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<strong>EL</strong> <strong>SALVADOR</strong><br />

A Personal View<br />

from<br />

the Diaspora<br />

A PHOTOESSAY BY CAROLINE LACEY<br />

IN 1992 THE CHAPULTEPEC PEACE ACCORDS ENDED <strong>EL</strong> SALVAdor’s<br />

brutal 12-year civil war. The government granted<br />

amnesty to all parties, protecting war criminals<br />

from even so much as a public confession of their<br />

crimes. There was no truth, there was no reconciliation.<br />

Attempts at peace and healing manifested as<br />

institutionalized amnesia.<br />

During the wartime a quarter of El Salvador’s<br />

population had fled the violence. The majority<br />

sought safe harbor in the United States but were<br />

denied refugee status because of U.S. policies that<br />

supported and fueled the conflict. As unacknowledged<br />

casualties of the turmoil, many were forced<br />

to live undocumented, the truth of their trauma<br />

repressed once again.<br />

The Salvadoran diaspora is a population perched<br />

between two countries. They live in the shadows in<br />

the United States but are unable to return to their<br />

home country now overrun by gang violence. Left<br />

in limbo, they look for El Salvador through the creative<br />

acts of ordinary life. Painted volcanoes mimic<br />

the landscape they left; food is a means of communicating<br />

culture and images are a way of holding close<br />

what is far away. Sentimentality is both the lifeboat<br />

and its leak.<br />

“I miss this color,” Lorena said, holding up a<br />

painted wooden mango with the words El Salvador<br />

written on its base. She brought it close to her face<br />

and contemplated the speckled orange surface—as<br />

if it wasn’t right in front of her, as if it wasn’t really<br />

the color she missed at all. But through it she could<br />

grieve for all things lost, maybe even for the person<br />

who used to see those colors.<br />

Caroline Lacey is a lens-based story teller living<br />

in Washington, DC. She has a Master’s in New<br />

Media Photojournalism from Corcoran College of<br />

Art+Design at George Washington University. Lacey<br />

recently won the PDNedu competition for photojournalism,<br />

the NPPA Bob East Scholarship and her video<br />

took first place in team multimedia at the Northern<br />

Short Course. Her work has been published in The<br />

Washington Post, Smithsonian Magazine Online,<br />

NPR, Washington Magazine and PDN.<br />

84 ReVista SPRING 2016

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