A Twilight fanfiction novel - SheeWolf85

As he kissed her lower, he slipped his hand down and under her shirt. He looked up briefly to make
sure she was okay before he pushed her bra up over her breast. She nodded eagerly. He groaned at
the feel of her naked against his palm.
Jacob and his heat and kisses were clouding her mind. She didn’t seem to care about anything but
what he was doing to her. She wanted more, though. She wanted to get rid of all of their clothing
and finally become one with him. The thought reminded her of the condoms Alice had given her that
she’d stuffed in her purse. She was suddenly anxious, unsure of how she would ask him to stop so
she could get one.
He noticed her tense and pulled back to look up at her. “Are you okay?”
She licked her lips and nodded. “Yeah, um . . .” She closed her eyes tightly and took a deep breath.
Jacob moved to her side and slid up to be next to her. “Ness, baby, listen to me.” He touched her
cheek and waited for her to open her eyes. She did and met his uncertainly. “Don’t feel obligated. I
want you, baby, but it would kill me if I hurt you.”
She smiled and reached up to cover his hand with hers. “I don’t feel obligated. I want you, too. I’m
just scared because I don’t know how to ask.” She looked down.
He made her look at him again. “Ness, can I make love to you?”
She blushed brightly as she nodded. “Yes, but we need a condom.”
He kissed her lightly. “I have some.” He got up to dig one out of the top drawer of his dresser. While
he was up, Renesmee took off her shirt and bra. He laid down next to her again and pulled her
close.
“I’m nervous,” she blurted. She took another deep breath to try to calm down. “Really nervous.”
Jacob nodded and combed his fingers through her hair. “That’s okay, baby. Are you a virgin?”
She swallowed thickly and shook her head. “No. It was only once, though, and a long time ago.”
She peeked up at him and pushed herself a little closer.
“It’s okay, honey, I just needed to know.” He started to rub her back in a slow circuit from her
shoulders to her hips and back. “Are you sure you want to do this?”
She took a moment to think about it. As she did, she snuggled close and put her face on his chest.
She took a breath to smell his fiery skin. It felt so good against hers. She kissed him near his
shoulder and smiled when his arms tightened around her. She loved knowing that he wasn’t going
to push her for an answer. It made her think of what Alice had said. She knew that if she said no,
Jacob would wait. She didn’t want to do that, though. She realized that she really did want to go
through with it. She wanted to get that much closer to him. She kissed him once more before she
pulled back and looked up at him.
“I’m sure I want to.”
He nodded and trailed his hand around her side back to her breast. “I love you, Ness.”
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