Red Door 33
RED DOOR MAGAZINE #33 www.reddoormagazine.com FEATURED ARTIST JORGE POSADA ................................8-15 SOUTHNORD OPEN CALL.........16-17 SEQUENTIAL CONDITIONS By Martin Andersen ......................18-21 POETRY TERENCE DEGNAN..............................22 SAMUEL PRINCE...................................23 DJ LEE......................................................24 JON WHITBREAD.................................25 A farewell to ANDREW SINGER ..........................26-27 RED DOOR presents.............................................28-29 The Appearance of the Unpredictable by TANYA COSIO............................30-31 The Collages of MARIJA IVETIC................................32-33
RED DOOR MAGAZINE #33
www.reddoormagazine.com
FEATURED ARTIST
JORGE POSADA ................................8-15
SOUTHNORD OPEN CALL.........16-17
SEQUENTIAL
CONDITIONS
By Martin Andersen ......................18-21
POETRY
TERENCE DEGNAN..............................22
SAMUEL PRINCE...................................23
DJ LEE......................................................24
JON WHITBREAD.................................25
A farewell to
ANDREW SINGER ..........................26-27
RED DOOR
presents.............................................28-29
The Appearance
of the Unpredictable
by TANYA COSIO............................30-31
The Collages of
MARIJA IVETIC................................32-33
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POETRY<br />
Driving home<br />
to a place where my parents still// clung to an American hope// I pull the car over// write<br />
a bad haiku about the little urn// my kid brother gave me// to give to my aunt// so she<br />
can spread my father’s ashes// over their parents’ graves// I don’t check the canister//<br />
to see if there are remnants of him// inside// I call the haiku// Schrödinger’s Dad// laugh<br />
a bit// in the cold spring air// So many of these breaks// from being tethered to a body//<br />
have to do with layered traditions// Your skeleton is at the bottom of a pile// of coats//<br />
in a spare bedroom// in some kin’s queer home// your spirit// is pacing its attic// while<br />
the elders drink whiskey and talk of the newly departed’s// rawest moments in the sun//<br />
Or what you imagine your spirit to be// the cobbled memories clasping the left hand of<br />
intent// like that old church rhyme// about steeples// The last time you were here//the<br />
old man was paying for dinner on the rivers’ edge// and pointing out the bridge where<br />
he and his friends would practice their jackknives// the same brother, then, looking hard<br />
down the banks and squinting// to see those joyful children —dares in their throats;<br />
adrenaline pooling in their reservoirs— How does anyone keep inside the time they are<br />
in// when these stories take crowbars to our presence// birds are everywhere// They are<br />
electrified by instinct// but I like to believe it’s intuition// When I put my portion of dad<br />
in the bird-feed// it was an invitation to follow me to memories he couldn’t be privy to,<br />
otherwise// There are birds the color of prom dresses// white as lake effect// There’s this<br />
one Argentinian theropod I’ve been birding// ever since I stumbled upon its existence//<br />
Who knows if one has ever graced Rochester// which is where I’m from// where boys<br />
become swans// midair// and, gasping for breath, become boys again<br />
Terence Degnan is the author of three books. His most recent, “I Can<br />
Wonder Anything” was published in March (2023). He lives in Brooklyn<br />
with his wife and daughter.<br />
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