bury my thesaurus in her back pocket.<br />
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Looking toward the continuation of breath:<br />
X confrontations of what prophecy<br />
comprehends<br />
By Felino A. Soriano<br />
!if I choose to align my thinking with statistical data, and even with the language of my<br />
physicians’ overwhelming prognosis, I will not be alive within five years<br />
my choice is to alter the future of what grim expectations represent!<br />
breathe is<br />
what we do<br />
as in the ambulation coming<br />
later within a life of varied<br />
shades of vernacular’s<br />
unlimited interpretations<br />
Obstacles are meant to instill fear/<br />
combinations of needing ongoing<br />
embraces from those that<br />
breathe warmth into our<br />
interaction.<br />
Numbers numb. South of<br />
devotion exists plans to<br />
persuade the mind<br />
to undergo physiological<br />
alterations.<br />
teaching isn’t necessary<br />
anxiety<br />
I’ve been here now for several days.<br />
Here<br />
as in a promise to die. Death is to Cancer’s hands as<br />
the pastel exterior to my fading home’s<br />
calefacient disposition. I breathe to survive near my<br />
daughter’s<br />
profound daddy, I want you to stay here forever. How/why, then, and thus, would<br />
I lie down<br />
near where the coldest section of my personal earth<br />
spins toward an anti-sun: unknowing what is needed to<br />
remain retain life in the language of fatherly<br />
devotion and<br />
articulation of<br />
my life’s enigmatic purpose?<br />
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Purpose cannot be planned<br />
or renamed into<br />
a symptom of an event’s processed<br />
When death<br />
is a memory<br />
I now stack its syllables<br />
into<br />
a variant of totality’s<br />
configuration to predict<br />
what is already<br />
approaching.<br />
I know now what matters:<br />
seeing the age of my daughter multiply!<br />
forthcoming.<br />
approaching annual reminders of my marriage’s<br />
celebratory season!<br />
I will engage with elation<br />
whenever the body begins to continue,<br />
uninterrupted<br />
I remove myself<br />
now<br />
from a<br />
possible<br />
future. Self. Self<br />
disease meant to multiply<br />
and<br />
/or<br />
the bad<br />
into a suffocating<br />
role of making memory<br />
move toward<br />
a regretful insinuation.<br />
This is not a role I’ve<br />
fully shown my reflection!<br />
instead the rule of<br />
fractions finding<br />
peace within knowing solace<br />
in partial indication<br />
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applies.<br />
To the song hearing me!<br />
thank you. For the piano that<br />
solos in the name of<br />
my own<br />
I will devote these<br />
words<br />
to parallel the spatial<br />
monologue<br />
maneuvering from the<br />
devoted and<br />
sacred identity attaching all art, and hands!<br />
all meaning of<br />
internal infatuation<br />
Hear me<br />
whomever allows<br />
language of grief<br />
to unravel into<br />
sounds of eventual<br />
healing, !I will<br />
become what my daughter<br />
needs: her accompaniment<br />
among the aisle awaiting<br />
the moment her name<br />
and attachment to my<br />
hand will change<br />
a form of a<br />
futurity self<br />
I!<br />
will not attempt to<br />
acclimate to the function my<br />
illness<br />
represents.<br />
Each clock shows their histories,<br />
their<br />
accurate<br />
futures needn’t unwind yet or<br />
in a<br />
time worth<br />
less when sleep is inattentive!<br />
In place<br />
I am the, or,<br />
I plan to listen<br />
or invent a jazz of breathing<br />
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CUT-OUT<br />
By Nelly Sanchez<br />
Artist bio: For around ten years, Nelly Sanchez has been making cut-outs. She has been<br />
published in journals such as Sonic Boom, Sein und Werden, Le Pan des Muses. She has also<br />
participed in exhibitions : in 2012, at Paris -"Femmes/Hommes. Stéréotypes à l'oeuvre", galerie<br />
ABB (Belleville, Paris)-, in 2014 at Mestre (Italia) - "Quand saro più grande", La Casa della<br />
Renna- and Dieppe (Seine-Maritime, France) and in 2016 at Paris "Notre part de rêve". She<br />
also illustrated writings like La Falaise était nue (Bernard Baritaud), Venus in fur (Sader-<br />
Masoch). Her artwork: www.nellysanchez.fr/<br />
EN ATTENDANT MIEUX<br />
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a rhythm of healing conversations<br />
Demonstrations outside<br />
with<br />
wind<br />
waiting<br />
within cracks of sound<br />
and any surface needing to<br />
release what the eye<br />
cannot notice until a phase<br />
or object identifies its<br />
particular presence.<br />
Here, I am healing.<br />
Here is what<br />
breathing is and<br />
what it<br />
does is<br />
more so a reflection<br />
of my hand’s<br />
moving forward<br />
Crows, I<br />
cry their<br />
songs,<br />
songs ignite purpose within what my body<br />
is no longer steering toward<br />
the way each<br />
trumpet is a soul<br />
working within contextual affirmation<br />
each breath from which direction takes conception,<br />
my motive is to engulf each moment with<br />
a dialogical performance to intrigue each<br />
shadow or smile awaiting the presence<br />
of how beginning will never cease to discover<br />
I wander<br />
back<br />
from what has occurred,<br />
back<br />
beyond youth and the expatriation toward my current motivation.<br />
What’s<br />
noticed amid these daily fears I’ve<br />
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grown from hand and cellular expansion<br />
!movement from what is weak<br />
loses its focus now<br />
as I attempt to dislocate the present from what tomorrow is supposed to portend<br />
Movement misleads me<br />
or<br />
within a certain light its<br />
angular<br />
language mirrors<br />
each of my tongues’ versions of speaking into an open mouth of screaming<br />
disillusion<br />
Sedentary Fathoms<br />
|section forty-five|<br />
Eyes of my child#<br />
their<br />
softened<br />
shapes<br />
shape what shares my<br />
devotion to her building language<br />
into<br />
each symmetry of<br />
onward living.<br />
When meeting (formal, familial introduction)<br />
my eyes<br />
dove toward a meaning<br />
I did<br />
not<br />
know or interpret<br />
with breathing#<br />
each subsequent meander of<br />
hold speak understand<br />
always leads to<br />
the connection of father/daughter<br />
devotion and<br />
reflexive<br />
protection#<br />
Sedentary Fathoms<br />
|section forty-six|<br />
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My mood is<br />
more of itself each<br />
morning<br />
when<br />
a<br />
conference of crows<br />
collaborate on<br />
awakening<br />
in the flesh<br />
tone<br />
of each<br />
moment’s<br />
allegorical becoming#<br />
music I silence<br />
when the piano solos without intent<br />
as with an<br />
indecisive<br />
not<br />
contour of<br />
stone<br />
ending whole<br />
in the shallow portion<br />
of Monday’s early<br />
morning<br />
Sedentary Fathoms<br />
|section forty-seven|<br />
Violin me.<br />
Eviscerate the nausea<br />
water<br />
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from each vein#<br />
proclaim dissipation in reverberating praise.<br />
Hiding<br />
isn’t the<br />
option<br />
I can hold within my<br />
colder hands.<br />
Night is chills<br />
is vomiting<br />
the airway is too stubborn and<br />
breath<br />
broken<br />
comprehend. My pulse<br />
to<br />
taps tabletops<br />
in rhythm-breaths mirroring<br />
light speaking<br />
of dialogical broken<br />
onto layers<br />
glass<br />
Sedentary Fathoms<br />
|section forty-eight|<br />
This daytime light<br />
is more so a focus<br />
on finding dead<br />
voices than hearing<br />
the dragonfly draw<br />
its alphabet of<br />
escape underneath<br />
the virtue of<br />
combined silence<br />
and introspective<br />
miracles<br />
Sedentary Fathoms<br />
|section forty-nine|<br />
Elongate in the<br />
name of<br />
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paradigm<br />
elation.<br />
Music is a<br />
now<br />
one of<br />
momentary<br />
proof<br />
prose<br />
when the tongue is of<br />
works<br />
pure<br />
confession<br />
momentum of<br />
toward<br />
the sacred<br />
architectural<br />
communication#<br />
Author bio: Felino A. Soriano’s poetry appears in CHURN, BlazeVOX, 3:AM Magazine,<br />
The National Poetry Review, Small Po[r]tions, and elsewhere. His books of poetry<br />
include Between these Rhythms: Bone & Ash (2016), Vocal Apparitions: New & Selected<br />
Poems: 2012 – 2016 (2016), sparse anatomies of single antecedents (2015), Of isolated<br />
limning (2014), Pathos|particular invocation (2013), Of language|s| the rain<br />
speaks (2012), Intentions of Aligned Demarcations (2011), In Praise of Absolute<br />
Interpretation (2010), Construed Implications (2009), and Among the<br />
Interrogated (2008). His collaborative collection Quintet Dialogues: translating<br />
introspection, which features visual art from David Allen Reed is forthcoming from<br />
Howling Dog Press. Visit Of the poetry this jazz portends for more information.<br />
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Two Poems<br />
By Sheila Murphy<br />
Country Western Fest<br />
Gravity was shatterproof<br />
until I memorized my fate,<br />
a mirror image of your roan,<br />
rumored to comprise the perfect ride.<br />
Someone was giving out passes<br />
for hydration at seventy a pop,<br />
to ready for continuance<br />
the morning after.<br />
I pocketed the viola clef<br />
then joined the middle tier<br />
here in the outdoor butterscotch<br />
of caucuses where recitation vetoes<br />
handbills, handouts, hand cut handsome<br />
in favor of a finishing school<br />
of nimbledons that just swam past<br />
like rough riders for keeps.<br />
UNTITLED<br />
Pixels are my lean-to in the feather morning<br />
Commas outlast sleep<br />
Our weather simplifies anticipated steps to tea<br />
Olfactory cues revive the sage perimeter of earth<br />
Author bio: Sheila E. Murphy composes poetry both in tranquility and fever with equal<br />
fervor. She resides in the desert Southwest, where she writes, draws, crafts keynote<br />
addresses about doing business with power and grace for conferences and conventions.<br />
She is a business author and teacher, as well. She blogs at blog.worktransformed.com<br />
Her literary and artistic information can be found at<br />
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sheila_Murphy<br />
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Photos by David J. Thompson<br />
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<strong>THUGWISE</strong><br />
REVIEWS<br />
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The Zombies of Bigotry: "Get Out" Slashes<br />
Through White Supremacy (Film Review)<br />
By Alison Ross<br />
There are no good white people in director Jordan Peele's social thriller "Get Out."<br />
And that's just the way it should be.<br />
Of course, there will be the legions of deep-in-denial detractors, those who brand the movie as<br />
benightedly bigoted against Caucasian culture. But I ask: Is it bigoted to portray reality? I think<br />
not.<br />
Sure, the white people in the movie are sinister. Does this mean that the aim of the movie is to<br />
suggest that all white people are sinister?<br />
Or could it be that the movie is a take-down of white supremacist culture?<br />
That, I believe, is a distinction that should be heavily mused upon. After all, white supremacy can<br />
be reinforced by anyone of any racial or ethnic group (Ben Carson, anyone?). Not all white<br />
people are evil, to be sure, but the white supremacist ethos that guides political policy and societal<br />
behavior is malevolent to the core.<br />
"Get Out" is a devastating and savvy satirical indictment of the prevailing pathological white<br />
supremacy that pervades all corners of society. The movie's bold metaphorical mockery of white<br />
appropriation of black culture is so painfully pointed as to be brutally depressing. I barely found<br />
any entertainment value in the movie, even as I could recognize objectively that it has<br />
entertaining elements. What the movie did exceptionally well is dredge up my not-so-latent white<br />
guilt complex and bring it to the forefront. I suspect it did this with many conscientious<br />
Caucasians.<br />
I suppose it's redundant to reiterate how ingenious it was for director Peele to select the vehicle of<br />
a horror/thriller to transport racially existential themes. In hindsight, it's an obvious, intuitive<br />
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genre to use. But it turns out that Peele had the foresight to pinpoint the horrors of white<br />
supremacy and elaborate on them in a stylized cinematic way.<br />
Genre gimmicks abound in “Get Out” - zombified characters, caricatured archetypes, suspenseful<br />
plot points, carefully calculated missteps, violent crescendo, trick ending. There is a Hitchcockian<br />
sense of suspense and tension throughout the movie, but also nods and allusions to B movies,<br />
slasher films, 80s teen horror flicks – and yet the movie never seems cheap or derivative. Rather,<br />
it’s an elevated and cerebral psychological horror on par with Poe. It takes the thriller genre to a<br />
new zenith by infusing a plausible plot and refusing to showcase gratuitous gore. Rather,<br />
aggressive actions arise organically and are legitimized by context.<br />
All elements germane to the genre work in service to propel the plot of “Get Out” in an<br />
imaginative, if terrifying way.<br />
For what we are dealing with in "Get Out" is an evocation of modern-day slavery via hypnosis<br />
and a vicious eugenics. Peele is urging us to see how all we are all subtly but forcefully<br />
mesmerized by white supremacy and its myriad connotations and reverberations. He is laying<br />
bare all of our preposterous "post-racial" claims and turning them inside out to reveal a seedy,<br />
sleazy underside.<br />
I have long wrangled with the dilemma of how American society can disentangle itself from the<br />
dastardly web it's spun itself into regarding racial relations. And Jordan Peele's movie seems to<br />
reinforce my fears - that we are so deeply enmeshed in the maze of racial dysfunctions that we're<br />
better off just cutting loose from the labyrinth and starting over completely.<br />
But how do we dismantle white supremacy? By eradicating Caucasians? Obviously that's not<br />
possible or desirable. By further segregating the races? That’s already happening. We’ve been<br />
regressing for quite some time, as neighborhoods and schools self-segregate along racial lines. It<br />
would almost be justifiable if the situation did not always result in further suffering by people of<br />
color.<br />
The situation is urgent. Jordan Peele's movie is a clarion call (a cacophonous clarion call, at that)<br />
to action. His movie suggests that we should be more aware of our own deep-seeded prejudices<br />
and the actions we and others take that might be loaded with sinister intention, even if<br />
superficially we think we are acting from an impetus of self-awareness and benevolence.<br />
For example, we might think that the justice system will ultimately "rehabilitate" the staggering<br />
number of black men caught up in it, without realizing that it's the system itself that caters to a<br />
white supremacist philosophy that deliberately thwarts black ascendancy.<br />
Lynching is no longer necessary when you have prison cages that will stifle the soul. The KKK’s<br />
fashion apparel is rendered anachronistic because the enforcers of Anglo authoritarianism now<br />
wear plain clothes and operate in the light of day. Burning crosses in lawns, setting fire to<br />
churches, devising nooses, using whips and chains– these tools of repression have been replaced<br />
by laws that perpetuate poverty and injustice. And a society hypnotized by the system that<br />
stymies are the unwitting servants of such putrid policies.<br />
American society needs to "get out" of its lethal Euro-centric ideology and fight the zombies of<br />
hateful hegemony.<br />
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TENEBRAED TO HELLER: MR. LEVINSON’S HINGE<br />
THEORY<br />
EXPANDS AND COMPLEXIFIES<br />
Book Review By Alison Ross<br />
Heller Levinson's philosophy of poetics is something that can only be described as<br />
"accessibly elusive." Or is that "elusively accessible"? Either way, this paradox<br />
encapsulates Heller's approach, which on the surface seems overly cerebral but in<br />
actuality is intuitively ascertainable. His is a paragon of experimental verse, aloof and<br />
excessively premised on the tenets of logos ... and yet, at its core, his Hinge Theory and<br />
the execution thereof (via his verse) have a playful pathos. Heller may or may not agree<br />
with this interpretation, but the way I read his poetry, there is a palpable sense of fierce<br />
ebullience, of good old fashioned frenzied FUN.<br />
Heller's Hinge Theory is both rigid and unhinged. Words "hinge" on other words, but<br />
then the associations they spawn lead to an unhinged spewing of ideas, that nonetheless<br />
circle back to the original idea. Sometimes the associations are overtly obvious ("bellyfull.<br />
belly-ache") and sometimes they are much less explicit. As I said, you can intuitively<br />
grasp his process, but try to lucidly explicate it - good luck.<br />
In his latest collection, Tenebraed, Heller takes the Latin word, "tenebrae," signifying<br />
darkness, and mutates it into a verb, then welds it to a noun or concept in order to invert<br />
that idea's connotations and turn the entire enterprise inside out. Or something like that.<br />
(As I said, his poetry and philosophy are accessible yet elusive, meaning that I get it, but<br />
then I don't. As soon as I think I have it, I have to backtrack. For in order to truly know<br />
something, you have to be able to capably explain it. In this case, it remains to be seen<br />
whether I have done so.)<br />
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Tenebrae, in Heller's poetic universe, is the opposite of darkness, despite its original<br />
meaning. Or, rather, it is a probing of the facets of darkness in order to irradiate:<br />
"...exploring underbellies, hidden contours, liberating the undisclosed..." (page 13).<br />
In Heller's conception of the world, what merits illumination most are the obscure, the<br />
arcane, the veiled, the shadow-dwelling...<br />
How this latest articulation of Hinge Theory works goes something like this: Words are<br />
"imported" from other contexts, where they have already established their own legitimacy,<br />
and they serve to embellish their new contexts. The words themselves are infused with<br />
novel dimensions (they "Bloom from their Immersions in Additional Communities"<br />
(page 15) ), and the new context benefits and thrives, as well. Exports, too, exist - those<br />
are the words that "vault" from one territory to another, and become the "Subject<br />
Scrutinized" (page 16). Mining is the final component of this multi-tiered theory, and<br />
yet...shouldn't it be the first? Mining is what occurs when one context/application is<br />
"consulted to enrich" the context "currently being investigated." (page 16).<br />
This whole theory is an exercise in slyly subverting linguistic stagnation: "The<br />
lexiconically Static is a Logos Abuser," Heller proclaims. Lexicons are intrinsically<br />
dynamic, and lexiconic vigor relies on savvy manipulation of diction and syntax, which<br />
in turn affects semantics. Hence, Hinge Theory.<br />
(Honestly, I find the whole theory adorably brilliant - somewhat Dickinsonian in its<br />
quaint but stern intellectuality, and somewhat Seussian in its whimsical erudition. It may<br />
be a reflection of my own poetic ethos that I locate a tenor of humor in it, but I do think<br />
deep down, Heller is also an astute scholar of the absurd.)<br />
The poems themselves can be overwhelming for a first-time reader, situated as they are at<br />
the far end of the experimental spectrum, with all the implications thereof of coldly cubist,<br />
robustly rational but soullessly mechanical. But, as I have already made clear, a patient<br />
reader will see beyond that deceptive surface, and come to bask in the wonderful<br />
wilderness of the Levinson Vernacular. These are not mere modern hieroglyphics. This is<br />
language re-imagined - deconstructed, re-constructed, re-deconstructed, and so forth.<br />
But now, alas, the poems. How does one even choose which poems to zoom in on? From<br />
one perspective, they are a big beautiful tangled mass, in need of careful unraveling. But<br />
that's for mathematical minds. My mind is fueled more by intuition and instinct, so I will<br />
focus on five poems that I believe are emblematic of my own (dubious?) discernment of<br />
Hinge Theory's logos-pathos dichotomy. I won't exactly explicate them, because that's a<br />
daunting exercise if there ever was one - and finally, an unnecessary one, a violation of<br />
their integrity.<br />
We start on page 20: "tenebraed to a Faded Aristocracy." The first part of the poem is a<br />
paragraph that stutters in succinct spurts : "louche carom. souse soliloquy. gongs. curtains.<br />
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unravel ... blanche. bastion. bulldog." The second part of the poem, however, begins to<br />
flow down the page, though it keeps true to its laconic core:<br />
"fraught<br />
fought<br />
smatter<br />
the finger<br />
smithereens"<br />
The humor harbored within this poem occurs in the way the lines in the first part are<br />
minimalistic and sharply punctuated, and how they contrast on the page with the free<br />
falling words that are also jolting for their terseness. The vacillation between abstract<br />
language and more concrete imagery, too, creates a tense tango between the<br />
reason/emotion polarities.<br />
Moving right along to page 27, we encounter "tenebraed to an Enameled Latency," in<br />
which we have a compact capture of Hinge Theory in action. Here, "collapsed<br />
vernaculars" exist in hives, and are recklessly "wracked." Indeed, one could say that this<br />
piece of verse is Hinge Theory in poetic code. The "mantis of jeopardy," upon kissing an<br />
oblong (of course), "trawls pearls of<br />
dismissal across confiscated skies." Perhaps these pearls are the fruits of the<br />
mining/importing/exporting process, and the skies are the origins - the territories mined -<br />
of the pearls? The mind giddily celebrates the possible permutations and infinite<br />
interpretations offered up in a Heller omni-verse.<br />
"tenebraed to black," on page 38, is the ying to the previous poem's yang. Not only is it<br />
four and a half pages long, but it furiously hurls forth, paying homage to the color black<br />
('black is color's barometer"), with manic meditations on this misunderstood hue,<br />
interspersing quotations from Rimbaud, Wittgenstein, Klee, wildly weaving in italicized<br />
quasi-narratives, and splattering a stream of subconscious associations across the page<br />
like Pollack paint, becoming just as layered and dense: "mournful melancholic cape<br />
swaggering juju broth admissible annihilative churly warren-breasted perfume..." Black<br />
is "infinity's gangplank," it turns out, whose "smoke cinder ash" lead to "geometric<br />
meltdown."<br />
After recovering from this frenzied romp, we retreat to the poem on page 44, which, it<br />
must be said, offers only slight respite from the madman rantings on page 38. Here,<br />
"tenebraed to nothing" is a trippy tribute to emptiness, "to the not that is not." It is<br />
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"cancellation's triumph," and, sadly, "it was being void of wind to wind up with." Of<br />
course, "being and nothingness" is referenced, as it features the "ineptitude of<br />
exactitude." Heller wonders: "does nothing have color," as if to allude back to the<br />
previous poem scrutinized. The rest of the poem seems to ponder the substance of<br />
nothing, oxymoronically.<br />
(This poem was perhaps my favorite to scrutinize, as I literally laughed out loud during<br />
certain moments, solidifying my suspicion that Heller is an astute student of the seriously<br />
silly and the sillily serious)<br />
Finally, we arrive toward the end of the collection, where we happen upon "Tenebraed to<br />
encroach," which honors the variegated ways of trespassing ("succor seduce invoke<br />
inroad penetrate insert"), ending up, ironically, in an area of "dialectic omission."<br />
In this collection, where contexts are mined for import material which, as it become<br />
exported, enriches new contexts, Heller Levinson has managed to embed pathos inside of<br />
logos, twining concepts considered by dulled minds to be dualistic in nature, when in fact,<br />
they are clearly like Russian dolls, situated inside of each other.<br />
Someone once called Heller's verse "post poetry." I am not sure I agree with this<br />
assessment, but I am not sure I disagree with it either. Is Heller's Hinge Theory one that<br />
advances modern poetics, or is it a tool in transcending it? Time will tell, but one thing is<br />
for sure right now: Heller Levinson writes compelling pieces - that is, they are tenebraed<br />
to compel.<br />
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Guarding the Small Light<br />
Collage by Bob Heman<br />
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I'm Not A Plastic Bag<br />
by Rachel Hope Allison<br />
Hardcover $19.95<br />
Archaia Entertainment 2016<br />
ISBN: 978-1-936393-54-1<br />
Reviewed by John Yohe<br />
In I'm Not A Plastic Bag, Rachel Hope Allison imagines the Great Pacific Garbage Patch,<br />
“an accumulated concentration of floating trash between Hawaii and the California<br />
coastline,” (!) as a living thing, a monster, hungry for more garbage, and birds, seals and<br />
turtles. This makes for a somewhat sublime book, since the monster (and the actual<br />
Garbage Patch) is horrifying, yet the artwork is beautiful, including pencil sketches with<br />
watercolors.<br />
I'm Not A Plastic Bag rides the line between graphic novel and children's book (the<br />
biggest difference, I sometimes feel, being that the former uses word balloons and the<br />
latter doesn't). I think the audience for this book is all ages—certainly the message is for<br />
everybody—though there's a cuteness factor that makes me think it's more geared to<br />
children. Or anyway, I'm going to give this book to my nieces. There is almost no text, no<br />
dialogue, except for the creepy advertising excerpts that appear in the mouth of the<br />
Garbage Patch monster, with which is tries to lure in seagulls.<br />
I'm not really clear what happens after that, and I still don't understand the title. Like,<br />
who is the 'I'? The monster? Meaning it's not 'just' a bag, but a whole bunch of bags? And<br />
the story, as if it wasn't already surreal, gets more so, with (spoiler alert) a flock of<br />
seagulls (not the band) somehow lifting the (apparently grateful?) Garbage Patch monster<br />
up and sending it into space. So, happy ending, I guess.<br />
Unfortunately, in the Real World, the real Garbage Patch still exists, and at the end of the<br />
book we are offered some text, and info, about the North Pacific Garbage Patch, or The<br />
North Pacific Subtropical Gyre, as I learned it's also called, along with other<br />
Gyres/Garbage Patches in other oceans (again: !) Also, for example, the Top Ten Items<br />
Found in Ocean Debris:<br />
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1. Cigarettes 32%<br />
2. Food Wrappers/Containers 9%<br />
3. Caps, Lids 8%<br />
4. Cups, Plates, Forks, Knives, Spoons 6%<br />
5. Beverage Bottles (plastic) 6%<br />
6. Bags (plastic) 5%<br />
7. Beverage Bottles (glass) 4%<br />
8. Beverage Cans 4%<br />
9. Straws/Stirrers 4%<br />
10.Rope 2%<br />
Who'd've thought cigarettes would be up there? How do they get way in the ocean? And<br />
fish and turtles and whales are eating all this stuff. And dying.<br />
I Am Not A Plastic Bag also offers a 'Things You Can Do' section after the bag news, the<br />
contents of which most of us could probably guess. Yet do we do them? Nah. But if you<br />
did want to do something, consider volunteering for the International Coastal Cleanup<br />
organized by the Ocean Conservancy.<br />
Hard not to be cynically sarcastic, to create an ironic distance so as not to be too<br />
horrified. Hard for people to care about something going on out in the ocean when we've<br />
got plenty o' things on land to worry about, like fracking, and lead-infested city water<br />
supplies, and a two-party system that hampers democracy, I know, but that's why a book<br />
like this is good, is needed. All these problems are systemic, but a dead ocean means a<br />
dead humankind, eventually.<br />
I'm Not A Plastic Bag was created with help from the Ocean Conservancy and<br />
JeffCorwinConnect, the company of Jeff Corwin, host of the tv show Ocean Mysteries on<br />
ABC, and it's good to see a concerted effort, in all types of medias, to get the word out<br />
about the ravaging of the oceans (btw: I volunteered for the Sea Shepard Conservation<br />
Society for a while, so I'm not just writing this from the safety of a non-involved life)<br />
Editor’s Note: For more info, especially about the International Coastal Cleanup, check<br />
out the Ocean Conservancy website: www.keepthecoastclear.org. Rachel Hope Allison's<br />
website: www.rachelhopeallison.com And if you're new to the Great Pacific Garbage<br />
Patch, check out the Wikipedia page.<br />
Author bio: Born in Puerto Rico, John Yohe grew up in Michigan and lives in Oregon.<br />
He has worked as a wildland firefighter, deckhand/oiler, runner/busboy, bike messenger,<br />
wilderness ranger, fire lookout, as well as a teacher of writing. www.johnyohe.com<br />
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Paterson in Paterson<br />
(Film Review) By Alison Ross<br />
I am ashamed to admit that up until recently, I have had scant contact with<br />
the poetry of Williams Carlos Williams. Other than the famous "plum<br />
poem," as I call it (whose real title is "This is Just to Say"), I have barely<br />
known Williams' verse. But since seeing the movie "Paterson," that has<br />
changed. I have become enamored of his imagistic, plain-spoken style. Just<br />
as Williams' poetry focuses on common people and quotidian activities, and<br />
is rife with imagery that soulfully saturates the senses, so too does<br />
"Paterson" celebrate the mundane elements of the average person's life, and<br />
revels in landscapes, colors and textures to provide sensory stimulation. And,<br />
of course, "Paterson" equally commemorates the written word, with its<br />
protagonist, also bearing the name Paterson, driving buses to make a living<br />
but writing poetry to live passionately.<br />
The poems, naturally, are in the vein of Williams' verse: Suffused with<br />
imagery and laced with colloquial language. Given that Paterson, NJ was the<br />
homebase of Williams, and given that Paterson lives in Paterson and writes<br />
poetry about his everyday existence as a blue collar worker, and given that<br />
the movie looks and feels like a Williams poem rendered cinematically ...<br />
well, you see the concentric layers of coincidence here. And naturally it's not<br />
coincidence at all, but a deliberate stab at verisimilitude by veteran director<br />
Jim Jarmusch, whose "Paterson" is perhaps the most refreshing film he's<br />
ever done.<br />
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Music Mini-Reviews By Alison Ross<br />
Let's face it: The Shins are the second coming of The Cure wrapped in<br />
The Beach Boy's sandy towel. This is not contradictory at all, either, for<br />
while The Cure is primarily known for its schizophrenic sonic template<br />
featuring solemn anthems and buoyant rhythms, the merrier elements of The<br />
Cure collage recall the falsetto giddiness of a Beach Boys song. So too, do<br />
the Shins mine their dark-happy dichotomy, reveling in sunny pop but also<br />
stewing in more brooding climates. On their latest, The Shins are positively<br />
peppy and New Wavey, and the result is a far more engaging effort than the<br />
previous album, "Port of Morrow," which in my view symbolized stagnation.<br />
"Heartworms" in many ways mimics early-era Shins while simultaneously<br />
propelling the band toward new heights.<br />
A Tribe Called Quest was at the forefront of hip hop's Golden Era in the<br />
1990s, eschewing the crude codes of gangsta rap yet still managing to steep<br />
their albums in blunt eros and savvy social consciousness, all while crafting<br />
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astute sounds and rad rhymes. On its latest effort, billed as their last and as<br />
an homage to the late Phife Dawg, and arriving on the cosmic doorstep a<br />
mere 20 years after the previous release, Tribe sounds as fresh as ever.<br />
Highlights on "We Got it From Here" include "Space Program" and "Ego,"<br />
not to mention a wickedly whimsical duet with Andre 3000 on "Kids" (one<br />
of many collaborations). But perhaps the standout song is one that<br />
incorporates an actual hook, a rare occurrence in purely hip hop songs: "We<br />
The People" features a catchy chorus that is also devastatingly relevant: “All<br />
you Black folks, you must go/All you Mexicans, you must go/And all you<br />
poor folks, you must go/Muslims and gays, boy we hate your ways/So all<br />
you bad folk, you must go”<br />
The members of British band The xx make very sexxy music. Even<br />
though with each release the band palpably strays further from their postpunk<br />
roots, they still manage to maintain a mentality grounded in the ideals<br />
of post-punk: Spacious soundscapes that rely on spare instrumentation. But<br />
there have always been two distinct elements to The xx, which they swirl<br />
seamlessly like a yin/yang symbol. This means that on The xx's recent<br />
release, the Rhythm and Beyonce persona that they embody is played up<br />
much more than ever, while the post-punk is more nuanced. This makes for<br />
an album that is sonically somewhat cluttered and a bit less idiosyncratically<br />
intriguing than previous efforts, especially the debut album. That said, the<br />
sexxy side of The xx is not only intact, but this latest album is downright<br />
slithering with sensuality. Oliver's and Romy's whisper-croons are sleek with<br />
eros, and Jamie xx's club dub effects throb with booty-shaking verve.<br />
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Atlanta's own outsider artist Lonnie Holley may be pure enigma, but then he is<br />
also enigmatically pure. By that I mean that his purity of being is so striking that it<br />
defies fathom by mere mortals who must exist in his towering shadow. He is<br />
complicated, to be sure, but also authentic at the most basic level. He embodies<br />
what all great artists do: A contradiction of clean and complex. It's this duality that<br />
compels. His sculptures, comprised of organic and synthetic items culled from the<br />
environment, are tangled totems of primitive ideals and modern mythologies,<br />
political manifestos that stun for their simplicity and astound for their astute<br />
intuitive arrangement. Lonnie's music reflects his improvisational artistic approach:<br />
Heartfelt and grounded in this world, and yet existing beyond this plane, an<br />
otherworldly opera summoning aliens and angels. On this album, he is joined by<br />
Atlanta indie rockers Deerhunter as well as Animal Collective, both of whose own<br />
cosmic compositions complement Lonnie Holley's gorgeous anti-aesthetic.<br />
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The Zen of<br />
Innocence (Book Review)<br />
By Alison Ross<br />
In her quietly fierce poetry collection, Innocence, Patricia Carragon has mastered the art<br />
of eviscerating withering emotions with creative defiance. Or maybe she is simply a<br />
master of manipulating moods so that the reader is always waiting for the trick ending,<br />
the twist that packs a punchline that socks you in the gut. Of course, these poems are<br />
confessional musings and rantings, with the author's soul laid bare for the vultures to pick<br />
at if they wish.<br />
As such, her verse provides wrenching glimpses into a once-stifled life, one that has<br />
bravely blasted through the barriers constructed by lesser minds. But the poems’<br />
symbolic import is what softens the hard edges with magical hues. Take, for example,<br />
"The Green Crayon," where a girl's coloring tool ignites her imagination, and becomes an<br />
emblem of artistic anarchy: "Her imagination immediately left the classroom." Or "Small<br />
Dreams," which is layered in nautical metaphor about the menace of time, which cruelly<br />
devours dreams: "Fog plays tag with hindsight, clouds part for reality to settle in."<br />
Other poems are existential riddles, such as "When I Die," which extols the virtues of<br />
oblivion ("will the truth vaporize when oxygen leaves my brain?"), and the exceptional<br />
"The Room," wherein the titular protagonist is personified as speaking an arcane idiom<br />
and where silence is translator. Even though Patricia Carragon is certain she is no<br />
"Dickinson, Keruoac, Basho" ("Mr. Lipson"), by the end we can discern the influence of<br />
these authors who have steadily guided her to prize strong symbolism and a feisty Zenlike<br />
approach to the travails of life.<br />
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Three IMAGES By Daniel Y. Harris<br />
Artist bio: Daniel Y. Harris is the author of 11 collections of poetry and collaborative<br />
writing including The Rapture of Eddy Daemon (BlazeVOX, 2016), heshe egregore (with<br />
Irene Koronas, Éditions du Cygne, 2016), The Underworld of Lesser Degrees (NYQ<br />
Books, 2015), Esophagus Writ (with Rupert M. Loydell, The Knives Forks and Spoons<br />
Press, 2014), Hyperlinks of Anxiety ($ervená Barva Press, 2013) and The New Arcana<br />
(with John Amen, NYQ Books, 2012). Some of his poetry, experimental writing, art, and<br />
essays have been published in BlazeVOX, The Café Irreal, E·ratio, Exquisite Corpse, The<br />
New York Quarterly, Notre Dame Review, The Pedestal Magazine, Poetry Magazine,<br />
Ygdrasil and Zeek. He is the Editor-in-Chief of X-Peri, http://x-peri.blogspot.com/.<br />
She Faces of Lair<br />
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Homage to Kurt Schwitters<br />
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Imagine Not Drowning<br />
by Kelli Allen<br />
C&R Press<br />
Reviewed by Jeff Santosuosso<br />
From its first piece to its last, Kelli Allen’s second and newest full-length collection,<br />
Imagine Not Drowning, takes flight through love and sex, death and life, through things<br />
neatly paired via juxtapositions that create wide-open spaces. She collects images<br />
simultaneously and parses linearity from space and dispersion.<br />
The beauty of the work is that there’s ample room for free association, inference, spiritual<br />
roaming. Allen embraces, rather than resists the whirl. These are rich, dense, complex<br />
poems filled with shades of words, connotations, innuendoes which venture quite far to<br />
the edges of meaning. Imagine Not Drowning is not for the casual reader or the casual<br />
read.<br />
Allen presents a mystical excerpt from Machado describing the incongruity yet final<br />
redemption of man’s unpreparedness for the awesome power of the sea. Reader<br />
precaution: You have tools, finally insufficient, inappropriate, or useless to quell your<br />
sense of awe in the natural world. Yet like the quotation, the poems, motifs, and<br />
undercurrents exalt the striving, extol the humanity. It’s worth the physical and spiritual<br />
effort, nearly self-redemptive, like the verses and observations.<br />
These are poems of implication, sometimes of induction. We’re liberated to wander along,<br />
taking things as they come, sometimes with attribution, correlation, even cause and effect.<br />
But alongside familiar and linear narrative, Allen weaves the perceptual fabric with the<br />
cryptic, the near-non sequitur. The effect is of duality and relationships, tangible and<br />
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intangible, physical and metaphysical. This is a collection of environment and response<br />
with plenty of choice and alternative.<br />
We enter and exit on the wings of a bird, starting with Slavic mythology and ending with<br />
a heron “nodding past the bay,” an oblique reference to take us over the horizon, on a lilt<br />
of pleasure as the speaker feels her partner’s “teeth scrape my back.”<br />
The rhythms and cadences are non-linear, full of pauses, pivot, and redirection. Early on,<br />
Allen tweaks the edges of association with “Feeding Birds, or, rather, Some Magic.”<br />
Untethered title. Staccato, full-stop title. Then she ushers in love and eroticism:<br />
“Yours/is the association of warm under the down.” This structure compels a slowing,<br />
aligning nicely with Allen’s deftness at subtlety. Likewise, the images sometimes appear<br />
out of thin air, with little setting. “Eventually, we go inside” describes the sadness and<br />
regret of missed opportunity, of unrequited desire. Somehow, a man and a woman appear<br />
in a building. How did they get there? What type of building is it? Why were they<br />
together? Literally, unanswered, but alongside implication, with plenty of room for<br />
inference.<br />
The path is byzantine, full of sleight of language and imagery. That the opening poem is<br />
entitled “Becoming a Woman of the Brook, Shade, and Moss” is no accident. Much of<br />
the poetry revolves around the speaker’s identity as a woman, both female in many forms,<br />
companion, lover, wife, and adult many forms, daughter, mother, teacher, spiritual guide.<br />
She opens mixing the physical moment and fantasy, of losing oneself and yielding, wish<br />
and promise, love and trust. And onward for over 70 turns of the kaleidoscope. “Edging<br />
Our Wall, Untying,” another syntactical pregnant pause, presents twists in speech that<br />
form new connections from an unfamiliar, yet pleasing assembly.<br />
Even the titles caution, beware those who enter. Not for menace, but for disorientation<br />
and reorientation. Before crossing the threshold into the poems themselves, the titles<br />
create darkness and light, obscurity and revelation. “How Much Tenderness, When We<br />
Consider How to Leave” gives us 2 shining examples. Allen offers,<br />
I say between us, but there was only me, if we count<br />
presence as more than breath and completely still hands in a lap.<br />
A rich opportunity for pondering, for the speaker, her companion and ourselves. She adds,<br />
“We can never blanket enough dirt/to hide what is missing.” Presence by absence, the<br />
mind awhirl in puzzles, delicate, evocative, and revelatory ones.<br />
As the speaker settles on the death of her father, touching poems such as “Aphasia” and<br />
“When He Leaves” agonize:<br />
The stamp on the back of her hand has faded<br />
the same way a favorite tree stump stays<br />
against some remembrance of childhood<br />
we no longer attempt to name.<br />
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The last line is the collection’s poster child: meaning via absence and disappearance.<br />
Allen dwells on the transient, that which is without mass. In some pieces, death and loss<br />
face us directly, while in others, the fragility of relationships brushes us more softly. In<br />
“When We Argue About Unraveling Glass,” she juxtaposes the tardigrade, nature’s<br />
ultimate survivor, with implications of an argument threatening peace.<br />
“North Fork” alerts us that “the sign warns of undercurrent.” Flush with visible and<br />
invisible forces and a sweeping away, rife with stilting syntax, stops and starts, nested<br />
logic and circles of continuity, the poem tells of a day’s journey, past and present, danger<br />
and innocence, all in familiar images that are freshly voiced. Allen loves these dualities,<br />
these yin-yang associations and adjacencies that inhabit the natural world and the mind of<br />
the poet.<br />
Allen intertwines the real with the imaginary, often within poems, sometimes within<br />
images or lines. “We, As Other People,” urges us onto the path of make-believe: “We’ve<br />
been very happy in the small open area/we named alter.” In fact, the words “let’s pretend”<br />
appear five times, all in the latter half of the work.<br />
“You Say Disappear And I Say Not Yet,” brings it all together. The pair is playing a<br />
game, teasing, challenging, among totems, ready to “pretend we are just/ wrong enough,”<br />
recognizing that “This is the closest thing we get/to surrender,” Allen’s riff on desire and<br />
the natural world.<br />
Allen prefers open air and empty spaces, which fill her work with possibility. Churches,<br />
rivers, meadows and fields, and plenty of birds populate the imagery. Motifs relate to<br />
sleeping, waking, changes in consciousness.<br />
These are poems a woman would share with a companion, often a lover. (In fact, nearly<br />
every poem includes at least 2 people.) “What Can We Do to Be Away from the World?”<br />
“Riding the Borrowed Car Back Home,” and “When this is not about sentiment” depict<br />
love and erotica. She verges on the surreal at times:<br />
to see if the other<br />
is awake, is still a shining fish,<br />
in a dream where scales<br />
leave darks pits in the mud<br />
“This Is How You Ask Me to Pray,” a reverence and small miracles, followed by<br />
“Invitations Toward Autumn,” depicting transition, anticipation, expectation. Allen<br />
muses about, “letting the first storms come in, rounding/our shoulders, this suddenness.”<br />
In the title poem, Allen’s overriding affirmation rises clear. “Kiss/your own fingers,” she<br />
congratulates. “…you have carried yourself home.” Speaking to companions of all types,<br />
Allen opens the myriad experiences and sensations that each of us is capable of feeling,<br />
sharing, interpreting, all the while leaving plenty of space for those companions and the<br />
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eader to discover his or her own wonder, to feel the subtleties and nuances of this human<br />
experience.<br />
She sees and expresses her role as poet most clearly and directly in the joyful “There Are<br />
Ships Closer If You Let Them,” as she resolves, “one morning, soon, I will take/ you to<br />
the lighthouse you have painted” then reaches higher, “upward where light rotates<br />
between fog/and whatever is left to love, to promise.”<br />
Author bios:<br />
Kelli Allen’s work has appeared in numerous journals and anthologies in the US and<br />
internationally. She is a four-time Pushcart Prize nominee and has won awards for her<br />
poetry, prose, and scholarly work. She served as Managing Editor of Natural Bridge, is<br />
the current Poetry Editor for The Lindenwood Review, and holds an MFA from the<br />
University of Missouri St. Louis. She is the director of the River Styx Hungry Young<br />
Poets Series and founded the Graduate Writers Reading Series for UMSL. She is<br />
currently a Professor of Humanities and Creative Writing at Lindenwood University and<br />
teaches for The Pierre Laclede Honors College at UMSL. Her chapbook, Some Animals,<br />
won the 2016 Etchings Press Prize. Her chapbook, How We Disappear, won the 2016<br />
Damfino Press chapbook award. Her newest full-length, Imagine Not Drowning, will be<br />
released from C&R Press January, 2017. Her full-length poetry collection, Otherwise,<br />
Soft White Ash, arrived from John Gosslee Books in 2012 and was nominated for the<br />
Pulitzer Prize. /react-text www.kelli-allen.com<br />
Jeff Santosuosso is a business consultant and poet living in Pensacola, FL. A member of<br />
the Florida State Poets Society, he is Editor-in-Chief of panoplyzine.com, an online<br />
journal dedicated to poetry and short prose. His work has been nominated for the<br />
Pushcart Prize and has appeared in San Pedro River Review, The Lake Poetry (UK), Red<br />
Fez, Illya’s Honey, Red River Review, Texas Poetry Calendar (2012, 2014), Avocet,<br />
Alalit, First Literary Review – East, and other online and print publications. He writes<br />
book reviews on request.<br />
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