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Siouxland Magazine - Volume 3 Issue 2

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Boudoir photography is described as a photographic<br />

style featuring intimate, sensual, or romantic images<br />

of its subjects in a photographic studio, bedroom, or<br />

private dressing room environment. But Gill’s clients<br />

experienced a palpable shift in power after one of their<br />

sessions.<br />

“I’ve seen people go from quiet and shy, to immediately<br />

asking when they can book another session,” said Gill.<br />

“It’s hard to describe unless you witness it yourself. It’s a<br />

look in their eyes, the way they walk, the way they carry<br />

themselves, the way they interact with other people.”<br />

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Gill said some of the clients she sees have suffered<br />

various forms of abuse, and the photography session is<br />

a deep release of shame or pain that’s been buried over<br />

time.<br />

When asked about the most common misperceptions<br />

about what she does, Gill doesn’t hesitate.<br />

“Because I center a lot of my work on what I call<br />

‘marginalized’ bodies, I get a lot of comments like ‘You’re<br />

promoting obesity,’ or ‘You’re promoting unhealthy<br />

behaviors,’ and that’s simply not true. I’m giving people<br />

space where they can feel loved and realize there’s<br />

nothing wrong with them.”<br />

Sarah’s self portraits are unfiltered and authentic.<br />

Gill has backed up her work in the studio with a nowthriving<br />

Facebook group called Body Love Warriors.<br />

The online community supports one another, giving its<br />

members a safe space to voice fears, celebrate wins, and<br />

continue the mission of body-positivity. The group’s 2020<br />

Let Free Your Wild event raised money and collected<br />

goods to donate to the Safe Space in Sioux City.<br />

“We’re not only building community, we’re giving back<br />

to the community,” said Gill.<br />

She’s also used her yoga teacher training to offer body<br />

image bootcamp workshops.<br />

Gill hosts Let Free Your Wild retreats that include<br />

journaling, group support, body acceptance, and most<br />

importantly, healing. Her next retreat is scheduled for<br />

Breckenridge, Colorado, in September.<br />

Gill said she sees a ton of progress happening. Lots of<br />

work still needs to be done to arrive at the concept of<br />

body neutrality. But there is movement. She plans to<br />

make sure her Body Love Warriors are front and center<br />

of the positive shift.<br />

Sarah invites her clients to dress in whatever feels most<br />

comfortable.<br />

“I try to give people permission to exist as they are. We<br />

shouldn’t have to justify the way we show up in the world.<br />

That’s one of my favorite things to teach.”<br />

“Also, because I do take a lot of photos with minimal<br />

clothing, some say the subjects aren’t respecting<br />

themselves. But these people are reclaiming their<br />

sensuality and sexuality. Many of them are reclaiming<br />

their power.”<br />

Power seems to be a theme in all of Sarah Gill’s work. The<br />

images are stunning, and the (mostly) women in front of<br />

the camera appear incredibly comfortable; something<br />

that’s difficult to imagine in today’s ultra-filtered, ultrahappy,<br />

social media environment.<br />

Curious about exploring the connection between<br />

outward appearance and inner power? Erika is<br />

passionate about showcasing accessible style, and<br />

fostering a spirit of inclusion with no limits on age or<br />

body type. You can find more of Erika’s journey on<br />

Instagram, @erikahansen.official.<br />

Erika Hansen, a professional model, influencer, and<br />

lifelong lover of fashion.<br />

Photo Credit Sarah Ann Boudoir

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