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VOL. IV | ISSUE IV<br />

MARGINS<br />

of what the Toronto community would<br />

think [since] there was no one else like me<br />

in the community, you know? I just felt like<br />

as soon as that would happen, I would<br />

kind of be the outcast in the Toronto community,<br />

especially the HEELS community.<br />

That experience really opened my eyes<br />

and it really made me feel like something<br />

was wrong there. Something was wrong<br />

in our community that needed to be fixed.<br />

I was eighteen, so I knew that something<br />

felt wrong but I didn’t know what to do<br />

yet. Now with Co.Lab, I just feel like this is<br />

my opportunity to make sure no one else<br />

has that experience. I want every artist to<br />

come into our studio knowing that we want<br />

them to come as their true selves, regardless<br />

of what that is. To be a genuine artist,<br />

you have to come as your true self, you can’t<br />

fake it till you make it [because] that only<br />

lasts so long. So with Co.Lab, I feel like it’s<br />

been a build of taking from numerous experiences<br />

within my life. Without my experiences,<br />

Co.Lab definitely wouldn’t be alive today.<br />

ZH: Wow, well thank you so much for sharing<br />

that! I think that’s so interesting. It really<br />

points out why you guys have the scale and<br />

the scope you have on where you want [Co.<br />

Lab] to go and what you want to see based on<br />

experiences you have had. Maybe the absence<br />

of support [while knowing] the kinds of experiences<br />

you would have [wanted to have]<br />

allowed you to now say “okay, let’s make that<br />

space” so that other people can have that.<br />

LM: For sure and like I said, Kristina [and I]<br />

were both very new to the community so<br />

the idea of opening a studio is very daunting.<br />

You have the more experienced dancers who<br />

have been here forever looking at you thinking,<br />

“who do you think you are?”. Kristina and<br />

I come from a support circle that is literally<br />

the best support circle you could ever have.<br />

[We have] so many strong females behind<br />

us [and] so many supportive males as well.<br />

Everyone just has our back and even when<br />

we first launched Co.Lab, we were getting an<br />

overwhelming amount of support and that<br />

support is what pushes us through every<br />

day, whenever we hit roadblocks. We really<br />

appreciate everyone’s support, everyone’s<br />

messages, everyone’s shares... just know<br />

[that] Co.Lab wouldn’t be what it is without<br />

the people and without the experiences.<br />

ZH: That’s great to hear! Speaking of which,<br />

what can you tell us about where you are in<br />

the process of creating this space and how<br />

can people continue to support it?<br />

LM: Co.Lab launched pretty recently, the<br />

idea officially incorporated in September<br />

of 2020. We launched our first “Welcome<br />

to Co.Lab” video (“All Day Long” on<br />

Youtube) in November and [it featured]<br />

females from at least ten Toronto teams,<br />

so there [were] over fifty females in that<br />

video. It was kind of a sign of unity, a sign<br />

of change, and [a] new beginning. With<br />

that video, we kicked off our GoFund-<br />

Me campaign. This GoFundMe campaign<br />

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