Chimes: 2018 Edition (emended Blazevox book pdf)

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#18 We were moving. This was to be the end of Tookany Creek. I felt Mill Road move into a new space in my mind for things that no longer subsisted, like Bubba. The new house was on a street that curved and I had a new room from which streetlamps at night looked haunting. I didn’t like the new house at first because it was new, it didn’t look like Mill Road and everything was painted aqua like toothpaste and had a funny smell. The night we moved in I gorged myself on sweets and lay awake in pain for hours, the same that had happened sitting shiva for Bubba. Then I became adjusted and Old Farm Road had its own place in the hierarchy of places that were, or were to be, more or less numinous in my head. 24
#19 For a long time there was no sound that was my sound. Beatles bled into the background and nothing took their place. Then one night, I was at my father’s house, which was not Old Farm Road, and on the radio I heard a sound that I knew instinctively was my sound. It was resonant, sharp, and had echo; it sent reverberations out to the four corners of the earth; it would not be denied. I had to merge with it, to join it, to become it. I would not be able to sit still unless I became one with this sound, until I could similarly reverberate. I needed to reach the four corners along with it. This sound that was a loud guitar, played hotly, showed me the world seen through an auditory prism of light. 25
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Page 8 and 9: #2 An iron on my feet was a big bur
Page 10 and 11: #4 Father, my father, was there and
Page 12 and 13: #6 We had to go to an ugly place to
Page 14 and 15: #8 I brooded through summers of pla
Page 16 and 17: #10 I was in the bathtub and I said
Page 18 and 19: #12 There was decay so that my Mom
Page 20 and 21: #14 Suddenly there was a school tha
Page 22 and 23: #16 I fell in love with one who sym
Page 26 and 27: #20 Things shifted. I went from coo
Page 28 and 29: #22 Now I had a sister who was half
Page 30 and 31: #24 A new school year was a new way
Page 32 and 33: #26 Through music, words emerged in
Page 34 and 35: #28 Images were entering my mind an
Page 36 and 37: #30 I was in a train riding to Maho
Page 38 and 39: #32 I often remembered kindergarten
Page 40 and 41: #34 I got a high from theater and f
Page 42 and 43: #36 Cheltenham was a creepy town in
Page 44 and 45: #38 Words about music were another
Page 46 and 47: #40 A kind of madness would not let
Page 48 and 49: #42 N and I found ourselves involve
Page 50 and 51: #44 There was Ted and I and even th
Page 52 and 53: #46 There was no reason for me to b
Page 54 and 55: #48 We had gone, briefly, to Disney
Page 56 and 57: #50 One night, Dad came into my roo
Page 58 and 59: #52 Now all pretences of normalcy a
Page 60 and 61: #54 A sense of things not being rig
Page 62 and 63: #56 Dad had a brother who was not s
Page 64 and 65: #58 It was around the time of Dad

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