Siouxland Magazine - Volume 1 Issue 4
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<strong>Siouxland</strong> <strong>Magazine</strong> | Inspire /31<br />
Everett celebrating his birthday.<br />
passing day. I would love to spend all my time finding<br />
a cure for Everett, but I am spending all my time making<br />
sure that the common cold doesn’t take him from me.<br />
Everett is now eight years old. He weighs 65 lbs but<br />
keeps his mom strong. His seizures are being controlled<br />
with a ketogenic diet. He has dystonia and hypotonia;<br />
CP; doesn’t drink any fine liquids orally, but through a<br />
gtube; an ACE tube to control constipation; osteopenia<br />
due to not using his bones as he should; hearing loss;<br />
severe optic atrophy; and multiple medications.<br />
Even in all this, he tries every day. He is the<br />
perfect example of “one minute at a time”.<br />
I refuse to have the persona of always having my shit<br />
together, when the reality is the opposite. I try to walk<br />
with my children through the truths of life; hoping to<br />
provide them with tools to work through what life brings<br />
them.<br />
Jason and I will be celebrating 12 years of marriage this<br />
August. We added to our family with two more boys.<br />
Lincoln is 4 and Landen is 2. After Lincoln was born,<br />
Everett went through his fist regression. It was the first<br />
time we realized stress can cause his body to regress. We<br />
rebounded as a family and found again, a new normal.<br />
Landen was our surprise baby and adds so much value<br />
to our family of five. We still don’t know much about<br />
BPAN, or what the future looks like, but learning to see<br />
Everett with his siblings.<br />
the small miracles, such as the ability for Everett to use<br />
his eyes to talk to us, are worth living to see.<br />
I wish this story was triumphant with the love for God<br />
that would cure Everett and all the pain life has brought<br />
me, but in retrospect, this also brought a lesson in<br />
selfish praying and the idea of what miracles should<br />
look like in the reality of what a miracle is which has now<br />
propelled me into my spiritual awakening. With the last<br />
15 years being combined with the trauma and continued<br />
navigation to life of a complex child, I allow light to shine,<br />
even in the darkest of corners. The road is rocky, but I<br />
will survive, one minute at a time.<br />
Samantha Geurts, born and raised in SW Minnesota<br />
has grown to be a wife and mother along with being<br />
a licensed hairstylist, yoga instructor and a full-time<br />
paraprofessional for the local schools.<br />
Photos courtesy of Samantha Geurts.