Perceptions!verse - Spander Files

His eyes are huge as he looks up at me and he shudders
under my touch as he opens his mouth. “I want you to
bite me. Please?”
My hands are frozen in place and I just stare down at
him. “Xander, love?”
“Please. It’s not for kicks, or curiosity, I’ve thought about
it for weeks. I can’t tell you what’s in my head. I haven’t
got the words. But maybe you could taste it. I want to
show you how I feel. Please? I need to show you.”
There’s nothing but trust in his eyes and so much want
and need, and my head’s swimming at his pleading. This
is what I wanted. Throughout our trip, I wanted this and I
made myself wait, needing him to ask me. Finally, one of
my plans has come to fruition and I’m almost lost for
words.
The silence hangs in the air between us and I can feel him
holding his breath under my hand and then he whispers,
“Spike, you don’t have to. Not if you don’t want to.” The
uncertainty is back and I swoop down and crush it with a
kiss, trying to put every emotion into one sweet tangle of
lips and teeth and tongues.