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“<br />
If we keep informing them,<br />
letting them know the history<br />
and not letting them forget…<br />
then they’ll get it, and they’ll<br />
know why they were able to<br />
come out of the womb shitting<br />
rainbows and glitter.<br />
Visage herself is the mother of a queer child – her 18<br />
year-old daughter, Lillie identifies as bisexual. “I knew I’d end<br />
up with a queer kid,” she laughs. “I just thought it would be a<br />
choreographer, or an interior decorating boy or hairdresser,<br />
but it ended up being a girl who is still questioning and finding<br />
her way.”<br />
While a bi kid couldn’t hope for a more clued-in mother,<br />
Michelle says it’s only recently that she’s come to accept the<br />
viability of bisexuality.<br />
“Back when I started with the community, in the 1980s, it was<br />
close to a death sentence to come out as gay. It was safer for<br />
the boys, not the girls, to come out as bisexual even though<br />
they were gay. So, it’s only in the past three years or so that I’ve<br />
realised bisexuality is a viable way of being.<br />
“My daughter identifies as bi and non-binary. She’s dealt with<br />
some pretty serious depression issues, so she’s finally coming<br />
out of that now and exploring her bisexuality. She’s 18, so it’s<br />
later in life, whereas some kids might do it at 13, so I don’t know<br />
if she even needs that validation yet. She might, in university,<br />
realise how important it is, because bis and trans get the shitty<br />
end of the stick. It’s not fair. Being the mother of a bisexual kid, I<br />
will scream louder for her rights, which do matter and are real.”<br />
Although the America in which Lillie is coming of age is a<br />
much more evolved place than when her mother was living<br />
it up on the New York underground with her best buddy, the<br />
young RuPaul (aka Andre Charles), one year into the Trump<br />
administration, with the roll-back of protections for trans<br />
people and rhetoric, along with the erasing of gay recognition,<br />
there are clear efforts to turn the evolutionary direction<br />
backwards.<br />
“It’s very hard in America right now,” says Michelle. “But the<br />
stronger and louder we are, and if we band together, we will<br />
be heard. Our brothers and sisters did not fight in Stonewall<br />
all those years ago for it to go back to the way it was. We’re<br />
no longer being pushed back into the closet; we’re no longer<br />
being silenced.<br />
“As a mother of a queer kid, I can only look to the future. It’s<br />
a lot easier to be under the queer umbrella these days than<br />
it has ever been, in my life, so I want those kids to know why.<br />
If we keep informing them, letting them know the history and<br />
not letting them forget… then they’ll get it, and they’ll know why<br />
they were able to come out of the womb shitting rainbows and<br />
glitter.”<br />
Visage herself was born to an American-Irish mother in 1968,<br />
then adopted by a Jewish family in New Jersey and christened<br />
Michelle Lynn Shupack. “My mother couldn’t have me, other<br />
circumstances got in the way, but she loved me enough to<br />
give me up for adoption,” she says early on in our chat, but<br />
later, when we’re talking about Drag Race again, it becomes<br />
apparent that this presented its challenges.<br />
“If it were me growing up, my self-loathing, and the hatred I<br />
had for myself, not knowing why I’d been given up for adoption,<br />
if I’d had a show like Drag Race, maybe I wouldn’t have had<br />
an eating disorder, maybe I wouldn’t have thought I was<br />
ugly, or didn’t fit in or had nobody who didn’t understand my<br />
weirdness,” she says. “But I didn’t have that, so I had to go<br />
through all that shit, to come out the other side and realise,<br />
I’m not going to sit back and let somebody bully somebody<br />
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