The Ellen G. White 1888 Materials: Volume 2 - Ellen G. White

not. They do not seem to see that they can come
and drink, that they can open their hearts and let
the Saviour in.
My soul is agonized at times over these things.
But I cannot do anything, I cannot speak to the
heart; but God alone can speak to the heart. I
entreat of you, as an ambassador of Jesus Christ, to
bruise Satan under your feet. I beseech of you to
begin to labor for yourself, labor for souls that are
in darkness and unbelief. I beseech of you to spend
your efforts in order to bring them where they can
come where the living waters flow--where the light
of heaven may come upon them, that they can
stand amid the people as a light, and not as a
shadow of darkness.
Well, yesterday morning I awoke about two
o'clock, and I could not rest; it seemed as though
there was an agony of soul upon me, and I could
not say anything. I knelt right down before the
Lord and I said, You know all about it; You know
what the burden is. And I must have something
more than this. I cannot carry this load. I feel such