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you.”Huh, he’s… right. I glance out the window, at the corner Blake disappeared around, and wonder ifthat’s the truth. If this might not be the loneliest summer after all.
4A few hours later I push open the door to my dad’s bedroom, luing a big, empty cardboard boxbehind me.Carefully, I creep across the space, a reflex from my usual secret trips in here. I close the distance tomy mom’s closet door, and my hand reaches out to wrap around the silver door handle.I’ve been putting this room o since the house went up on the market three weeks ago. I knew itwould be the hardest one.I’d put it o for longer if my dad hadn’t just handed me a box downstairs, motioning up the stepsand mumbling, “Closet today,” before ducking out of the room to go rummaging through the stu inthe basement.I take a deep breath and turn the handle. Immediately the smell of her sweet lilac perfume radiateso the dresses and shirts and skirts, warm and safe and fading from this house and this room and thiscloset and my life by the second.But for now, still here.For a moment I stand there in the darkness and it’s like… I can feel her standing next to me. I let herwrap around me once more, let the horribly overwhelming sadness climb out of the box I usually keepit in. e one I only open here. It tightens its grip on my chest, reminding me why I always try toavoid this feeling, but this move is making it harder and harder to do that.Bingo night is making it harder and harder to do that. Maybe I need to stop trying to push it away allthe time.Because pretty soon we will be in a new house, without a closet filled with her scent, and I will havenowhere to crawl into to try to feel close to her when I am sad or angry or heartbroken and only wantto talk to her like I always did.I flick on the light and gently run my fingers along the row of hangers, trying to convince myselfthat they are just clothes. Bits of fabric. Nothing more and nothing less.It’s impossible, though. To not make every single thing feel like a memory.I start with a black cardigan. It’s just a normal black sweater, nothing fashionable really. But shealways used to wear it when we’d decorate cakes together in the kitchen, the pockets wide enough tohold pastry bags, and icing smoothers, and glass jars filled with sprinkles.
Page 3 and 4: This one’s for you, Mom. I love y
Page 5 and 6: moving back into town after twenty
Page 7 and 8: of those babies,” my dad whispers
Page 9 and 10: It’s her eyes, though, that start
Page 11 and 12: “Not so much anymore,” I say.an
Page 13 and 14: same words hundreds of times. I alw
Page 15 and 16: I smile at him, nudging him right b
Page 17 and 18: distance just in front of me, HUCKA
Page 19 and 20: apron and my pink Nina’s Bakery h
Page 21: resident gay of Huckabee.”Blake l
Page 25 and 26: chance.Blake appears in the closet
Page 27 and 28: “Do you hate it?”She’s the fi
Page 29 and 30: “I can’t believe your dad was s
Page 31 and 32: She stops dead and looks back, our
Page 33 and 34: Could I do them too?
Page 35 and 36: “I spent my morning slaving away
Page 37 and 38: I have to do it myself.I picture it
Page 39 and 40: Until now. If I can stop chickening
Page 41 and 42: I sigh, shutting the water off and
Page 43 and 44: My name will come up. Matt will get
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Page 47 and 48: out what the whole quote was. I cou
Page 49 and 50: She grins and shakes her head at me
Page 51 and 52: fiction books, and World War II his
Page 53 and 54: “Au milieu de l’hiver, j’appr
Page 55 and 56: “I’d hate to have to take the t
Page 57 and 58: calculus class she was probably the
Page 59 and 60: thinking they already know.”It fe
Page 61 and 62: “Okay. Fine. It has to be a small
Page 63 and 64: 11I usually don’t work on Sundays
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Page 67 and 68: dust behind us.I glance out the win
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My eyes widen, and I give her a “
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now that she’s on the other end o
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to set, sending a shower of deep or
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She’s the first person I feel lik
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the cat dragged in.”“Nice to se
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15I meet up with Blake aer work on
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check off “3. Go on a picnic” a
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“Blake! I swear to God, don’t l
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17I spend most of the next day hidi
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afternoons. But I also think about
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pumps are older than dirt.”“No
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Claire in Kauai over spring break,
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wrist. “Your mom gave it to my da
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I’d needed someone more than anyt
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We’re planning on camping out in
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Blake’s silent, leaving a space f
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20The first thing I feel when I wak
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“Valid point.” She nods, pausin
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needles and all that.Even though I
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21When we pull up to my house, I’
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A new start.I push it away, whirlin
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e story had gone viral aer a local
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23The second Nina pulls into the pa
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“Yeah.” He nods. “Okay.”Rel
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My voice trails o and I hold up the
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25The next forty-eight hours pass i
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She turns around to look at me, her
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Blake’s shoulder brushes against
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27This is exhilarating.My adrenalin
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really wants. Except for this.”It
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look down at Matt. For a moment I w
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e thought pushes me out of the room
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I drop my bag in the entryway, my v
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29The second I walk into Nina’s t
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wanted,” I say. “All the years
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I think about all the years we’ve
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carefully uproot a sunflower to rep
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his arm around me. “Hey! I still
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And if my mom taught me anything th
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A new chance, just like the one I h
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boyfriend a girl could ask for.en J
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