A Twilight fanfiction novel - SheeWolf85

his skin against hers, and even his steady breathing were so much clearer to her than they ever had
been before. She kissed his throat and sucked in a slow breath to savor the warm smell of his blood.
“Jake, can I ask you something?”
He looked down at her and nodded. “Anything.”
“When we made love earlier . . . Was it better than when I was human?”
Jacob thought about his answer before he spoke. “Yes and no.” He turned on his side and smirked
at her raised eyebrow. “Hear me out, okay? Both times we’ve been together have been amazing.
The first time with you will always be one of the most incredible experiences of my life. If we’re
talking just the physical aspect of it, it was more intense this time. Your body is . . . well, you’re
tighter, which feels better. But it’s so much more than that for me. The connection I have with you is
the same. On an intimate level, Ness, I don’t know if I could decide which was better.”
She reached up and touched his cheek. “You’re not just saying that?”
“Of course not.” He pulled her closer. “I love you, baby. Human or half-human Bloodsucker, that
doesn’t matter to me. What matters is that you’re mine and I can keep you safe and happy.”
“Thank you.” She kissed his lips.
“Always, baby. What about you? Did you like it better in the woods or our first time?”
She blushed and smiled with embarrassment. “I don’t know. Both were extremely satisfying.”
He chuckled. “I’m glad to hear it.”
She pushed herself a little closer and sighed as she relaxed against him. “I know Billy knows about
me, but what about Harry and Sue?”
“Yeah, they all do. Everyone you met at the bonfire already knows.”
She took a deep breath. “Okay. And we want to bring Billy here tomorrow evening, right?”
“If you’re comfortable with it, yes.”
“I just don’t want to hurt him.”
He put his fingers under chin and met her eyes. “You’re going to be fine, baby. Trust yourself like
you did during your hunt today.”
She licked her lips. “But I was chasing blood then.”
He shrugged one shoulder. “Doesn’t matter. You were smart and strong and you could do anything.
That’s who you are, Ness. It’s who you’ve always been, but I don’t think you saw it before. See it
now and don’t give in to those little fears. I’m here, and I won’t let you do anything you’ll regret.”
Renesmee tried to believe him. She nodded. “I’ll do my best.”
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