Chimes: 2018 Edition (emended Blazevox book pdf)
Chimes by Adam Fieled was released as a Blazevox print book in 2009. This is the 2018, emended edition, emended Blazevox book pdf.
Chimes by Adam Fieled was released as a Blazevox print book in 2009. This is the 2018, emended edition, emended Blazevox book pdf.
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#16<br />
I fell in love with one who symbolized my struggle with “cool.” I was a slave to<br />
her gaze, which went many ways, and was a burr in my side because she had<br />
no mercy. It was not to be. I was in love and it gave her an excuse to taunt which<br />
would relieve her pain, which was not an artist’s pain and unacknowledged, and<br />
so taunts became the taut tensions of my everyday existence, and I bore up as<br />
best I could but I was only considered cool “in a way.” Because I had not formed,<br />
I wanted what was outside of me; I needed my own help. I coveted her surface<br />
patina of blood and chocolate: that ooze.<br />
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