Chimes: 2018 Edition (emended Blazevox book pdf)
Chimes by Adam Fieled was released as a Blazevox print book in 2009. This is the 2018, emended edition, emended Blazevox book pdf.
Chimes by Adam Fieled was released as a Blazevox print book in 2009. This is the 2018, emended edition, emended Blazevox book pdf.
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#40<br />
A kind of madness would not let me focus only on N. There were other parties and<br />
other girls: always the same wave, frisson, feeling of two-in-one. It would take many<br />
years to learn that this wave, powerful as it was, was short-lived. But contact with the<br />
feeling of this wave had so much of bliss in it that I sought it out at every opportunity,<br />
and grew petulant when forced to live without it. It only seemed to work on girls that<br />
were beautiful; otherwise I felt nothing. Lack of control was desirable but led me into<br />
non-continuity. What echoes of Tookany Creek were in this feeling created a hunger<br />
that was not to be assuaged; unlike music and words, this wave could not be relied<br />
upon, and the focus I felt for music and words was dissipated here. It was my<br />
misfortune to learn that continuance, as applied to art, could actively detract from<br />
continuance in other situations and on other levels.<br />
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