Chimes: 2018 Edition (emended Blazevox book pdf)
Chimes by Adam Fieled was released as a Blazevox print book in 2009. This is the 2018, emended edition, emended Blazevox book pdf.
Chimes by Adam Fieled was released as a Blazevox print book in 2009. This is the 2018, emended edition, emended Blazevox book pdf.
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#41<br />
That year, N wrote a long letter in my year<strong>book</strong>, that ended with I love you. I could<br />
sense, even then, that this I love you came from a much different place than other<br />
kids’ effusions; this was a bittersweet testimony, not to placid or innocent<br />
attachment, but to strife, hardship, misunderstanding, piercing ecstasies and equally<br />
piercing sorrows. It was from an artist to an artist; it bore the stamp of aesthetic<br />
appreciation. N had reached down into the depths of her soul and her words had the<br />
weight of big breakers. I felt them land on me even as I tried to avert them. Yet,<br />
outwardly, we still wrestled; attaching, detaching, attaching again. What we wanted<br />
was freshness all the time, and each seemingly permanent detachment made<br />
coming together again more piquant. It was the friction of hard sex prolonged over<br />
time; we were more perverse and more subtle than we knew.<br />
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