A Twilight fanfiction novel - SheeWolf85

was really scared for several months. That was part of the reason she wanted me to start birth
control.”
Alice sighed. “Oh, sweetie.” She hugged Renesmee again. “I want you to remember something,
okay? If a guy ever tries to talk you into doing something you don’t want, he’s not the one. A real
man wouldn’t ask his girl to do anything she’s not comfortable with.”
“Amen to that,” Jasper said as he walked in the room. “Did Jacob do something?”
“No; Renesmee and I are just talking. Do you mind?”
He sat down. “I don’t mind at all.”
Alice smacked his arm. “Nice try. Hit the road.”
He frowned for a second before he got up and left. Alice turned back to Renesmee.
“Promise me you won’t let Jacob push you.”
“I promise.” That was one she could stick to.
“Thank you.” She pulled Renesmee into one last hug.
~*~
Renesmee sat on her bed Saturday afternoon trying to find her courage. She wasn’t sure if she and
Jacob would be alone at his house or if his dad would be there, but either way, she was nervous.
Alice’s talk a few days prior had made her really think about making that move with Jacob, and not
just in a spur-of-the-moment, hormone-driven way. She had thought of the pros and cons along with
all of the possible consequences. Every time she did, she came to same conclusion that she was
ready.
The few times they’d been together on dates or walks in the woods, she’d felt an undeniable lust for
him. She couldn’t be completely sure, but she thought he felt it, too. The way he’d taken care of her
when he was sick made it obvious in her mind that sex wasn’t all he was after. He truly cared about
her.
She had a few more hours before Jacob would come to get her. She’d taken a shower and, after a
lengthy inner debate, shaved everything that a girl could shave. Now she worried that Jake would
think she’d look too young. She closed her eyes and put her face in her hands. Maybe her nerves
meant it really wasn’t the right time. She took a deep breath and stood up to figure out what she
would wear. As she picked through her clothes, she made up her mind that she would see how the
evening went. If she got the opportunity, and it felt right, she would make her move. Otherwise, she
would keep her decision to herself for the time being.
Jacob arrived to pick her up at five-thirty. She was surprised to see that he’d worn a t-shirt and
shoes this time.
“Hey, Ness. How are you?” He hugged her and leaned down to kiss her.
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