A Twilight fanfiction novel - SheeWolf85

“Ness?” he called when he walked in.
“I’m in here,” she answered from the bedroom.
Jacob winced at the tightness of her voice. It was proof that she had been crying. He walked back to
find her on the bed. He sat next to her and took her hand.
“Are you okay?” he asked.
She squeezed his fingers and shrugged. “Yeah, I guess.”
“Quil came out and talked to me.” He wasn’t sure how to say what he felt he needed to say. “He
said . . .” He looked down at his lap and cleared his throat. “He said he thinks you think I’m avoiding
you.”
Renesmee watched him for a moment, hoping he would look at her. When he didn’t, she sighed.
“Are you?”
“No. Yes. I don’t know.” He shook his head. “This is just way over my head. I don’t know what the
hell to do now, you know? I know I love you, but beyond that, I’m not sure of anything.”
She sniffled. “You still love me?”
He finally looked over at her. “Yes. That will never change, Ness. I promise.”
She pulled her hand, but he didn’t let it go. “I love you, too.”
He nodded. “I’m sorry, baby. I wish I could go back and be smarter about everything. I wish I could
break him apart inch by inch and take back what he stole. I don’t know how to accept this. Kids are
a part of my job.”
She licked her lips and tried to scoot a little closer. “I’m sorry, too. I feel like all this is my fault. I—”
Jacob made her look at him. “It’s not your fault. We already went over that, remember?”
She pulled away. “I know, Jake, but this wasn’t a part of it before. At least then we were blissfully
unaware that I couldn’t ever give you babies. And now I’m completely useless. Do you even know
why you imprinted on me to begin with? Did it have anything to do with having children? Is it
eventually going to wear off? I couldn’t bear that, Jake.” She wiped her eyes and tried to pull back
further.
He stopped her and pulled her up close to him with his arm around her shoulders. “Nothing is going
to wear off, baby. I didn’t imprint on you because of your ability to give me kids. If that was the case,
then it would have stopped when you were first changed. I imprinted on you because you’re my soul
mate; my one woman. I love you.” He hugged her tightly and kissed the side of her head. “You’re
still my Ness, I still love you, and you’re not useless.”
She snuggled into his side. “What’s going to happen, then? Wouldn’t your children be the ones to
take over as Alpha?”
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