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STEPPING FORWARD<br />

Finding<br />

Your<br />

Eternal<br />

Value<br />

BY KENNY MUNDS<br />

When Kenny found his 1973<br />

Academy of Country Music<br />

Award in his backyard shed,<br />

he realized how much God<br />

has changed his priorities.<br />

I REALIZED RECENTLY THAT I’VE BEEN<br />

hoarding some material things in my shed that<br />

are no longer useful to me. In light of that revelation,<br />

I decided it was time to clean it out.<br />

One of the most interesting objects I stumbled<br />

upon was my 1973 Academy of Country Music<br />

Award. Our band, Brush Arbor, won Best Vocal<br />

Group that year, along with another award for<br />

Touring Band of the Year. The two trophies went<br />

to our manager at the time, while the six members<br />

of the band went home empty handed. A<br />

year or so later, he presented each of us with a<br />

copy of the award.<br />

For years, I’d kept that trophy in a protective<br />

case. I’d displayed it proudly in my living room.<br />

It had meant a lot to me. Yet now, it was lying unprotected<br />

in a box, with smudges and scratches<br />

on what used to be a shiny, polished surface. It’s<br />

funny how our values change over time.<br />

For much of my life, I thrived on presenting<br />

myself with impressive credentials like, “Academy<br />

of Country Music Award Winner!” “Toured<br />

with Johnny Cash!” “Appeared on the Grand Ole<br />

Opry!” “Worked onstage in Las Vegas!” Hearing<br />

those things made me feel important. And for<br />

some reason, they seemed to make other people<br />

think I was important too.<br />

Today, however, I live in a one-room studio<br />

apartment right down the street from the Family<br />

Dollar in a small town with four stoplights, far<br />

from the attention and bright lights I’d craved.<br />

I used to thrive on performance and recognition.<br />

My only goal was to be a country music<br />

star. I’m not saying that’s a bad thing, but anyone<br />

aspiring world fame for their own glory will find<br />

themselves headed to a dead-end life. I know. I<br />

lost everything I valued, all for the “glory” of my<br />

addiction to booze and low self-esteem.<br />

But in that loss, I found something else that<br />

will never lose its value: I found Jesus.<br />

These days, I understand how unimportant all<br />

those things are apart from knowing Christ. Like<br />

Paul says in Philippians 3:8: “Everything else is<br />

worthless when compared with the infinite value<br />

of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I<br />

have discarded everything else, counting it all<br />

as garbage, so that I could gain Christ.”<br />

When I turned my focus to Him, listened for<br />

His voice, and gave my musical talents to Him, I<br />

found living hope. I found a life of purpose. I found<br />

salvation and love that can never be taken away.<br />

I no longer stand on large stages or travel the<br />

world. I live alone now; I even lost my little dog<br />

last year and my phone seldom rings. My stage<br />

is usually a prison yard or chapel.<br />

The fast life with all that stuff I thought was<br />

important is far behind me, and I’m glad because<br />

now my life has eternal purpose. When I surrendered<br />

my musical talents to God and sought to<br />

use them for His glory, He gave me a front-row<br />

seat to seeing lives change from despair to hope…<br />

from death to life. There’s nothing greater.<br />

Today, my desire is that I’ll live a life of faith<br />

that only seeks God’s approval, so that when the<br />

time comes and I enter heaven’s gates, He will<br />

greet me with these words: “Well done, my good<br />

and faithful servant. You have been faithful in<br />

handling this small amount, so now I will give<br />

you many more responsibilities. Let’s celebrate<br />

together!” (Matthew 25:23).<br />

Maybe you’re like me and you’ve valued the<br />

things of this world over eternal things like<br />

knowing God. Maybe you’ve even got a shed full<br />

of stuff to prove it. Let’s empty our sheds and let<br />

go of our past. Let’s get to know Jesus. He is the<br />

only thing worth holding on to.<br />

KENNY MUNDS takes the good news of God’s love and<br />

forgiveness into prisons across America. To learn more<br />

about his ministry, go to kennymundsministry.org.<br />

VICTORIOUSLIVINGMAGAZINE.COM<br />

<strong>Issue</strong> 01 / <strong>2020</strong><br />

33

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